Help me /x/
Every time I jack off I have a really shitty day afterwards, with few exceptions. I try holding it in but that is kinda hard to do. Is it possible that something is trying to punish me for rubbing my rhubarb? And if so, how do I prevent these bad days from happening?
For there are eunuchs, that were so born from their mother's womb: and there are eunuchs, that were made eunuchs by men: and there are eunuchs, that made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it.
If you're shlickin' it to Adam Driver instead of a real man, that could be your problem. If I'm rubbin it to Tom Hardy I find that my day is like walkin' on sunshine afterwards.
Every time you give in to base, material "pleasures" you are letting the beast overcome the Spirit. You should completely quit, you will feel way better, both Spiritually, and physically. It does drain you, so that factors into your mentality the next day, but GOD could be giving you a slap on the wrist to help you stop.
Completely quit mastubating and looking at any pornography. You should also quit getting drunk and smoking anything if you do. Pray in secret and ask GOD to come into your life and guide you. Quitting these things are a first step in being changed.
5 And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.