So, let's do one of these again? Last one got kind

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k

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ZALGO!!!!!!
T͈̳̤o ͖̹̙̳̭̯i̗̮̹͙̺̗ͅn͖͇̻̮v̘͔̠͉͚̭̰͠ơ͚̖̥k͜e̱ ̝͈̱̠̤̘̟ṱ͡h̙̗e̟͓ ̖̳̬͕hi̵̟̦͙̱̣ṿ̗̲̗̥̣̕ę͉-̞̺͇͎͇͔̝͟m̶i͝n̮̥̙̱̻d͈͍̪̬͈ͅ ̡̱̳r҉͍̖̥͈̤e̮̳p̢̥̙̟̠̦͕̙r͏͈͇͔͔̱͈͙es̖e̜͕̭͚̙͓͇n͏̙̤t͍̪̩͖ͅi̵̝͍͉̖n̠͍̗͖̟͢g̞̕ ̶̯̗͇c̫͡h̺̹̜̰̫͈͚͠ao̹̠͎̰̥͔̩s̡̝̗̣̻̝.̸͎͙̳̖̝͓
̪̣̠̮̭̝̖I͖͉̳̠͓̪̱n̮̖̯̝̺͠v͓̲̩̗o̪̫̝̞̪̻͝k̴̳͔̝̩i̘̘̞͇͟n̷g̦͔ t̴̯̬̗̯̰̣ẖ̥̥̩̜ḛ̡ ͞f̩̯eͅe͖̮̲̘li̷̬̥̤̗n̲̗̙̺̺͞ͅͅg̤̰͈̟̰̙͠ͅ ͈̻̜͇of͘ ̘̤͖͕̲͢c̴̬̺̞h̶̩̜̖a͏̗͓̺͍o͜s͈̯͕͟.̬̘̝̣̺͙͉
̷W̜̤̥̘̘i̛͔͎̻̥͉̫t̛̤̩̼̠h̯̲͕͍̣̰ ̛̙̗̬̻o̴̩̪͙̯̤ụ̞̦͍͙͕ͅt̬ ͍̦o̤͚͕̦̹̭r̶̲ḏ̱̺̥̘e̬͎r͍͙̹.
̛̻͓̱̱͕T̜̳ͅh̹͉͇̜̟̖e̥̝͇͔̦̙͇͞ ̮̟̪̱̼N̡͔̫͉̩̯̜̦e̷̥̥z̦͇̯p̹̦̙̤̦͔̖e̯̖ŗ̼͓̫̩͓͍d̻̹̜ị͎̲̺̰̼͎a̠̯̬͇ṇ͔͖͙̰͍̰͟ ͡ḥ̦̩̼̜͓ͅi͍͔v̖̙̞̕e̢̞̖͍̱-̧̹̟m͓̘͙̙̜͢i̯͍͙͠n̟͇͍̩̖̠͡d͎͙͕̱̘̙ o̪̤͓̝f̩͉͉̹ ͖̜̖̰̪̠ch̯̯̦̥̜ͅa̸̱̦̳͙̪̮̹o̮͈s͖̫̲̹͓.̤̹̗̣̞̱̮ ̖̠͍̥̯Z̙̗͞a̟͍̥̦̳l͏̣̯̩ͅg͇͓̝͙̬͞ͅo̩̮ͅ.̲̺̺̮͜
͎̫̪H̻́e͏̰̦͔͙͖̲̼ ̵͍̼̜̹w̝͉̰̩̘̺h͍͟o̺͎͇͖ ͏͙̥̮̣̣͓W͏̰̗ài̛͚t͍͍̮̺̟̭ͅs̬̫͜ ̞̳̥B̼͉̲eh͎̫̮̗ͅi̝͇̞̞͠n̵͙͇̖̪͇d̯̘͎ ̟̪̗͙̖͇͠T̷̼͔̼̝̙͕͇h̘̤̭̺̳̺e ̫̥̟͡W̨̘͙͙̮̞̟̭a̘͓l̬̹͘l̡̤̱̹̗͚͚̙.
̵̼͔͔̱Z͇̫̟̦̱ͅͅA̳̯̪̯͝L͔Ǵ̞̫̣͈͇̳O̗̮͟!̵̫̘

>>17241646
post the template then you fuckin schizo

>>17241646
Post a fucking template then, idiot.

>>17241703
>>17241695
WE DEMAND A TEMPLATE

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>>17241695
Forgot you guys are lazy

>>17241706
>>17241703
>>17241695
I give the fucking template and you guys disappear

>>17241646
i don't get the point of your pic. are you saying you were a brainless memer before and now you're an /x/-themed brainless memer? why would you let anyone know that?

>>17241707
>>17241731
you call us lazy but you're the one who made a thread without bothering to post the template you piece of shit

i was going to make one until that remark

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true story

>>17241779
i didn't have a template, the last thread didn't have one, i had to pick that base character and do my template from that, but i didn't save the template, just my version of it, so i had do do it again for you guys

>>17241782
Yep is hard to remain sane in the face of magic

>>17241760
why wouldn't i? i am not afraid of people knowing what i am, a fucking brainless wanna be occultist

And the meme on my shirt is because i use lots of stupid shirts

>Before: queer
>After: queer

All of these summed up

>>17241782
after /x/, /pol/ and drugs, am i right?

>>17241790
you and the roleplayers are the cancer of /x/, the pic threads are shit today and there is nothing new on GTs, the things i miss on old /x/ were the cool creepypastas and SCPs, today there is so much rp and faggotry that you can't have a nice chat about the paranormal

>>17241791
maybe i just don't get the point of this thread in general and the endless self-obssession of high schoolers today.

glad you're so "proud" of yourself.

>>17241801
i'm not proud, i just don't care enough to hide it, this thread is made to show how you changed after using /x/, not that difficult to understand.

>>17241815
it is certainly difficult to understand. there is absolutely no point to this. unless you think the pic you made was funny/entertaining in some way. i don't. maybe that's where i'm missing what your purpose is. well, i'm off now. enjoy drawing pictures of yourself.

>>17241799
>bitches about rp and faggotry
>cites creepypastas and SCP as "cool things from the old /x/"

>>17241858
but they didn't try to seem real, so you could clearly see the difference between stories and the real talk

>>17241950

It's either bubonic plague or black death.

Never black plague.

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before /x/

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>>17242123
after /x/

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>>17241646

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Bring it on Zeta-Reticuli

Before /x/: "Aliens aren't real."
After /x/: "DAVID ICKE IS RIGHT."

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>>17242249
Before /x/: David Icke is a hack!
After /x/: HISSSS

t. reptilian

>>17241799
What about me ACTUALLY thinking im a wizard is a role play?

>>17241707

Image holds more meaning than one might assume.

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Y'all ruined me, /x/.
Also, I'm the only one who went left? Interesting.

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10,000 hours in mspaint

>>17241646
> Last one got kind of messed up
And hopefully deleted - like this thread should be, too.

>>17242431
>>17242459
I really like your "after x" characters, guys

>>17242473
I'm familiar with your memes.

so why is it /x/ is turning everybody into nazi racists?

>>17242503
I would also like to know this. The logical step is to go libertarian as opposed to authoritarian but I don't get the nazi thing.
>inb4 brainwashed
>inb4 cuck
>inb4 jew

>>17242503
>>17242510
nowadays it's so easy to spot the plebbitors it's not even easy anymore

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>>17242510
>The logical step is to go libertarian
I agree, I agree my good Sir.. I'm baffled seeing all these bigot sheeples, ugh

>>17242431
so you turned into nazi flatlander?

>>17242519
lebbit is authoritarian now
they are the biggest Sanders support group out there

>>17242431
I lel'd because Boyd Rice

Fucking cringe thread yeeeesh

Reddit tier thread

>>17242552
Word. They used to be the fedora-tipping mystical liberal and libertarian playground it's to this day accused of - but in reality it is much worse. Most of the users are actual socialists.

>>17242529
>visits /x/
>still wants to be controlled by a government
k. I'm the retard. I bet you're one of those faggots who thinks that libertarian = libertarian party. Fucking ideologically retarded Americans.

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>nazis
>leftists
This thread is dichotomous cancer.

>>17241782
>>17241885
>>17242161
>>17242431
>>17242459
>watches Man in the High Castle once

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>ayy lmaos everywheere

>>17242487
Newfag crossover from /b/ and /lit/. I wanna get where you are, Senpai.

>>17243119
what font is that, brother

>>17243136
Arial
:)

>>17241646
>Boo
Kek
Goddamn that shadow person made me laugh more than it should've

>>17243145
why does it look so beautiful what program are you using to create this fine-ass wizardry that im witnessing right here

>>17243119
best thing in the history of 4chan

>>17243161
i made it with 10 hours of meditation, while wearing a tinfoil hat and bleeding over a demonic star.

>>17243202
kk brb

>>17243221
i also happened to use paint while doing so :s

>>17243235
thank you oh wise one I have a long road yet to travel

ps this is mine right here
>>17243229

>>17243229
you changed bags?

>>17243245
yeah the old one ripped but i blame x
also it got a little colder

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>>17243229
>>17243241
hah! nicee! indeed ayyyy le mayooo!
reminds me of this creepy pasta (not by me)
read it with this as a background music, itll make it spoopyer:
music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVQRdfUo7UQ

spoopiness:

Took this pic a few weeks ago
>went camping to the countryside
>was eating a sandwich
>think sandwich needs some more mayo because murica
>take out jar and pour that shit in
>see pic related
>they'rereal.png
>the first contact with aliens
>walk up to them
>have jar on hand because autism
>one of them points to my jar
>opens his mouth and says some shit that i will never forget
>"ayy le mayo"
Next i remember is that they anally probed me for the next three hours, then they disappeared and i woke up in the middle of the nowhere with an anal probe in my butt

>>17243119
>allah
>without capital letter

>>17243266
this is me today thanks to the kind folks like yourself on /x/

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>>17243272
picture didn't upload damn

>>17243779
>he doesn't filter Elisa Lam

>>17243792
Fuck, I knew I was forgetting something.

>>17241707
/thread

>>17243779
Why would you filter out ayyy lmao?! Just filter out happiness, joy, etc.

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>>17241646

>>17243835
The only person who finds joy in that forced meme is Brittany Venti, probably.

>>17242941

How does anyone become a nazi from browsing this board?

>>17243892
/pol/ and /k/ live next door

>>17243896
Are you 12? /pol/ fags ruined /x/, ruined /lit/, and are in the process of ruining /lit/. Fuck you.

>>17243892
what is nazi mysticism
what is Thule society
what is Vril

AND I ALREADY SAID TOO MUCH

>>17243931
>fucking kikes

KEEP /POL/ IN FUCKING /POL/ YOU BASTARDSSSSSSSSS
THERE IS NO PLACE FOR INTOLERANCE ON THIS BOARD

>>17243927
go fester on your containment board, stormcuck.
>>17243932
No, the holocaust is not paranormal, no matter how many times you deny it.
>>>/trash/

>>17243940
found the goy

>>17241691
cant you use a normal font

>>17243944
>>17243949
Like I said, this board should be nuked.

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this board made me so scared to live

>>17243975
fucking furries

>>17243964
>/x/ always been tied with /pol/
Spotted the newfag. Tone down on the edge and read some Crowley, m8.

>>17243984
Spotted the newfag my ass

it has been like this since /pol/ birth
only when we had just /news/ it was different

now, please, go return to your hugbox

>>17243997
Then you must remember how you stormniggers fucked this board so hard anyone with sense went to /tg/. Before that I used to have enjoyable conversations on /x/, which were quite unlike the one we are having now. Notice how nothing paranormal is being discussed here. Please, go back to your hugbox.

>>17244002
>stormniggers
not him but don't use that racist word please
it's against the rules, thanks

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>>17243983
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7T56JFwsHtI

>>17244008
it's painful to see this shit, really

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>>17243954
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEvEVALLjNQ

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I've been on here about 4 years and have always seen a crossover between /pol/ and /x/. I don't know what the big deal is. There's always going to be "that guy" who talks shit on either board when they see a political preference that doesn't cater to their specific set of preferences.

Also check out this fresh OC

>>17244108
>he fakes his spirituality with drugs
kek

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>>17244130
>completely disregarding psychedelics

>>17244129
this

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>>17244129

>>17244149
Go back to /pol/ retard.

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Self portrait

>>17241646
Before x look here I am me seeing here with my eyes wide shut and knowing alk everything after x nobody knows more than me know I can see and hear all you are lost souls in His dominion and when he comes back from his blackhole all will be consumwd in fire

>>17244149
> altering brain chemistry
> feels funny
> sees things
> weird thoughts

Yup gotta be ghosties and astral beans.

>>17244203
only a non-wizard idiot or shill would say that

>>17245332
L O N D O N

>>17244108
What book is that on the right?

>>17244160
Hey gabriel

>>17246857
liber falxifer

What the fuck guys, this is /x/ not /pol/.

>>17246958
it's ALL /pol/

>>17242278
That is the problem, there is so much rp in here these days that i don't even know anymore, but still, i preffer to half believe it than call you an rp faggot like most do

>>17244108
>>17244130
>>17244149
>>17244203
>>17245357
Drugs can help in witchcraft, but they are like the training wheels for those who can't do it raw, so don't think you are awesome because you smoke the weed to see stuff, that is because you can't open your third eye while sober

>>17246958
Well. in a way this is what happens:
>be atheist
>go to /x/ for sp00ks and lols
>stay for the religion and magick
>start to become religious
>cristian a lot of the times
>starts to call /x/ pagan
>"burn the gays"
>tries to find the right wing board
>/pol/
>goes from cristian like >>17246932 to >>17242459 in a blink

>>17243848
>le back to /pol/
>le this person should be on medication XD XD
>le I should kill myself XDXDXDXDXD

yes kill yourself because you are the cancer destroying this board

>>17243119
sikkofield falan da okuyosundur şimdi sen bro

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>>17241646

>>17247052
say it loud say it clear, /pol/ get the fuck out of here

>>17246958
the x-pol-k crossover is huge.

>>17241646
>Where do you get the template?

>>17247067
i don't even rad /pol/.

>>17242503
Because counterculture. And edgyness.

>>17247020
hawt.

>>17242503

It isnt, so much.. But it attract young white dudes and we are living in a race war.. Probably most young white women in their school where heavily influenced by MTV.. hate the white man etc.. It is disturbing even reading this thread and seeing every pic saying to be a good little fag.. Jesus, i hate blacks and want them dead.

tl;dr: I think youd have to be pretty dumb not to understand why.

>>17247087
>hawt
degenerate noli me tangere

>>17247067
>ayyliums welcome
get space-raped

>>17242503
because zionism.

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pic related, been a good ride though

>>17242431
your svastika is backwards mate

>>17247119
probably because he goes both ways.

>like boyd rice

>>17241691
>trying too hard

>>17241646
It looks like you had a sad life because of mental/social problems and you forced yourself to believe a bunch of bullshit to make your life easier. Is not better to go to the psicologist?

>>17241682
The FUCK YOU DID????? HE COMES !!!! NOOOOOOOOOO

>>17241782
This shit really fucked your life man

>>17247335
you are totally right, but still, idk man, i just don't know anymore
i had problems with psicologists before

well, bump?

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Ta-da

>>17248026
>/x/ made you normal

K den

>>17248066
It's true though.

>>17248073
Actually that kinda makes sense in a way: they were so batshit crazy you completely lost all interest in the occult.

Good going /x /. You have now reached the point where new members are getting too freaked out to contribute.

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>>17241731
Sorry, senpai, I'm back. No color because no one's going to read this anyway.

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Can anyone relate? I need someone's advice. I've been like this for months.

I think it's only gotten worse because I'm taking notice to it, thus feeding the thoughts.

>>17248185
>full homo
>edging
the fuck threads have you been reading

>>17248185
I read it senpai, don't worry

>>17248198
/x/ was my gateway to /fringe/ and they are about some shit over there. The full homo stuff was all me. I just had to come to terms with the fact that I'll never like women even 1/100 as much as I like men.

btw edging conserves your prana and makes it more forceful

>>17248205
Thanks

>>17241646
>WHERE DO YOU GET THE TEMPLATE?
I am not prithee to computers , tard'd, I know, & would be grateful of where to seek this template so I may do a kickin' etch, funk yes, yo.

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>>17241646

>>17248185
No problem, my dear kouhai, i noticed your post ;)
The strange part is that for a while /x/ made me happier, well, that is gone now after the depression came back, but for a while /x/ was good to me in meking the sadness bearable

>>17248189
Did you stop hanging out? That happend to me, people help you forget the depression, maybe finally you felt it, maybe it is clinical like mine. Well, try to be near people, it makes you forget, but you need to bear through the tough times. /X/ wasn't the problem, it was something in your personal life that made you like that, like me, like most of us...

>>17248259
What are you talking about? Speak english...
But well, the template is in the thread

>>17248282
Me too. But I'm running out of things to be happy about in the world and offing myself seems more and more appealing. Like a reset button or at least a refresh. I don't believe the world will stop but I'm hoping I'll get a better footing wherever I go.

>>17244160
So you became a pedofile?

>>17248326
But is it really worth it? The pain here is not bearable? You did that for all you life time, why not do it more and have faith, no, not faith, but the willpower to make things better? What i did was make objectives for life, where i can unfocus from the hard parts and concentrate on the real, on what's in front of me if i give all of myself. I know it is hard, but it is how i am keeping myself alive, with hopes that i can get a happy life one day, my reset is not planned to be in another plane or life, but in just another place, maybe you also need that. Before setting and end to the life, set an end to just part of it, and start again still in this lifetime.

>>17248026
how did /x/ make your tits bigger?

>>17248380
I came to /x/ when I was 12 my boobs got bigger because I grew older?

>>17242431
GENOCIDE ORGAN

>>17242547
DXM be like

>>17248398
oh in that case L O N D O N

>>17241831
Do you get the point?

>>17248398
So you just recently had your 18th birthday?

>>17248511
Nope. How was your 13th by the way?

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>>17247119
>>17247132
you'd be correct boys
>>17248407
my man

>>17248189
Fake it 'til you make it, magik 101. Some more concrete advice, though: cut back dramatically on your internet usage (starting NOW with 2 weeks of only essential work/school stuff), sleep more, eat better, drink more water and less of whatever else you drink. Take time to relax and do things that you enjoy. If there is a sauna or hot springs near you, I highly recommend doing that as well.

In general keep your thoughts positive, yeah, but don't chastise yourself for being negative either. Rather, carefully consider what the root of your negativity might be and destroy it utterly.

Hope this helps even a little bit.

>>17248517
Nice rebuttal for someone that has a high chance to be underage and browsing this board right now. Since /x/ started mid February 2007 and didn't get popular until re/b/oot

>>17248189
Ive been there before. You definitely have the right idea in terms of negative experience resulting from negative thought. The problem you're having is that you are trying to will yourself into positive emotions. Thats like trying to leave a pool by swimming upwards, you only half escape then fall back in. To swim to the edge you should look into meditation. Think of meditation as a way of looking at your thinking. It's equivalent to standing next to the pool and deciding if you should stay in or get out.

It also looks like you're trapping yourself into a nihilistic feedback loop of experience. That turns into solipsism and possibly suicide for the weak. If you have trouble escaping this with purely meditation then look into mysticism and mystical experiences.

Your thoughts and your intuitions are two separate things. Your thinking can be affected by your 'self' and malevolent beings. Your intuition can only come from within. Always follow your intuition, it will never lead you astray.

To sum it up, you are not alone and you never were. Many people go through your stage at some point in development. Meditate (1 hr daily) to leave your pool of doubt, read up on mysticism to escape your logical trappings, and look yourself in the mirror to realize what you need.

>>17243119
you ayyed so hard your hair fell out

>>17243848
this 100% tbqh

>>17242161
Haha fucking love this one.
Saved. Thanks for that

>>17242230
>>17242161
You two are literally me. Let's get hammered and shoot guns sometime.
>>17242431
You sir, are a fucking idiot.
>socialist
>anarchist
Give me a break

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>>17248189

>>17248676
how did /x/ make you *less* fatalistic?

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>>17243870

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>>17248189
Sounds like a derealization episode to me senpai. Like anon said it can feed into solipism, and well if you're not ready for that, you will want to kill yourself from the intrusive thoughts.

I was in your shoes, I kind of OD'd on psychadelics, occult books, gnostic media (think LAIN, truman show, etc.). I basically engulfed myself in this shit, and it struck back pretty hard. Since I was too much in my own head I figured the proper reaction would be to embrace the material.

I figured if I forced a healthy brain chemistry, I would then in turn feel mentally better.
I started lifting, eating healthy, taking vitamins, riding my bike, playing sports, and hanging out with people (even if it felt very disconnected). After about 6 months I was all better, and now 2 years later I am back to "normal".

good luck, it was pretty spooks and the thoughts would give me vertigo

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>>17241646

>>17241795
This

>>17249646
lel

>>17248224
>/x/ was my gateway to /fringe/

what's a /fringe/?

>>17248521
>ohsnap.jpg

>>17249826
>whats /fringe/

oh boy

>>17249646
Poked sand !

>>17249888
so helpful, cheers.

>>17249826
Fringechan

>>17249826
A slightly white-supremacist, anti-degenerate bent occultist board on twicechan.

>>17248352
It's a more complicated and involved thing than your questions allow for. I'll probably kill myself eventually just because things here are so boring. Gods kingdom will come and I'll be a part of it whether I do or do not its preordained.

>>17248626
I meditate a lot and it just stop my problems for a little, for me who has clinixal depression meditation is the swimming up

>>17250203
So nasically you are betting that the after life will be better than this one? Ok, now i understand why you became like this after /x/, you in your down time let yourself to be manipulated by people offering salvation. Well, who am i to judge, i've seen the afterlife and to me that is not so pleasant right now, well, i think that was the afterlife

>>17242230
This is me exactly.
There is no point in me making one now.

>>17244013
NIGGERS

>>17250265
Not really. I'm kinda betting that death is the path I have to walk to fulfill god's plan for me. I don't feel suicidal right this second because I've just woken up and I've had some coffee but it feels like an inevitability that I will spend some time in mortal death. It's like its been in my plan since the beginning. It feels very inevitable and when I think about it I really only get worried about demons and the thought of having to live when I no longer want to. Although I'm a christian and believe in god and hope I remember it! I think my mother is leading me to suicide on purpose. Once I was having a psychotic "episode" and these voices where telling me to kill myself and that they have a good place for me and I'm like "maybe,,,no...but what if...but what if this" and my mother yells out "If they say they have a place for you then do it!" She wasn't on the phone and I wasn't even talking to her. That's how I know she's involved and wants me to die.

But anyway I've read stories about the afterlife and know it can be wonderful or horrible but I'm a christian and this feels as inevitable as jesus allowing himself to get crucified because it was foretold by god and he could only do as his father wills.

>>17251303
you know that suicide is a sin, if god has a plan for your death, just wait till it is carried out.

>>17251331
Who said it isn't right for it to be carried out by my own hand? No one but god can tell me it is right or wrong.

Also, not observing the sabbath is/was a sin. 'Therefore you are to observe the sabbath, for it is holy to you. Everyone who profanes it shall surely be put to death; for whoever does any work on it, that person shall be cut off from among his people." Exodus 31:14

But jesus broke the sabbath
"For this reason the Jews were persecuting Jesus, because He was doing these things on the Sabbath. 17But He answered them, "My Father is working until now, and I Myself am working."…"John 5:16
and god was still well pleased in him.
"and behold, a voice out of the heavens said, "This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well-pleased.""Matthew 3:17

Not to mention that one of the first commandments was "Though shalt not murder" Exodus 20:13 and then tells the the jews to kill (not murder) a ton of populations, man, woman, child, and infant. Clearly god makes the rules and knows how they should be followed.

Also do me a favor and tell me where in the bible it ever says that suicide is a sin? Because jesus commited suicide in a sense because it was not without his power that he could have prevented his death but he allowed it to happen so that the scripture could be fulfilled and more good could come into the world. And then he rose on the third days and putted around still in different forms to teach people how to be saved forever.

Something to think about. When people say "X is a sin" they are very often wrong and being too legalistic just like the jews whom jesus despaired for.

>>17251353
You talk about jewish beliefs and is basically comparing yourself to Jesus, stop a moment and think about what you are saying
I am not christian, but one day a priest told me that suicide would lead me to hell and punishment, i was just passing that through you.
I am not one to judge, but you should do that with yourself a little

>>17249329
would if hes national socialist who also happens to be an anarchist?

damn this thread is some real shite, y'all are str8 up touching my hearts love you /x/

Jesus saves

>>17251475
I've thought about it a lot and I am not ammis in comparing myself to jesus. I am in the lesser I am the doctrinal successor of jesus. His teachings reached me and I do as he does and his glory is mine and mine is his.

>before /x/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6cJPjRLxPk

>after /x/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGfUszwN5x0

/x/ has turned me into a Christian evangelist

>>17251852
I'm not a Christian, but I'm pretty sure you guys go to hell for that.

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>>17251887
only God determines who does and who does not go to hell.

it is right to walk the paths that Jesus has laid for us. it is called "the way"

>>17241782
holy shit dude, those refugees have a better life than your post-x one.

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i'm not a robot

>>17242168
lel
>dat magick wand

https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&uact=8&sqi=2&ved=0ahUKEwjp54vH57vKAhVD7B4KHZ48B2QQyCkIHjAA&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DnMlvKbbLGc0&usg=AFQjCNFDz2ZdnNXQ95gBO_ZX-ZHj-NvzQw&sig2=YvXq90uVxoSn4wWO91F3lg&bvm=bv.112064104,d.dmo

>>17242503

/x/ is a autonomous province of /pol/

>>17251727
Socialists can't have anarchy because anarchy is a world where everyone fends for themselves with no sense of governing, socialism wants the complete opposite of that. I can see what you're trying to say but in reality having the values of both lifestyles would never work.

>>17243252
still, you don't need glasses anymore. /x/ is awesome like that.

>>17243848
people have different ideas about what is creepy. what scary to one person, won't be to the next. if you like more 'paranormal' threads, ignore the RP or magick threads your not into, and fucking make new quality content threads on /x/ topics that you like!

>>17243964
>/x/ always been tied with /pol/
wow, the newfag is strong with this one

>>17242123
>>17242125
i kekd hard

>>17252248
lol

>>17252160
Oops, screwed that link up
>>17242168
Here is the song I sent you for fun, cause your pic made me kek.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMlvKbbLGc0

>>17243892
I think the answer to that eludes even the brightest minds. It probably has something to do with contamination from /pol/ and people feeling the need to be as edgy as possible. Honestly, I abandoned white nationalism altogether once I realized how trivial it was compared to the divine nature of things.

>>17251303
maybe your mom was talking to someone else?

Forgive me if I'm way off, because I don't know the dynamic between you and your mother.
However, I do know from experience what a severe depressive episode with psychotic symptoms is like. I stayed two weeks in a hospital for mine when I was 19 years old. I got therapy, got on some medicines that helped me, and thankfully, I've not heard a voice again. I still deal with depression from time to time, but nothing that severe.

Again, maybe I'm way off. But if you feel suicidal, and I've been there too, there may be a rational, medical explanation for it. You can get help in a hospital spiritually, too. All hospitals have a chapel and chaplain in my experience (I've worked in healthcare now for 12+ years).

There may be a place near you that's sort of an in-between a hospital and a rehab or psychiatric ward. If you have insurance, call the number for your behavioral health provider, tell them that you're having suicidal thoughts. (don't tell them you want to hurt yourself, unless you really do want to.) but, they'll find someone for you to talk to. sometimes having someone to talk to is all you need. and this person will be objective, and help you get more assistance if you need it.

Hope you feel better, anon. Good luck.

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>All these people turned christian
good goys

>>17241799
see >>17252225

>>17251887
Just like jesus was right when he said he is the son of god and is like unto god it is okay for me to say am I the son of jesus and like unto him. If it wasn't I would not say it was. That's all I'm gonna say on it.

>>17252324
She wasn't talking to anyone. I've been involuntarily committed for some bullshit and basically they were all liars and dissumulators who gave me drugs that made me restless and gave me spasms. Never again.

>>17249024
aahhahhhahahhahah

>>17252328
>"good goys"
??? ????

>>17252662
Jesus was a Jew.

Christianity destroyed the true religion(s) of Europe : Paganism. Christianity gave us Marxist/socialist ideals and all in all, weakened Man.

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>>17252723

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>>17251735
kek

>>17252723
>the world does not exist outside of Europe

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goodbye, I have to pray before sleeping now

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ugh

>>17241799
>"you guise are the cancer of /b/, i rly miss the gud ol' /b/, any oldfags catch my meaning xD"

>>17252816

this man, this.

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>>17241646

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true story

Shit /x/, one day the skinwalkers will realize we are talking about them all them time and they will finally get us. They will come for us while we sleep and tear out our throats and when we finally realize it the only tthing we'll be able to gurgle as we drown in our own blood is
>It's Happeningugulrllghmrph!

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>>17253056
So let's say that some skinwalker learned how to use the Internet and all. And let's say that they found their way to /x/. And let's say that they found their way to skinwalker threads, and recognized them. What would their reaction be?

I'd imagine that they wouldn't understand the implications of what they were reading at first, but that they would be pretty shocked by the fact that there are so many accounts of them, fictitious or not. If they live deep in the woods, isolated and away from technology, they may very well believe that they are unique, or that their family/tribe/however they live together was the only group of their kind.

On a related note, how do you think they would act on the Internet? Would they bother with /x/ or 4chan at all? If so, they would probably act, initially at least, like a lot of us; lurking. It would fit their behavior perfectly, staying unassuming in the background, learning through observation, until they feel comfortable enough to begin acting as a member of a group.
Hell, they may even read through the FAQ for some additional information. I know that all this is a little tech-savvy for an entity that lives in the woods and all, but every story describes them as intelligent and quick learners.

So, if all the above were to be true, do you think they WOULD spend any time on /x/ or 4chan or any kind of forum? Any time online at all? It seems probable that they would use dating sites, Craigslist or some other online medium to lure people into the woods and all. But could there be any other reason? Maybe I'm just anthropomorphizing an alien and probably fictitious creature, but I feel they would enjoy sites like this.
Why would they leave the woods and interact with human society if not to socialize a little? If so, then I think they would find the freedom and anonymity of 4chan or similar sites to be appealing.

>>17242161
before and after, but still a French faggot with a knock-off chink weapon

a real shit kicker has a real one, with terbika wood stocks and zerib steel

>>17242542
death grips a shit

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r8

>>17253430
You seem like an obnoxious 16 year old.

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>>17253564
I think they could get into memes.
It's kind of in their nature.

>Wild creature with no knowledge of human society
>Learn through observation
>Learn "hello" is a greeting
>Learn "sorry" is an apology
>Learn how to shake hands as another greeting
Eventually learn more advanced things
>Learn what kind of music your latest victim liked
>Learn where your new identity lives
>Learn that refrigerators keep food fresh
>Learn you can get more food at grocery store
>Learn how to pay for food with money

Isn't too different than

>Learn to add "le" in front of nouns for more upvotes
>Learn Bad Luck Brian can be used to convey misfortune
And then learn the dank memes
>Learn sad pepe can also be used to convey misfortune
>Learn feels guy can be used to convey sadness and/or sympathy
>Learn rare pepes can be used to convey smugness
And from their the advanced memes hot off the presses
>Learn to never call /a/ the anime board, but always "Korean slideshow board", "Vietnamese Flash board", etc.
>Learn that "loss" meme on /co/
>Learn "happening" meme to convey apprehension, anxious excited or otherwise
>Eventually learn that their own existence is a meme

>>17241885
/pol/

>>17241646
i've been casually lurking /x/ for a little while now, have yet to find anything that makes me believe, i want to believe, /x/, make me believe

>>17254560
Trying posting an AMA. That should give you some real paranormal experience.

>>17241782
I believe it.

Didn't you make an appearance in The Otherworld?

>>17254656
Ama?

>>17241950
>remember the sixteen billion
First I lol'd, then I double take'd, then I wat'd, then I lol'd again.

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>>17241707
conspiracy me harder /x/

>>17242161
Welcome back, /k/.

>>17252871
kekd

>>17242503
Because /pol/ doesn't know how to contain itself.

>>17242547
That one made me laugh.

>>17243931
>i hope this isnt solipsism

>>17243967
Lol.

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>>17254656
And i ask again

What the niggers dick is an AMA?

>>17247020
Cute.

>that pessimism

>>17254734
"Ask Me Anything" and it originates from Reddit.

>>17254734
>look at me trying so hard to not know what reddit is because I can't know what an AMA is or else they might find out I browse every single day
AMAs aren't a secret thing, people talk about AMAs as commonplace because interesting people honestly post them and boring people talk about them. Either you're 12 or you're trying too hard.

>>17248026
This makes me happy.

>>17254744
I live under a rock, just tell me what the fuck it is so i can google it

>>17254753
you obviously just have troubles searching
see >>17254742

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>>17254744
>Google AMA because it might not be an acronym
>Australian medical association
>google for acronyms "ama"
>"Ask me anything"

so how has that going to give me a supernatural experience?
>>17254763
>>17254742
and now i feel like a pic related

>>17248189
I can see the same personality between the before and after. Your behavior definitely changed, but it's still the same underlying mindset. Sucks to learn that you're compatible with depression and doubt, but you have to accept that you're capable of that. I know it might seem like a huge difference to you, but I can see the depressed version of you lurking in the before version of you. The potential was always there, it just wasn't active. Right now it sounds like it's active, which is a damn shame.

I'd say change your environment. Break the stagnant aspects of your life. Change your setting, do everything different. Explore.

>>17254753
It's a Reddit thing.
Famous or otherwise interesting people will post "I am an astronaut, ask my anything" on a space subreddit, the author of some famous book will post "I am A. "Pussy Slayer" Non, author of the hit novel Literally Garbage, ask me anything" on some subreddit about books, or even about that specific book.
There is even a subreddit specifically for AMAs.

>>17252871
Hahahahaha

>>17252961
>skinwalkers are people too
Fuck, you got me.

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>>17241646

>>17254669
Ask Me Anything.

>>17254560
idk, try doing magicks and feeling energy, it is a good start i think

>>17254742
>originates from Reddit
Newfag confirmed.
Ask me anything threads were a thing long before Reddit was ever created.

>>17252723

Christianity is a pagan religion.

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>>17241707

>>17248269
+1

>>17248156
best one

>>17252723
>weakened Man.
yeah that's why Europe united under Christianity conquered and colonized literally the whole world and all the cuckening started with post ww2 mass secularization

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>>17255530
Christianity literally set europe on fire
Christians persecuted native european pagans, started interreligious wars with themselves, made europeans go die in pointless wars in foreign countries
And furthermore romans and vikings too colonized and explored other countries

>>17256219
>muh shitting in the woods pagan culture
fuck off, LARPer

>>17256219
>Christianity is a weak religion
>Christians persecuted pagans and started wars

Make your mind up, you contrarian neo-nazi fuck.

>>17256219
>muh strong pagan religion
>got cucked by christians

Make your mind up, you contrarian neo-reddit cuck.

>>17255530
That secularization was simply the liberal progressive seed at the center of the Christian worldview finally coming to fruition and shedding the sacramental shell it used to gestate. Christianity is a slave morality at heart, and while it may have done things typical of a master morality while its essence had yet to reach its logical conclusion, it was preordained at its start that it would eventually blossom into its true colors. Without Christianity's mercy, modern progressivism would have no context to frame itself with, it is starting from Christ's prime edict that to sacrifice that of oneself (first one's person, but then further their own family, their own nation, their own race) to that of others is virtuous that progressivism simply carries on to draw that line of thought to its logical conclusion. It simply took a few millenia for superstition to be shed to get there.

>>17256322
>bla bla bla
and that's why in Europe the less secular countries (Italy, Poland, Croatia, Hungary) are the most conservative
and atheist northern Europe is a giant cucking camp

>>17256336
Italy, Poland, Croatia and Hungary are fucking shitholes tho. I know, I live in Italy.

>>17256365
vaffanculo merda piddinia self-hating atea schifosa

>>17256336
Yes, because the slave-morality gestalt of Christianity in the religiously conservative countries is still filtered through religious tradition and sacrament, which makes it work as a tool of enforcing hierarchy and tradition. In the atheistic countries the sacrament has been removed, taking away that which structured society under religious law, while the philosophical core of altruism is left to run free without religious doctrine enforcing conditionality upon it. Thus, the poisonous core of Christianity is able to function without the checks placed upon it by the body of the church (the nature and traditions of which, especially in the Catholic church, are the parts of the religion that are inherited the most from pre-European religious structures. There's a reason why the second biggest benefactor for European progressivism after Christ is Martin Luther, and why the formerly Protestant Nordic countries are the worst off).

>>17256380
Pardon, pre-Christian European, not pre-European.

desu
/x/ is filled with some despicable subhumans.

>>17256380
>bitches about Christianity
>doesn't criticize Islam, the religion that is actually actively destroying Europe
Pussy.

>>17256687
Keep stupid /pol/ bullshit in pol, please. There's a buddy!

>>17256687
Christianity and Islam are the same thing

>>17256282
Left-You is cuter, desu.

>>17256695
>criticizing Christianity is totally cool and appropriate for /x/ though
>but if you criticize Islam, gb2/pol/

>>17256729
Not even close.

>>17242230
add "aspergers" to the little texts

>>17256883
All Abrahamic religions are basically the same thing. A tool for enslaving the plebians, so that the saturnites can buttfuck them with minimal resistance.

>>17256792
no, you degenerate cuck

>>17257069
>All Abrahamic religions are basically the same thing. A tool for enslaving the plebians
and that's why medias (controlled by.......) propagandize christian religion and morality..
ah no wait, medias shills for atheism, irreligiousity and an ethich antithetical to christian one

>>17257090
>implying they aren't both degenerate
She's a shallow catty judgmental millennial slut in both incarnations.
The difference is the one on the left owns her degeneracy, while the one on the right is hypocritical about it.

>>17241646
Fuck off, /x/ is filled with cancer like this. There is rarely gold on the board. Guess "paranormal" means >MUH TEMPLATE MEMES
faggots

>>17257097
That's because Christianity has run its course and deprived the population of spirituality. The Jews dont need it any more, so they're all too happy to push atheism in order to usher in Communism.