Has anyone ever been possessed before? What do you remember about the experience?
I think I was possessed as a little kid. Tripped kids in the bus and in the lunch room, threw granola bars out of the windows of cars that drove by. Always watched the same Disney movies. Ran into tree branches and got scratches all over my face when i was at recess and didnt even notice until a teacher mentioned it. Told a kid that my dad would chop his dad's head off once and got sent to the principles in elementary school once.... I wish I wasn't like that when I was little possessed or not I was still a little brat and still guilt till this day
I felt completely and absolutely worthless and desired death above all else. I hated everything and every thought I had was literally evil. I had fleeting moments of something vaguely resembling what you would call humanity. It was the worst thing I've ever experienced
>have no anger issues
>One day trying to sleep
>start punching the air
>full crate of rage hits me like a truck
>attempt to destroy room screaming
I'M GONNA FUCKING END IT ALL KILL MY SELF
>wake up in mental hospital
>wtf happened last night
>entire week at mental hospital confused
I hope you get through it OP.
I used to not be able to focus my eyes at one point without them twitching around, so one day I trained myself to not twitch my eyes when looking at one point. That day, I think, my fate changed.
We each have control. Don't be afraid of pain. Patience and discipline are very unpalatable to demons. Godspeed, OP and all else in analogous struggles