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i have a story that i would like help on. /x/ is the best place i know, other than a church. but no. just no.
old women keep coming up to me, asking if i go to or want to go to church. so i'm just asking if i am fucked over here. i'll try to go into as much detail as possible. Thanks.
>3 years ago
i was living in hostels, smoking legal. i stayed in a b&b before i went home, and smoked a lot of legal high. i was smoking and listening to music, and these blue people were there fucking around. i sat on the bed and started tripping... it felt like the room was floating, and if i opened the door it would just empty and white
across from me there was a long piece of wood used to open the window on the roof. it had a knot on it that looked like the all seeing eye
anyway, i started tripping and laid down. i hallucinated, and saw three things in a circle. there was pits of fire around us and we were looking over a rock table. i signed something on the table, but i don't remember what it said. i don't think it ever said anything. come to think of it, i don't remember signing it - i just wrote something.
after this, i laid down and heard something tell me i am about to die. i said no, let me do it. i grabbed the string that was given to me and was decapitated - i think it was from the piece of wood that was across the room.
>at home.
i loved going to leeds. i was in hostels, and we all smoked legal high. i began talking to the people in the hostel and helped them reach their potential. i had two favourites. a star/maybe an angel and a demon. the demon was fully evil. turned out to be a piece of shit. the star was nice, helped me in my times of need.
i like to think i am more gray. not good, not evil. i'll explain in cont.
cont.
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>>17209578
Just go to church with the nice old ladies!
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>>17209578
cont.
love going to Leeds. get so good at it, and love playing the demon games that were there
>always win
i got a pretty large following, they called me a god. i believed i was a god, too.
at home, guiding these people. get a following there, start being a cat. i still know i'm a god, but i have feline attributes - mainly sex tho
shit happens etc. i have some pretty big trips and play with fate. thought i was going to die maybe 4 times in this year, but never do.
>2 years ago
start talking to these demons more and more. fully in hell now. everything is horrible and it's pure torture, but stay strong
i had a dream where was on a bus (fucking hate busses. trains are the shit tho) and the demon looks back and yells. fire in it's eyes and shit and i scream.
i got deep in the cat thing. get a pet succubus that a fuck.
marry her and shit, break up, fuck demons as their pet. i get into gangbanging demons but get scared and leave it. there are still rape scares and shit but i figured out that i just need to mean 'no' and not get persuaded to not fuck them. feels good c:
i actually like fucking them, but i would rather keep my soul thanks.
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>>17209586
no thanks, it all scares me to be fair
cont.
have own problems, but meet people and help them when they want to sell their soul. i think i've taken a few, and me and some people would manipulate people's daily lives for fun. when i was walking around leeds, shit would go my way. i mastered time, would know what time it was at any point, and would always be perfectly on time.
it was like it was fixed in my favour though.
>bit later
start helping people for real. i'm okay at it. get called an angel
at this point i've been
>cat
>demon
>god
>angel
>timekeeper
>justler
i'd collect these titles now for fun.
i start to settle down, get selfish. try to learn some things that will help me in my life. but it feels like i am selling my soul with each turn. it's gone a bit, but i really want my soul...
i can go into a lucid dream too where its all blue and outlines. i can choose what dream i want to be in at this point, or collaborate with my subconscious
i also had a dream where i chased a laser pen light, and came to three doors. i said i didn't want to go through them, and a nice voice said it's fine, come meet us whenever you would like.
any lurkers?
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>>17209613
>i've found out my pet name is trixx
realize i'm a star. this is my true purpose
have i sold my soul, or did i just partake in some demon games etc. i think i have escaped the hell and i was actually happy for the first time in 3 years the other day. i had forgotten what the feeling was.
one of the demons told me i had to partake in this ritual. i said no, they kept pushing it on me. it almost happened when i was going to sleep but stopped it
i told them that if it happened, i would break the peace and dominate each faction, they stopped.
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If it's a good church go check it out
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