The Private Report on My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness

>>148537684
>Anime and manga

>>148538525
Manga is for fags
Who spends energy reading when you can passively view instead?

>>148537647
It's feels worst than reading Watamote

Man this is always some messed up stuff. Pretty interesting though.

How did she manage to spill so much spaghetti.

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Really don't know how to feel about that manga.
It's kinda interesting but I'm getting pretty tired of that whole teenager angst thing of her.

>>148540231
Brain wiring issues. Poor lass.

>>148538963
Yeah, it really does.

>>148539960
For sure.

>>148537647
this manga hurts me

I read yuri for the cute and fluffiness not to feel horrible

>>148537647
I really like this manga, but reading it makes me want to kill myself desu.

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I almost cried after reading this new chapter...

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>>148544399
Anon, this is what lesbians are all about. Do not look away. Take it in and grow as a person.

>>148537647
I really like it this far, it's pretty..genuine

SJW shit

Fuck me this is depressing

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This is really close of home, fuck ;_;

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>>148545693
This was too close for me.

>>148545561
How?

This is painful to read, less so than watamote for some reason though.

this is pretty much watamote II, even her eyes look the same

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>>148545780
Yeah anon, me too... I understand your suffering...

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This last chapter was so painful to read.

Why do you faggots have to project Watamote onto anything where a character has social anxiety

Holy shit you're insufferable

>>148546023
Yeah, I almost cried.

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>>148546058
I just shred some tears here because I can't help but to think my life will go that way in the best scenario.

>that awkward feel when virgin to women
>have had a fairly solid relationship with a man for 5 years
>still not sure if gay or just afraid to be alone

I should not have read this...

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>>148546119
Mine is too close of this already, the sex scene of the chapter was similar to my 1st sexual experience (and only one) too... ;_;

I shouldn't read this.

>>148546413
Shit like this makes me think that it's better being a virgin than having sex out of desperation and realizing it was better staying a virgin.

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>I hope you can be happy~!
I lost it.

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>>148547049
>Don't do this when you don't is ready yet or if you want to do for curiosity.
You don't need to warn me about that, there is no way I will have sex in my life unless I pay a whore and I'm too scared to do so anyway.

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>>148546497
I did it with my ex boyfriend (and that was the only boyfriend that I had) and I regret (my himen is intact to be honest, even so I want to delete this memorie from my mind, and intend to think I'm virgin yet)
Don't do this when you don't is ready yet or if you want to do for curiosity.

>>148547214
>virgin woman
Fat I'm guessing?

>>148547158
Good then

I'd seen this before, but I just want to say that all I feel reading this is disdain. I can relate, sure, but this whole "pity me pity me I'm so sad" vibe this bitch gives off infuriates me. Pull yourself out of your own God damn hole like everybody else has to and then fuck off. In that order.

>>148547263
No, I'm skiny.

>>148547214
Did you actually delete a post just because of a desu?

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>>148547263
>women can only be virgins if they are fat
Have you not learned anything from this manga?

>>148547430
Because of the image and that too.

>>148538613
you seem an expert on being passive

>>148547523
What are you insinuating?

>>148547328
The "pity me pity me" is only in your head.

>>148547214

I'm still a virgin myself. I've always considered myself to be quite ugly. I'd given up on ever achieving any kind of physical contact. I got a new job early last year, and there's this cute girl who I talk to sometimes. She's...flirted with me, I guess? It's not something I'm used to. She's touched me a few times before, just pats and rubs and stuff. I'm not sure if it's normal, but I didn't pay it any mind. What really struck me was one time she came up, I was talking about gloves with my boss and she just took my hands and intertwined her fingers with mine. I thought "oh, this is it, one of those yuri moments." But I felt nothing. It only lasted a few seconds, but I felt nothing. It's something that's haunted me since.

>>148547628

Bullshit.

I never had a gf and I can't even imagine having one. I became jealous of my loneliness, I don't want to share it with other people.

>>148547657
That sounds cute.

>>148537647
The disassociation she experiences is just brutal. She's psychologically incapable of comprehending physical intimate contact.

>>148547967

It wasn't. I mean, I've always wanted to, you know, do the whole hand-holdy huggy stuff. And when it happened, I felt nothing. I registered that I was being touched, but there was no other response. And that realization startles me.

I don't know if this is what the author wants me to feel, but she's cute and I want to save her with my dick

>>148547657
That girl is pretty cute with you, maybe she is interested in you (?) or I don't know if is normal to be like this with a female friend, I'm bad to make female friends even if I'm a woman, I'm only good to become friends with boys. My female friends always don't give a shit for me after sometime or forgot about my existence.
I guess it's normal to you not feel nothing yet, when you get intimate to her maybe you will feel something.
I don't feel nothing when I did that with my ex too, only fear and anxiety, even I was close to him.

please don't blogpost here, meet a terapist, for your own sake

I don't know why I keep reading this when it was clear from the first chapter that every panel was going to feel like a punch in the somach

this is stream of consciousness writing. it's really awful. no wonder she couldn't make it

>>148548219
Masochism Anon, I like to feel like shit.

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>>148548156

I'm the same way really. I couldn't make friends with the girls my same age back in school, so I hung out with the nerdy boys. Any female interaction I did have usually came in the form of derisive cattiness.

>Getting intimate

>>148547657
Give her the clam.

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>>148548066
I know what you mean. I had this girl do my nails, I didn't want to but I couldn't refuse, and she had to touch my hands a lot but I didn't felt anything special. I guess those things just feel when you're doing it with someone you like. If it's a person I like even standing next to them makes me horny, it's quite embarrassing.

>>148548372

I don't really have any expectations when it comes to services like getting your hair done (I've never had my nails done...). It's been such a long time since I actually liked somebody though. I think I used to be like you, with the standing next to somebody, and you could, like, feel yourself getting hotter and hoping nobody notices.

>>148548343

I think that's the dirtiest thing I've read in a long time.

>>148546375
Does it even matter, anon?

>>148548372
>>148548066
Is this a normal ocurrence?
Once a girl(a cute one at that) held my hand and it felt cold, just that.

>>148548527

I think you're asking the wrong people about what's normal and what isn't.

>>148548264
It's not even one of those "I like this suffering" read that you save for the shitty days and in someway comfort you, this makes you feel bad in every way

>>148547657
It doesn't mean anything. Normal girls are touchy. I'm the biggest autist in the world, to the point I don't even angst about lack of friends, loneliness or contact, but still A girl used to hang out with me because I'm smart and she wasn't that much, so she would hug and say she loved whenever she ended up doing good in a test, and it meant nothing because she even had a boyfriend.

>>148548270
I undernstand you haha, I didn't mean the gay meaning about get intimate, only good friends.

>>148548602

I see. But, ah, I wasn't insinuating that she felt anything for me, I was just expressing my surprise at my own lack of feeling at the situation. I thought I should feel something.

>>148548627

Oh, uh. Well, maybe. I dunno.

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>>148548602
>but still A girl used to hang out with me because I'm smart and she wasn't that much, so she would hug and say she loved whenever she ended up doing good in a test, and it meant nothing because she even had a boyfriend.
Oh, I know how that feels. I'm a computer autist and every girl who knows makes me fix their shit of course I do it for Free™ because I'm that retarded and hug me and thank me and they still suck dick fucking whores.

>>148548677
I was refering to you saying maybe she flirted with you.

>>148548689
Funny anecdote with the same girl. she did ask me to try to figure out what was wrong with her computer once because the screen would not show anything once you logged in. I tried a couple of things but after a few minutes I told her I couldn't figure it out. A minute later she said she fixed it herself, turns out the light was just all the way down. I guess we both were kind of idiots.

A-are we gonna make it?

>>148548874

No

>>148548874
no
i have already given up

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>>148548874
No

>>148548874
When my life get better, maybe.
Then never.

Threads like these make me wish we could all meet up or something.

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>>148549064
Same anon.

>>148549064
>>148549133

It would end badly.

>>148549064
I would show up with just a giant tupperware container full of spaghetti for everyone to spill.

>>148549173
With everyone committing a collective suicide?

>>148549246
For you

>>148549064
>live in third world shithole
>can't even meet up with anyone

>>148549316
I'm joking anon. :^)

>>148549246

No, I just think it'd be really awkward and full of ugly people. And if /a/ posters are anything like /tg/ posters, it would smell bad.

This thread started out as a good depressing manga thread but now it's just a depressing blog thread

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dykes are fucked up

>>148549395
Hahaha, but would be funny, maybe.

>>148549133
Except you, you're not invited and I have no interest in meeting you.

>>148549423
Just like the manga. :^)

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>>148549457

>>148549546
Stop taking oxigen away from more worthwhile beings like the roaches and rats that surely surround you.

>>148549597
Be nice

>>148549645
Q posters don't deserve kindness.

>>148537647
>Lesbian bed death : The manga

Why does this feel relatable despite me not being a woman or a lesbian?

Dang, I was sort of hoping I could make friends with that other dead-inside femanon. Oh wells.

>>148549733
Because a lot of people here have never known intimacy and would likely freak out in a similar way.

Your tears sustain me.

>Private Report
>released publicly
dropped.

>>148547328
>Pull yourself out of your own God damn hole like everybody else has to and then fuck off.
Did you even read this? That's exactly what she is trying to do but has no idea how to do it

>>148549733
Most of her issues aren't specific to women or lesbians, so it's relatable even if you aren't one.

>>148550006
>badly translated title

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>>148547657
>"oh, this is it, one of those yuri moments."
I lost it

>>148550064

You and I have very different interpretations of what it means to pull oneself out of despair.

Fucking hell are you all that much autistic?
This is some tumblr blogposting tier
Do something with your life seriously

>>148550200

You're making fun of me...

>>148550307
>manga about a girl being pathetic and pleading for pity
>fanbase is constituted by pathetic girls who plead for pity.
Who would've guessed.

>>148550362

Makes sense to me.

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>>148550362

God it was intentional but this manga makes me so uncomfortable, in different ways than Watamote or your usual cringe comedy does.
How is the author by the way? Heard that going by her twitter she sounds a bit crazy.

>>148537647
I never knew there were exclusively lesbian prostitutes, at most prostitutes who'd do a female too if any ever bothered to call. Do lesbos often pay for sex? Do they even need to (normal ones, not the ones like the girl in the pseudo-mango).

>>148550555
She's still depressed like in the manga.

>>148550321
Are you in London?

>>148550762

No, American.

>>148550812

It's a /fit/ meme. He was making a /fit/ meme.

>>148550636
It's a more "common" thing in Japan than in the west, they even have lesbian prostitutes for gaijin girls because the demand is high.

>>148550836

Oh, that's one of the boards I don't visit. I should though. I do enjoy hitting the gym from time to time. But I don't think I'd fit in on /fit/.

>borrow mom's money for the hooker
>nice prostitute
>still fuck things up
This whole thing is depressing.

>>148550636
Asian countries are a little different with regards to prostitution than the west.

>>148550921
That prostitute was such a nice person though. IIRC they are sorta friends after she read her manga.

>>148549678
kindness doesn't work like that.

>>148550900
How fucking new you have to be to don't know about LONDON?

>>148551012

I've been coming to /a/ since 2006. I just don't go to /fit/ or /sp/...

I've had the complete inability to get into work before, thank God for sick days

>>148551100
Bullshit, that's like saying you don't know bane, fuck off and lurkmore

>>148551100
memes don't stay in their boards. you would have encountered them, don't pretend you've been here for 10 years.

>>148550973
>lesbifriends ending
Everything turned out better than expected.

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>>148551337
This. Knowing it turns out like that actually puts everything in a slightly happier light.

I hope the author won't an hero.