So, let's do one of these again? Last one got kind of messed up :/
T͈̳̤o ͖̹̙̳̭̯i̗̮̹͙̺̗ͅn͖͇̻̮v̘͔̠͉͚̭̰͠ơ͚̖̥k͜e̱ ̝͈̱̠̤̘̟ṱ͡h̙̗e̟͓ ̖̳̬͕hi̵̟̦͙̱̣ṿ̗̲̗̥̣̕ę͉-̞̺͇͎͇͔̝͟m̶i͝n̮̥̙̱̻d͈͍̪̬͈ͅ ̡̱̳r҉͍̖̥͈̤e̮̳p̢̥̙̟̠̦͕̙r͏͈͇͔͔̱͈͙es̖e̜͕̭͚̙͓͇n͏̙̤t͍̪̩͖ͅi̵̝͍͉̖n̠͍̗͖̟͢g̞̕ ̶̯̗͇c̫͡h̺̹̜̰̫͈͚͠ao̹̠͎̰̥͔̩s̡̝̗̣̻̝.̸͎͙̳̖̝͓
̪̣̠̮̭̝̖I͖͉̳̠͓̪̱n̮̖̯̝̺͠v͓̲̩̗o̪̫̝̞̪̻͝k̴̳͔̝̩i̘̘̞͇͟n̷g̦͔ t̴̯̬̗̯̰̣ẖ̥̥̩̜ḛ̡ ͞f̩̯eͅe͖̮̲̘li̷̬̥̤̗n̲̗̙̺̺͞ͅͅg̤̰͈̟̰̙͠ͅ ͈̻̜͇of͘ ̘̤͖͕̲͢c̴̬̺̞h̶̩̜̖a͏̗͓̺͍o͜s͈̯͕͟.̬̘̝̣̺͙͉
̷W̜̤̥̘̘i̛͔͎̻̥͉̫t̛̤̩̼̠h̯̲͕͍̣̰ ̛̙̗̬̻o̴̩̪͙̯̤ụ̞̦͍͙͕ͅt̬ ͍̦o̤͚͕̦̹̭r̶̲ḏ̱̺̥̘e̬͎r͍͙̹.
̛̻͓̱̱͕T̜̳ͅh̹͉͇̜̟̖e̥̝͇͔̦̙͇͞ ̮̟̪̱̼N̡͔̫͉̩̯̜̦e̷̥̥z̦͇̯p̹̦̙̤̦͔̖e̯̖ŗ̼͓̫̩͓͍d̻̹̜ị͎̲̺̰̼͎a̠̯̬͇ṇ͔͖͙̰͍̰͟ ͡ḥ̦̩̼̜͓ͅi͍͔v̖̙̞̕e̢̞̖͍̱-̧̹̟m͓̘͙̙̜͢i̯͍͙͠n̟͇͍̩̖̠͡d͎͙͕̱̘̙ o̪̤͓̝f̩͉͉̹ ͖̜̖̰̪̠ch̯̯̦̥̜ͅa̸̱̦̳͙̪̮̹o̮͈s͖̫̲̹͓.̤̹̗̣̞̱̮ ̖̠͍̥̯Z̙̗͞a̟͍̥̦̳l͏̣̯̩ͅg͇͓̝͙̬͞ͅo̩̮ͅ.̲̺̺̮͜
͎̫̪H̻́e͏̰̦͔͙͖̲̼ ̵͍̼̜̹w̝͉̰̩̘̺h͍͟o̺͎͇͖ ͏͙̥̮̣̣͓W͏̰̗ài̛͚t͍͍̮̺̟̭ͅs̬̫͜ ̞̳̥B̼͉̲eh͎̫̮̗ͅi̝͇̞̞͠n̵͙͇̖̪͇d̯̘͎ ̟̪̗͙̖͇͠T̷̼͔̼̝̙͕͇h̘̤̭̺̳̺e ̫̥̟͡W̨̘͙͙̮̞̟̭a̘͓l̬̹͘l̡̤̱̹̗͚͚̙.
i didn't have a template, the last thread didn't have one, i had to pick that base character and do my template from that, but i didn't save the template, just my version of it, so i had do do it again for you guys
you and the roleplayers are the cancer of /x/, the pic threads are shit today and there is nothing new on GTs, the things i miss on old /x/ were the cool creepypastas and SCPs, today there is so much rp and faggotry that you can't have a nice chat about the paranormal
it is certainly difficult to understand. there is absolutely no point to this. unless you think the pic you made was funny/entertaining in some way. i don't. maybe that's where i'm missing what your purpose is. well, i'm off now. enjoy drawing pictures of yourself.
Before /x/: David Icke is a hack!
After /x/: HISSSS
Y'all ruined me, /x/.
Also, I'm the only one who went left? Interesting.
>The logical step is to go libertarian
I agree, I agree my good Sir.. I'm baffled seeing all these bigot sheeples, ugh
Word. They used to be the fedora-tipping mystical liberal and libertarian playground it's to this day accused of - but in reality it is much worse. Most of the users are actual socialists.
>still wants to be controlled by a government
k. I'm the retard. I bet you're one of those faggots who thinks that libertarian = libertarian party. Fucking ideologically retarded Americans.
hah! nicee! indeed ayyyy le mayooo!
reminds me of this creepy pasta (not by me)
read it with this as a background music, itll make it spoopyer:
Took this pic a few weeks ago
>went camping to the countryside
>was eating a sandwich
>think sandwich needs some more mayo because murica
>take out jar and pour that shit in
>see pic related
>the first contact with aliens
>walk up to them
>have jar on hand because autism
>one of them points to my jar
>opens his mouth and says some shit that i will never forget
>"ayy le mayo"
Next i remember is that they anally probed me for the next three hours, then they disappeared and i woke up in the middle of the nowhere with an anal probe in my butt
Then you must remember how you stormniggers fucked this board so hard anyone with sense went to /tg/. Before that I used to have enjoyable conversations on /x/, which were quite unlike the one we are having now. Notice how nothing paranormal is being discussed here. Please, go back to your hugbox.
I've been on here about 4 years and have always seen a crossover between /pol/ and /x/. I don't know what the big deal is. There's always going to be "that guy" who talks shit on either board when they see a political preference that doesn't cater to their specific set of preferences.
Also check out this fresh OC
>completely disregarding psychedelics
Before x look here I am me seeing here with my eyes wide shut and knowing alk everything after x nobody knows more than me know I can see and hear all you are lost souls in His dominion and when he comes back from his blackhole all will be consumwd in fire
Drugs can help in witchcraft, but they are like the training wheels for those who can't do it raw, so don't think you are awesome because you smoke the weed to see stuff, that is because you can't open your third eye while sober
Well. in a way this is what happens:
>go to /x/ for sp00ks and lols
>stay for the religion and magick
>start to become religious
>cristian a lot of the times
>starts to call /x/ pagan
>"burn the gays"
>tries to find the right wing board
>goes from cristian like >>17246932 to >>17242459 in a blink
It isnt, so much.. But it attract young white dudes and we are living in a race war.. Probably most young white women in their school where heavily influenced by MTV.. hate the white man etc.. It is disturbing even reading this thread and seeing every pic saying to be a good little fag.. Jesus, i hate blacks and want them dead.
tl;dr: I think youd have to be pretty dumb not to understand why.
It looks like you had a sad life because of mental/social problems and you forced yourself to believe a bunch of bullshit to make your life easier. Is not better to go to the psicologist?
Actually that kinda makes sense in a way: they were so batshit crazy you completely lost all interest in the occult.
Good going /x /. You have now reached the point where new members are getting too freaked out to contribute.
Sorry, senpai, I'm back. No color because no one's going to read this anyway.
Can anyone relate? I need someone's advice. I've been like this for months.
I think it's only gotten worse because I'm taking notice to it, thus feeding the thoughts.
/x/ was my gateway to /fringe/ and they are about some shit over there. The full homo stuff was all me. I just had to come to terms with the fact that I'll never like women even 1/100 as much as I like men.
btw edging conserves your prana and makes it more forceful
No problem, my dear kouhai, i noticed your post ;)
The strange part is that for a while /x/ made me happier, well, that is gone now after the depression came back, but for a while /x/ was good to me in meking the sadness bearable
Did you stop hanging out? That happend to me, people help you forget the depression, maybe finally you felt it, maybe it is clinical like mine. Well, try to be near people, it makes you forget, but you need to bear through the tough times. /X/ wasn't the problem, it was something in your personal life that made you like that, like me, like most of us...
Me too. But I'm running out of things to be happy about in the world and offing myself seems more and more appealing. Like a reset button or at least a refresh. I don't believe the world will stop but I'm hoping I'll get a better footing wherever I go.
But is it really worth it? The pain here is not bearable? You did that for all you life time, why not do it more and have faith, no, not faith, but the willpower to make things better? What i did was make objectives for life, where i can unfocus from the hard parts and concentrate on the real, on what's in front of me if i give all of myself. I know it is hard, but it is how i am keeping myself alive, with hopes that i can get a happy life one day, my reset is not planned to be in another plane or life, but in just another place, maybe you also need that. Before setting and end to the life, set an end to just part of it, and start again still in this lifetime.
you'd be correct boys
Fake it 'til you make it, magik 101. Some more concrete advice, though: cut back dramatically on your internet usage (starting NOW with 2 weeks of only essential work/school stuff), sleep more, eat better, drink more water and less of whatever else you drink. Take time to relax and do things that you enjoy. If there is a sauna or hot springs near you, I highly recommend doing that as well.
In general keep your thoughts positive, yeah, but don't chastise yourself for being negative either. Rather, carefully consider what the root of your negativity might be and destroy it utterly.
Hope this helps even a little bit.
Ive been there before. You definitely have the right idea in terms of negative experience resulting from negative thought. The problem you're having is that you are trying to will yourself into positive emotions. Thats like trying to leave a pool by swimming upwards, you only half escape then fall back in. To swim to the edge you should look into meditation. Think of meditation as a way of looking at your thinking. It's equivalent to standing next to the pool and deciding if you should stay in or get out.
It also looks like you're trapping yourself into a nihilistic feedback loop of experience. That turns into solipsism and possibly suicide for the weak. If you have trouble escaping this with purely meditation then look into mysticism and mystical experiences.
Your thoughts and your intuitions are two separate things. Your thinking can be affected by your 'self' and malevolent beings. Your intuition can only come from within. Always follow your intuition, it will never lead you astray.
To sum it up, you are not alone and you never were. Many people go through your stage at some point in development. Meditate (1 hr daily) to leave your pool of doubt, read up on mysticism to escape your logical trappings, and look yourself in the mirror to realize what you need.
Sounds like a derealization episode to me senpai. Like anon said it can feed into solipism, and well if you're not ready for that, you will want to kill yourself from the intrusive thoughts.
I was in your shoes, I kind of OD'd on psychadelics, occult books, gnostic media (think LAIN, truman show, etc.). I basically engulfed myself in this shit, and it struck back pretty hard. Since I was too much in my own head I figured the proper reaction would be to embrace the material.
I figured if I forced a healthy brain chemistry, I would then in turn feel mentally better.
I started lifting, eating healthy, taking vitamins, riding my bike, playing sports, and hanging out with people (even if it felt very disconnected). After about 6 months I was all better, and now 2 years later I am back to "normal".
good luck, it was pretty spooks and the thoughts would give me vertigo
It's a more complicated and involved thing than your questions allow for. I'll probably kill myself eventually just because things here are so boring. Gods kingdom will come and I'll be a part of it whether I do or do not its preordained.
So nasically you are betting that the after life will be better than this one? Ok, now i understand why you became like this after /x/, you in your down time let yourself to be manipulated by people offering salvation. Well, who am i to judge, i've seen the afterlife and to me that is not so pleasant right now, well, i think that was the afterlife
Not really. I'm kinda betting that death is the path I have to walk to fulfill god's plan for me. I don't feel suicidal right this second because I've just woken up and I've had some coffee but it feels like an inevitability that I will spend some time in mortal death. It's like its been in my plan since the beginning. It feels very inevitable and when I think about it I really only get worried about demons and the thought of having to live when I no longer want to. Although I'm a christian and believe in god and hope I remember it! I think my mother is leading me to suicide on purpose. Once I was having a psychotic "episode" and these voices where telling me to kill myself and that they have a good place for me and I'm like "maybe,,,no...but what if...but what if this" and my mother yells out "If they say they have a place for you then do it!" She wasn't on the phone and I wasn't even talking to her. That's how I know she's involved and wants me to die.
But anyway I've read stories about the afterlife and know it can be wonderful or horrible but I'm a christian and this feels as inevitable as jesus allowing himself to get crucified because it was foretold by god and he could only do as his father wills.
Who said it isn't right for it to be carried out by my own hand? No one but god can tell me it is right or wrong.
Also, not observing the sabbath is/was a sin. 'Therefore you are to observe the sabbath, for it is holy to you. Everyone who profanes it shall surely be put to death; for whoever does any work on it, that person shall be cut off from among his people." Exodus 31:14
But jesus broke the sabbath
"For this reason the Jews were persecuting Jesus, because He was doing these things on the Sabbath. 17But He answered them, "My Father is working until now, and I Myself am working."…"John 5:16
and god was still well pleased in him.
"and behold, a voice out of the heavens said, "This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well-pleased.""Matthew 3:17
Not to mention that one of the first commandments was "Though shalt not murder" Exodus 20:13 and then tells the the jews to kill (not murder) a ton of populations, man, woman, child, and infant. Clearly god makes the rules and knows how they should be followed.
Also do me a favor and tell me where in the bible it ever says that suicide is a sin? Because jesus commited suicide in a sense because it was not without his power that he could have prevented his death but he allowed it to happen so that the scripture could be fulfilled and more good could come into the world. And then he rose on the third days and putted around still in different forms to teach people how to be saved forever.
Something to think about. When people say "X is a sin" they are very often wrong and being too legalistic just like the jews whom jesus despaired for.
You talk about jewish beliefs and is basically comparing yourself to Jesus, stop a moment and think about what you are saying
I am not christian, but one day a priest told me that suicide would lead me to hell and punishment, i was just passing that through you.
I am not one to judge, but you should do that with yourself a little
I've thought about it a lot and I am not ammis in comparing myself to jesus. I am in the lesser I am the doctrinal successor of jesus. His teachings reached me and I do as he does and his glory is mine and mine is his.
only God determines who does and who does not go to hell.
it is right to walk the paths that Jesus has laid for us. it is called "the way"
>dat magick wand
Socialists can't have anarchy because anarchy is a world where everyone fends for themselves with no sense of governing, socialism wants the complete opposite of that. I can see what you're trying to say but in reality having the values of both lifestyles would never work.
people have different ideas about what is creepy. what scary to one person, won't be to the next. if you like more 'paranormal' threads, ignore the RP or magick threads your not into, and fucking make new quality content threads on /x/ topics that you like!
I think the answer to that eludes even the brightest minds. It probably has something to do with contamination from /pol/ and people feeling the need to be as edgy as possible. Honestly, I abandoned white nationalism altogether once I realized how trivial it was compared to the divine nature of things.
maybe your mom was talking to someone else?
Forgive me if I'm way off, because I don't know the dynamic between you and your mother.
However, I do know from experience what a severe depressive episode with psychotic symptoms is like. I stayed two weeks in a hospital for mine when I was 19 years old. I got therapy, got on some medicines that helped me, and thankfully, I've not heard a voice again. I still deal with depression from time to time, but nothing that severe.
Again, maybe I'm way off. But if you feel suicidal, and I've been there too, there may be a rational, medical explanation for it. You can get help in a hospital spiritually, too. All hospitals have a chapel and chaplain in my experience (I've worked in healthcare now for 12+ years).
There may be a place near you that's sort of an in-between a hospital and a rehab or psychiatric ward. If you have insurance, call the number for your behavioral health provider, tell them that you're having suicidal thoughts. (don't tell them you want to hurt yourself, unless you really do want to.) but, they'll find someone for you to talk to. sometimes having someone to talk to is all you need. and this person will be objective, and help you get more assistance if you need it.
Hope you feel better, anon. Good luck.
>All these people turned christian
Just like jesus was right when he said he is the son of god and is like unto god it is okay for me to say am I the son of jesus and like unto him. If it wasn't I would not say it was. That's all I'm gonna say on it.
She wasn't talking to anyone. I've been involuntarily committed for some bullshit and basically they were all liars and dissumulators who gave me drugs that made me restless and gave me spasms. Never again.
goodbye, I have to pray before sleeping now
Shit /x/, one day the skinwalkers will realize we are talking about them all them time and they will finally get us. They will come for us while we sleep and tear out our throats and when we finally realize it the only tthing we'll be able to gurgle as we drown in our own blood is
So let's say that some skinwalker learned how to use the Internet and all. And let's say that they found their way to /x/. And let's say that they found their way to skinwalker threads, and recognized them. What would their reaction be?
I'd imagine that they wouldn't understand the implications of what they were reading at first, but that they would be pretty shocked by the fact that there are so many accounts of them, fictitious or not. If they live deep in the woods, isolated and away from technology, they may very well believe that they are unique, or that their family/tribe/however they live together was the only group of their kind.
On a related note, how do you think they would act on the Internet? Would they bother with /x/ or 4chan at all? If so, they would probably act, initially at least, like a lot of us; lurking. It would fit their behavior perfectly, staying unassuming in the background, learning through observation, until they feel comfortable enough to begin acting as a member of a group.
Hell, they may even read through the FAQ for some additional information. I know that all this is a little tech-savvy for an entity that lives in the woods and all, but every story describes them as intelligent and quick learners.
So, if all the above were to be true, do you think they WOULD spend any time on /x/ or 4chan or any kind of forum? Any time online at all? It seems probable that they would use dating sites, Craigslist or some other online medium to lure people into the woods and all. But could there be any other reason? Maybe I'm just anthropomorphizing an alien and probably fictitious creature, but I feel they would enjoy sites like this.
Why would they leave the woods and interact with human society if not to socialize a little? If so, then I think they would find the freedom and anonymity of 4chan or similar sites to be appealing.
I think they could get into memes.
It's kind of in their nature.
>Wild creature with no knowledge of human society
>Learn through observation
>Learn "hello" is a greeting
>Learn "sorry" is an apology
>Learn how to shake hands as another greeting
Eventually learn more advanced things
>Learn what kind of music your latest victim liked
>Learn where your new identity lives
>Learn that refrigerators keep food fresh
>Learn you can get more food at grocery store
>Learn how to pay for food with money
Isn't too different than
>Learn to add "le" in front of nouns for more upvotes
>Learn Bad Luck Brian can be used to convey misfortune
And then learn the dank memes
>Learn sad pepe can also be used to convey misfortune
>Learn feels guy can be used to convey sadness and/or sympathy
>Learn rare pepes can be used to convey smugness
And from their the advanced memes hot off the presses
>Learn to never call /a/ the anime board, but always "Korean slideshow board", "Vietnamese Flash board", etc.
>Learn that "loss" meme on /co/
>Learn "happening" meme to convey apprehension, anxious excited or otherwise
>Eventually learn that their own existence is a meme
And i ask again
What the niggers dick is an AMA?
>look at me trying so hard to not know what reddit is because I can't know what an AMA is or else they might find out I browse every single day
AMAs aren't a secret thing, people talk about AMAs as commonplace because interesting people honestly post them and boring people talk about them. Either you're 12 or you're trying too hard.
>Google AMA because it might not be an acronym
>Australian medical association
>google for acronyms "ama"
>"Ask me anything"
so how has that going to give me a supernatural experience?
and now i feel like a pic related
I can see the same personality between the before and after. Your behavior definitely changed, but it's still the same underlying mindset. Sucks to learn that you're compatible with depression and doubt, but you have to accept that you're capable of that. I know it might seem like a huge difference to you, but I can see the depressed version of you lurking in the before version of you. The potential was always there, it just wasn't active. Right now it sounds like it's active, which is a damn shame.
I'd say change your environment. Break the stagnant aspects of your life. Change your setting, do everything different. Explore.
It's a Reddit thing.
Famous or otherwise interesting people will post "I am an astronaut, ask my anything" on a space subreddit, the author of some famous book will post "I am A. "Pussy Slayer" Non, author of the hit novel Literally Garbage, ask me anything" on some subreddit about books, or even about that specific book.
There is even a subreddit specifically for AMAs.
Christianity literally set europe on fire
Christians persecuted native european pagans, started interreligious wars with themselves, made europeans go die in pointless wars in foreign countries
And furthermore romans and vikings too colonized and explored other countries
That secularization was simply the liberal progressive seed at the center of the Christian worldview finally coming to fruition and shedding the sacramental shell it used to gestate. Christianity is a slave morality at heart, and while it may have done things typical of a master morality while its essence had yet to reach its logical conclusion, it was preordained at its start that it would eventually blossom into its true colors. Without Christianity's mercy, modern progressivism would have no context to frame itself with, it is starting from Christ's prime edict that to sacrifice that of oneself (first one's person, but then further their own family, their own nation, their own race) to that of others is virtuous that progressivism simply carries on to draw that line of thought to its logical conclusion. It simply took a few millenia for superstition to be shed to get there.
Yes, because the slave-morality gestalt of Christianity in the religiously conservative countries is still filtered through religious tradition and sacrament, which makes it work as a tool of enforcing hierarchy and tradition. In the atheistic countries the sacrament has been removed, taking away that which structured society under religious law, while the philosophical core of altruism is left to run free without religious doctrine enforcing conditionality upon it. Thus, the poisonous core of Christianity is able to function without the checks placed upon it by the body of the church (the nature and traditions of which, especially in the Catholic church, are the parts of the religion that are inherited the most from pre-European religious structures. There's a reason why the second biggest benefactor for European progressivism after Christ is Martin Luther, and why the formerly Protestant Nordic countries are the worst off).
>All Abrahamic religions are basically the same thing. A tool for enslaving the plebians
and that's why medias (controlled by.......) propagandize christian religion and morality..
ah no wait, medias shills for atheism, irreligiousity and an ethich antithetical to christian one
>implying they aren't both degenerate
She's a shallow catty judgmental millennial slut in both incarnations.
The difference is the one on the left owns her degeneracy, while the one on the right is hypocritical about it.
That's because Christianity has run its course and deprived the population of spirituality. The Jews dont need it any more, so they're all too happy to push atheism in order to usher in Communism.