I need any edge. I know that many musicians have used the occult to boost their fame. How? Goetia? Satanism? Magick? Are there specific rituals that are known to produce these talents? I practice. I create. I need more. I don't care what it takes.
>why do you feel the need to
Because I was there.
Why don't you feel the need to express your own experiences? Is there something wrong? Do you need help having them? Has someone forbidden you from expressing yourself?
I am on several antidepressents and benzos. Taking LSD/Shrooms like I did when I was a kid would literally kill me.
Guitar... which is why it's important to be original. Guitarists are a dime a dozen.
Noted. Nice divine perfect trips.
Become a sound engineer or producer instead. Physical instrumentation is pretty much dead or only used in very narrow roles. That's why hip hop has gone so far while rock stagnated and died. Computers give us infinite creative freedom. There's only so much you can do with a guitar honestly. Unless you are a musical genius the likes of Beethoven I wouldn't get my hopes up in creating some radically new genre or way to use said instrument. 9/10 you hear a new innovative song it comes from hip hop and 9/10 there's some nerdy white dude in the back ground producing and mixing it. So if you do that, don't be surprised if you get no credit or recognition by regular people.
You clearly don't know anything about what the fuck you are talking about.
>become a "sound engineer" or producer
If the guy is having trouble being creative on a guitar there is no way in hell he will ever make it as a producer.
>new innovative music comes from hip-hop 9/10 times.
HAHAHA, basically all hip-hop that is "inventive" is pretty much blatantly stolen from other genres, especially electronic music. All Kanye West, Kendrick Lamar, and the others are doing is integrating other musical styles into hip-hop and they are considered "genius."
But yeah Hip-Hop is where the easy money is at because you can sell it to plebs.
probably this. weed, mdma and psychedelics intensifies the moment and get you in touch with the effect of the sounds
that´s unfortunate. i would suggest you to play more guitar
Good idea! I'll tell my wife and child that the time I almost killed myself and spent 3 nights in a mental hospital that it was just a joke bro!
You show extremely poor decision making and I can only assume you have a 1 in front of your age.
She knows what she speaks though. Benzos turn off neurons, that's what they do. Anti-depressants are female-spirit drugs and it imbalances the male forces of the mind. Women on their own aren't very original.
Benzodiazapines cause the body to release an inhibitory neurotransmitter called GABA. It tells the excited neurons to cal the fuck down. This is why drunks make poor decision makers.
Anti-depressants cause an increase in the serotonin hormone, or the moon hormone because it's related to melatonin. When female energy goes up, male neurotransmitters like dopamine go down. I call dopamine male because it's correlated to increased testosterone.
But without as much dopamine, learning faculties go down, this is why Brahamacharya abstain from sex and masturbation, and consume herbs that act like SDRI (selective dopamine reuptake inhibitors). Give this 30 years and it will be all known. You'll catch up to the alchemists one day, if you get your hands out of our wallets and learn some history.
Genesis P-Orridge taught William S Burroughs "doing easy":
The guys from Coil took drugs and practiced magical ways of living. Just do that.
what about all those neurons in the third image in pic related?
btw i know that this brain isn't on benzos, which just make you drunk.
It isn't just the neurons.
And it's hard to assume that replacing your happiness and dreams with chemical equivalents won't have some impact, especially magically.
We don't have examples of brains on ayurvedic herbs because they work and don't usually kill you.
It's really tipping the scale when it comes to western medicine, ad the scale tips afterwards and nobody sees that it was because of the first tipping, because they are tipping it again.
If you really want to make it as a musician, but you have time for a post like this about it on /x/, then it sounds like you need to go practice and listen to as much music as you can, sonny. "Magic" isn't gonna do shit if you don't put in the hours of hard work, study, and listening.