Can anyone point me in the right direction. I think I have some sort of blockage in me that is stopping me from succeeding in life and generally being an all around good individual that I was raised to be. I've had a nice left but have a lot of anger that has not been released and it has led me to insane addictions, including porn Marijuana coca one and alcohol abuse. And now at a point where I no longer flow but stay against the current. I'm not attractive ebough to get some ladies but feel almost a polarity stopping me so I won't hurt the other individuals inadvertently. It's almost like my heart has stopped working. Any advice would be really nice. I'm only 21 with a lot of intelligence and leadership qualities and I want to help the human race I just don't know where to begin with myself.
>>17198814
>I think I have some sort of blockage in me
>>17198814
If you get lost in the woods, don't backtrack, don't go in circles, just keep heading straight and eventually you'll regian your orientation
>>17198862
Any tips in the meantime while I find a job again?
>>17198868
If you shift your gears at the right moments, your bike will pedal itself, even uphill
>>17198814
Fix your diet
>Get some sleep
>Wake up, start the day fresh
>Do what makes you feel good, but avoid the porn, drugs and alcohol
>Take the day to reflect on your life and who you want to be
It's best not to question yourself when you're tired or under the influence. Take time to do something that you enjoy, find peace and really ask yourself what direction you want your life to go in.
The drugs, alcohol and porn are all about will power. You can stop those things if you want, but the way I see it is you're 21, can legally watch porn and drink, so as long as that stuff makes you happy go for it. Maybe not the coke though.
I hope you can find peace, OP. Being lost like that can be rough. Once you find yourself and regain some confidence I'm sure you'll find a girl too.