[ShindoL] Henshin -emergence- Ch. 7
I totally didn't expect the happy ending, bravo ShindoL and congratulations to a beautiful and cute daughter.
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Yeah, there's no way her past experience didn't left some trauma but it's alright now because she has a daughter now.
>ShindoL with a happy ending
I don't believe you anon.
>baiting people like that
How do you feel doling out despair?
I managed to fap to Four Leaf. I'll somehow manage to fap to this.
This doesn't even need context to make me feel like shit
Japan, no need more explanation
To think this terrible sad state of affairs only happened because she wanted to change herself for the better starting with her outward appearance. Terrible shame and a terrible waste of a story.
>puts on glasses and fixes her hair to the style she had in highschool
OD's and dies with a dead baby inside of her
I didn't even realize that's what was happening
It's such a shame Shindol didn't put any use of her daughter like what Namonashi did in NTR²
Such a waste for her cute daughter.
No no no no no no no no no no no no no
This is not how its supposed to end. This is ShindoL we're talking about. There is no definition of happy for any of these doujin. There aren't any vanilla tag include it in. ShindoL trademark is the ahegao face, without it there won't be ShindoL. This must be fake. This is a lie. This is a dream. I must wake up. WAKE ME UP!
I got you fampai.
>She survived and live normally as a single parent with a daughter. In her dreams anon
It's hard to beat a person who never gives up.
This is one fuck up series. The art is so great but such a horrified story
The top right girl is cute, I want a doujin of her pls.
I miss vanilla ShindoL
Women can be funny sometimes too
I saw this coming, but why? It wasn't even hot this time. There was nothing to fap to, the homeless man scene was just pitiful. And the part where they kick her was really forced, probably worse than the dad rape.
I've read a lot of ShindoL and don't even blink at the worst of Fatalpulse, but this one was too much. Leaves a bad taste in the mouth and there's no gratification. I'd rather read straight up guro than this.
Long story short, don't try to become cool or you will become a heroin whore who will eventually OD after being beating to a miscarriage. I wonder if the kids will ever be arrested. But I forgot this is made by japs where teacher can openly fuck their students and nothing happens to them apparently
So she ends up continually whoring so she can quit and support her child, but a group rob her and force her to miscarry and she overdoses as she imagines would have been, right?
I never asked for this. ;_;
Drugs are available everywhere, just because the stigma is worse doesn't mean people don't use it.
The VA for the purple haired ninja in Kill Me Baby got caught with heroin.
It's funny that despite what ShindoL is known for, his vanilla is still the best.
Not very common, because their laws on drugs (any drugs) are really strict. If you get caught your professional career is over for life, as was the case with Agiri like >>139729329 mentioned.
>So she ends up continually whoring so she can quit and support her child
Yes. Although she suffers terribly from withdrawal and keeps taking it, but in controlled doses, until those cunts came out of nowhere. To be fair even if she had managed to give birth, I bet the baby would have had problems from all the heroin she couldn't resist.
>People expected anything but maximum suffering.
This is wrong when my penis getting so hard while reading this
Fuck you ShindoL
I love you
I'm talking about the cheap tactic to literally make everyone an asshole for no good reason
It was in Koe no Katachi as well, which wasn't porn in the slightest. The author just felt the need to make everyone an asshole because the world is cruel
>Welcome to every Japanese ending
Fixed. The Japs seriously shit the bed every time without fail. I think Steins;Gate is the only thing I can remember where it ended and I said "Huh, that was nice".
Every other ending leaves me seething with rage or just annoyed.
With all the drugs she was taking that kid would've had so many fucking problems growing up. I know someone who adopted a crack baby and here's a small sample of problems she has.
-Hole in the roof of her mouth.
-Allergic to EVERYTHING containing seeds.
-Poor bladder control so she sometimes ends up peeing in class.
-Random mood swings similar to schizophrenia.
-Some sort of heart valve problem.
As cruel as it sounds having her die with the baby is probably best end.
He's asian. You seriously think the Japanese would let somebody who wasn't Japanese work in the manga industry?
Also there was that whole thing on twitter a while back where Fatalpulse was shocked to find out that ShindoL was American, so clearly he doesn't look it.
What motivates an individual to write and draw all this fucked up situations. I don't feel as dirty as a reader but drawing all this shit must take a toll on someone's mental health I'm sure
Hideki Taniuchi was busted for weed.
Yasuyuki Okamura has history with multiple drugs iirc.
The VA for Kill Me Baby got caught with rocks.
See pic related, a typical american.
Or this guy, another american
Reading back to the first chapter she DID want this. So can you really feel all that bad for her? Was she an innocent girl who just wanted acceptance, or was she someone who wanted to be a whore?
>Asanagi makes brutal violence against girls, who like it, and want to die
>ShindoL makes brutal violence against girls, who don't like it, and dont want to die
Two sides of the same evil coin.
In Japan you can get up to 7 years in prison when they find out about you smoking weed. Ridiculous but I guess Japan absolutely wants to prevent having stoners in their work addicted society.
JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP
FUCK SHINDOL, I WON'T DONATE TO YOUR FUCKING PATREON ANYMORE, GOD DAMMIT.
I'M JUST DISAPPOINTED OF YOU, YOU ARE THE WORST HUMAN BEING I EVER HAD THE CHANCE OF KNOW
It's not that bad. It's porn with a bit of torture for spice. If you want to see the bad stuff, look at the porn that's really just women being tortured with no sex whatsoever.
at times I wonder if it's all worth it. all the studying and testing, when people look down on me
then I remember that drugs are the pussy's way out and that peer pressure sucks.
fuck what other people think, I just need to be a better person in general.
i can be plain on the outside without sacrificing my sense of self
as long as I have my waif, I can keep moving onward
Damn, what's with chinks and their hatred towards drugs? SEA countries are third world af so it's sorta understandable but you'd think a developed country like Japan to be more logical.
So in the end, she gets beaten up by teen kids, miscarries the baby then uses more drugs to forget the pain and pretend she's a happy young mother and it implies she died.
I can't fap to this. It's too sad. What the fuck ShindoL.
I'M JUST SO FUCKING MAD
ANON, MY HEART CAN'T RESIST SHIT LIKE THIS, I CAN'T HANDLE IT.
I JUST HATE HIM, FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE, FUCK THIS AMERICA-NIGGER-ASIAN KEK, HE IS JUST A FUCKING SCUMBAG THAT DESERVES TO DIE.
Born in the US, left in his early 20's to pursue manga. What's crazy is he succeeded, but that's most likely due to him being from asian parents. Japs don't take kindly to none asians infiltrating their "culture".
Longer history with Opium.
You have to understand that Asia has a longer history than US and that makes people very conservative. You also have to realize that it's an overpopulated part of the world with extremely competitive lifestyle from early age. Anything that's designed to make you relax or not making you work people frown upon.
This is also the reason why hobbies and interests are hardcore for Asians since they feel the need to squeeze much fun out of whatever little they get to do.
I warned you about those teens bro! I warned you not to go near them!
Nice defense machinism you and other faggots in this thread have though. By making lite of the story, sad events or negative feelings, you deflect what it's making you feel on the inside. Classic denial.
Maybe once you grow up, you'll accept that hard work and sacrifice doesn't have to pay off.
>Japs don't take kindly to none asians infiltrating their "culture".
Its not like he's an exception, especially in the world or porn. I'd say they
or their dicksare a little more welcoming than you'd give them credit for.
From what her parents told me almost never due to her being able to run to the bathroom when the need arises.
At least her sisters don't tease her about it. Surprising how they're not complete shit to their defective sib.
>She didn't stop with drugs like she promised. Hard work my ass.
Anger is a better attitude to dealing with sadness, for alpha males. Don't want people to think you're a pussy. You have my approval.
Yeah, crack is kinda of addicting. I also wanted a happier ending for her but SindoL wouldn't let it be. Just makes the white knight in me want to find a cutie under achiever and make her life better.
It looked like she was taking just enough to still function, and even with that she was still going through heavy withdrawal symptoms. She didn't want to take more, since she wanted to quit for the kid.
There's literally no reason to ever read anything new he releases because he already created his magnum opus
You're mistaken, friendo. THIS is better in every way.
>Optimistic smarmy ending
It did play a big direct part, but it also served to increase perception of Asian values.
Qing Dynasty was a mistake anyway. It wouldn't have gone to that to begin with had the Manchus not forced their culture on the populace.
You almost say that like it's a negative.
You can die from the withdrawal symptoms of a lot of prescriptions drugs.
Actually, although this looks like heroin. This is actually how many people take prescription drugs now, because manufacturers coat the pills of abused drugs with a layer that makes crushing it to sniff it not get you high.
So she could be taking these drugs just to keep from dying.
Japan has healthcare though, and if you were addicted to prescription drugs you could get off them for low cost. But those drugs would equally have a chance to hurt the baby.
>Man I didn't even read Emergence and I feel sad.
It was as happy as it could reasonably be. She died joyfully from a drug overdose believing in a hallucination. Homeless people generally do far worse.
She would never have been able to care for the child. The child would have been a mess of medical conditions as well as causing her endless amounts of guilt for being the cause. Why would you want her to continue suffering? Maybe people like you are the real monsters.
What the fuck am I reading? Did you want her to jump head first into a meat grinder or something? She was a drugged out hobo who got robbed by some random group of kids who then beat her half to death for no reason, her baby killed in the process, and then she killed herself while dreaming of the life she would never have. The edge is fucking real here.
>random group of kids
Not even random, pretty sure those fucks were the same bitches she tried to hang out with in the beginning, and the same assholes who blackmailed and raped her. So all her former classmates. If only there was one page showing them getting fucked up.
What? She died?! No!
Why you do this Shindol? I mean yeah it's Shindol and she's obviously too far gone to be turned back, but why not just end with she became a hopeless crack whore and stop there? We don't need to actually see her death. We can't fap to that.
The only one getting fucked up was her. The whole series was supposed to show how much suffering she could take in until she finally found her salvation in death.
If there was even a single panel of her getting revenge in some way it would've fucked with the main message of the story.
I see. You don't want to feel the sadness. Certainly if it was super hammy with gore or fantasy I don't think the main character would be very relateable.
It thought the ending was perfect and was exactly what I expected. There's nothing wrong with a tragedy now and then. It's just this time it's porn.
Don't see why you guys are getting upset at the artist himself. Sad stories are good now and then.
You're that weak to sad fiction huh? I understand. It can be tough for some little girls.
Pretty sure they were just doing things like going out with them, petting, shit other than actual fucking. It figuratively crossed the line when she got tricked into actually having sex, since she was too naive to know better, that you weren't actually supposed to sleep with them.
>You seriously think the Japanese would let somebody who wasn't Japanese work in the manga industry?
They do, there was an Italian who worked as assistant but I can't find her interview.
I hope not. Not for the whole "this is too sad" thing, but I think it's just nice to end it here. There's already one hope crushing moment, but there's no need for a second.
Sequel should be about hairclip-chan who introduced Saki to enkou and later on killed her baby.
Maybe give her a truly happy end so the injustice of it drives people crazy.
Last page, hairclip is walking around town with a joyful fulfilled smile. A bus drives by in the background with the words "Karma doesn't exist" written on an ad-board.
> It would have been fine if it ended with her delusion, or with her glasses, but not like this.
It DID end with her glasses. You do know that>>139725906 is not the last page, right? There's one more. She's dead.
Why can't ShindoL just write nice stories like Mizuryu Kei.
What does she say in the bubbles? That's basically her dying words.
I'm more curious what it says on the lower left. I can't read moon so I'm not sure it's saying "to be continued at *month* issue" or not
Sadly it was for the better of her child and society
I work with druggies, So I see the results of addictions first handStill Shindol could've portrayed some things differently, dragged things too much in themes already covered more than one time, ironically making the final chapter feel kinda rushed.
none of this series has really bothered me except the page where she puts her glasses on in the bathroom, holy fuck
I need to watch something happy because that seriously harshed my mellow
I'm kind of pissed off that those guys haven't been killed or sent to jail for life. There's plenty of crimes where I think, doing them as a minor should be forgotten as soon as you hit 18. Even some that I think should be erased when you're an adult.
But those guys definitely deserved to be treated way worse than they treated that girl.
At least permanently chemically castrate them.
>try to drug machi
>get cockblocked by a bear
The bear is a stand, it will protect her.
There's a yaoi anime that started airing otday about that, about a guy who adopts an abused kid, they gradually grow up together, timeskip, they fuck. Like a gay Usagi Drop with more child abuse.
Yeah, but Super Lovers just sounds like shit. I'm thinking more along the lines of Aishiteruze Baby but with the mom completely gone.
> no way they would publish a manga about raising someone else's kid in a magazine for guys
Believe it or not, adoption is a fairly well-regarded practice among most men who aren't addicted to /pol/ memes.
No hentai has actually evoked so much rage in me before.
hey I was born to a drug-addicted mother. My father grabbed me as soon I was born and got me out of there... Only problem I've had was that my nasal cavity didn't form quite right, and my left arm's nerve is very prone to weakness (the nerves in the elbow didn't develop quite right)
Sorry for blog, But crack babies don't always grow completely fucked. It's dependent on after birth care, and a lot of chance.
>suspension of disbelief ruined
>This late into emergence
Don't tell me you were holding onto realism this whole time anon?
Going by MU (not perfect at all, but more comprehenseive than any individual anon's experience will get us), 5/192 (2.6%) josei/shoujo childcare manga have the adoption tag, and 3/136 (2.2%) seinen/shounen childcare manga have the adoption tag.
Fuck her shitty parents.
They are the worst offenders. What piece of shit father rapes his daughter and then blames her? Then her mother just believes him with no real proof and doesn't even listen to her side of the story. They just kick her out and never even look for her.
If they'd actually been good parents, almost none of this would've happened.
>Then her mother just believes him with no real proof and doesn't even listen to her side of the story.
In that situation you have to believe one or the other, it's impossible to pretend it didn't happen, and no one will have real evidence.
Nah, when a body isnt reclaimed it becomes the toy of Med-students.
Wew-lad you wouldnt believe how much we play around with them.
While I wanted a happy ending, since Shindol decided to go down this path to the end I'm just disappointed he didn't use the daughter too in some way and killed them off instead. Meh.
I want to see some vanilla Shindol again after so many years and that's coming from a complete total degenerate.
Read some JUN.
That always makes me feel better.
Look, it's even got a gyaru in it too.
So what? Father is still fucked for doing that.
And why would you believe him? You're telling me it's credible that a 110 lb teenage girl who's hopelessly naive managed to manipulate or overpower a grown man? Then there's the fact that he's an authority figure and the breadwinner of the family.
Yet she believes him without even listening to her.
Man, this is depressing as fuck, almost like Deep Love.
Denial is a very real thing.
A lot of it is guilt that she chose her man poorly which some people can't deal with.
Relationships are not logical things. Don't try to think of it too much. Every conceivable and inconceivable insanity are present in real life.
>In that situation you have to believe one or the other,
She didn't even hear her out, give her the chance to present evidence or even just make a claim to the contrary. There's no excuse for the mother's action.
Long live ShindoL, it's amazing how you begin being disgusted, enjoy it, then reflect on the immaturity of it and the real horror these 2D girls go through in their world, it's a full revolution.
Unfortunately the guilty faps never stop, if I had principles I wouldn't be reading his stuff in the first place.
That's the core of the story. Everyone except for the heroine is an unrealistic over the top asshole that would do anything to make people suffer as much as possible.
That's what made the story so intersting although it's total bullshit of course.
Is this the gyaru one?
And she changed into someting boring like that, Fuck you ShindoL, Could have least kept her delicious gyaru looks.
his very life is a perpetual cycle of retardation
Huh? What else would they do? Suffer for all eternity?
Anon, she's dying with a smile on her face thinking of a possible future she will never have.
It's pretty sad now that I'm thinking about it.
I laughed at first because I couldn't read any text but contextual this shit is awful.
Looking back at her life she just wanted to be popular, she probably grew up her whole life without friends. Tried to make the best out of highschool, made some awful mistakes and is now dead in some public restroom with a miscarriage.
Also, where is your name?
I would go back in time and make her pure again.
Lead her away from that asshole, Hayato.
Everything went wrong when she said yes to that dude in the convenience store.
>the author basically had a miscarriage a few weeks before drawing the story
Well thank you this makes it 100x worse.
So is this the girl who's Megumax based off?
Pity Shidol now lets his edgedrama/gurofag tendencies bleed into his regular h-stuff. He used to do that stuff only in his doujinshi and his regular h-manga were still mostly good endings. Now with the cow manga and here with a full story arc, it seems he thinks he needs to expand his doujinshi niche into his regular work. Oh well.
It's pretty bad, especially when you're still about sixteen or seventeen and have spent the last two years or so having the shit abused out of you by drug pushing pimps, then being thrown out onto the street with no support network.
Her chances were pretty much zero.
It was hopeless, you don't just quit that level of addiction and she had noboody to give a shit about her.
And even if she managed to lock herself and detox in a center, she would 100% fall for it again because that's the kind of stupid she is.
Is the next chapter going to be the one where jacket shows up, kills the bullies and carries her off to play nes games at his apartment? I want my catharsis dammit.
Well, she had at least the money gathering part down. Then Shindol had to be a faggot and have the high school kids turn up out of nowhere and kick her into suicide. If she had set up her demise on her own, then there's be some kind of moral, but this was just "lol lets have fate shit as much on a character as possible". Just a feel bad ending, which is simply making me feel disappointed about Shindol, more than any sadness about the story itself.
Or maybe the girl's story and descent into drug abuse is an allegory on Shidol's need to draw more X-TREME stuff the further his career as an h-artist went.
I know this will sound extremely faggy and I know she's isn't real but I want to go full /k/ and murder every piece of shit who wronged her. The list would be:
-High School kids who blackmailed her
-The nigger nip in the bar
First you need to enroll in the special forces. then get married and have a daughter, then you go to a park and wait for them to be gunned down.
If you survive look for suspicious old men to teach you the ways, money will come later.
Man, I was fucking that dream was actually real.
I recently read a work with similar circumstances but the girl eventually managed to get out and have a good life with her child. It fulfilled my degeneracy fetish AND managed to give me the feel good happy ending.
The induced abortion was pretty hot, but it would've been better if this girl did all the job. I didn't like the guys butting in.
Depressing ending aside, I really want an anime about cute homeless girls doing cute things now.
I'm not gonna lie lads.
Her tying her hair back into her old hairdo genuinely had me in tears.
I fell so bad for her. Never thought hentai would make me tear up
I thought he released this in english, I remember that from his patreon page.
Anyway, what a good ride this was.
>It wasn't a happy ending
>Shindol udpates her patreon
>10k mark, get Emergence a good end
>reaches it in less than 24h
If we do apply logic, it's likely one of the studens recognized her making a prior dropoff. They told everyone else and waited for her to come back. They didn't just happen upon her.
Ok, so they do this to steal the money. But did you forget they fucking stomped the shit out of her after stripping her naked out of nowhere? Please this was a bullshit ending.
There is no risk in the act itself, her murder would not be investigated, which means there would be little to no ramification for doing so. Really it wouldn't make a difference if they did or didn't kill her. If that kind of thing has no consequence, then why wouldn't you?