any anons have any connection with this goddess
Astaroth, as in the bastardized form of Ashtoreth/Astarte? the canaanite form of Ishtar/Inanna?
For almost seven years now, I have had a spirit companion who gave me such a name when I asked for her name...either that or a long term delusion...
Yeah I'm tired of being in a constant state of depression with few breaks so I want to summon her as a companion guide and mentor but I don't know much about her other then a bit of her history so I'm looking for any info and experience anons can give me
I already know what Google can tell me I'm looking for personal stuff and if anyone could ask her if she'd be interested in me
If you're looking to have a spirit companion to completely remove feelings of loneliness and depression...you're looking at the wrong answer. I can say from personal experience, having that type of companionship can blunt those feelings, but they're still there, and might be worse when they do reassert themselves. A better solution would be to get some new friends or talk to a shrink.
As for the mentoring, she seems reluctant to do so...at least for me anyways...
Been there done that it's a chemical imbalance which medication only numbs and I have the worst luck in the world ta boot ( I think it may have to do with some occult stuff that brought me into this world)
Cannabis helps allot but it also makes me slow lazy and complacent that and it's way to pricey to smoke regularly