What's the fastest way to prove to myself that something paranormal exists?
>Hard mode: no drugs, killing myself, or sacrificing a cat for a ritual
Don't be a fool
Go for the panoramic view path, is a gentle awakening and you will keep your sane ,
Speeding up your awakening could be dangerous,
Meditate your age number ( If 20 years, 20 minutes and so and so) and let answers find you, don't speed up your path, let God/the universe gide you.
Hey stupid magic and the paranormal exist borderline to madness and being on the exact edge of humanity so you have an option live mundane and never seek the truth or try drugs and explore the secrets of your brain, kill yourself and experience reincarnation, or kill a cat for the spiritual currency of blood (dont actually do this one though you sick fuck.)
No woods? Nope, then you're fucked.
>no magicks for you
Sigil magick. Choose a desire, (make sure to put will not want in the parsing), write it out, remove any repeat letters, then make some occulty looking symbol out of the letters. Then, "charge" it by thinking of it or looking at it at moments of high emotion, easiest is to fap and look at it as you orgasm. Anything you want to do like this has to have some avenue of manifestation already there.
Without these really hard.
Weed is good.
Killing yourself not necessery.
Cat. Leave with peace the cats man.
Full wisdomyst way..
Some kind of keleti kultúra stylish-juken-moven-kundalen.