>I wanna have a lucid dream so bad
>I set an alarm for 4:30am
>I wake up around 3am
>I wanna try a WILD
>I focus on my breath
>After 10 minutes I freak out about an eventual sleep paralysis
>my heart starts to beat fast
>I stand still for 40 minutes, no hypnagogies
>It's 5am, I'm still not asleep
>I'm not going to fu*k hot chicks tonite
It's supposed to work, it's just more difficult than a DILD.
You have to keep calm and of course you have to try it early in the morning, and never before falling asleep for the first time.
It's just about entering a dream keeping your mind conscious.
Funny that you mention that
>dream vividly always
>Not aware that I dream but still hyperrealistic and mostly consistant
>Meet a woman I might have a little bit of feelings for
>Realise she was some demon killing people and even tried to kill me I think in my entire dream
>She wants to undress for me all smiling and laughing exactly like she does in real life to have sex
>Her body seems fine but flies come out from below there and up there
>She says that happens and a small part of her upper body seems rotten
>I'm silent for a short while until I say I have to go
>See the horrible dissapointment, humiliation and self-hatred on her face
>It's all so realistic and I feel horrible
Lucid dreaming ooooooooh must be such an incredible experience for you op..
>Nah, global warming is a joke to me
>Nah, homosexuality is a joke to me
>Nah, kidney stones are a joke to me
See where I'm going with this? Doubt it but my personal word cap is reached.. Or I recently stopped giving a shit