Ok this will sounds stupid to some of you but
I ate datura 3 times in a row last week
While camping out with friends
And now I have a voice in my head that sounds like a black man that keeps on rapping all day long
He like raps pretty good and has a pretty good "flow" but I can't make him stop
I don't even like rap, I never listened to it
Is this common after eating datura
I tried weed but it made the rapping even more enthusiastic
Maybe, he's actually very good. I've been listening to him non stop for the last 5 or so days. I'm kind of used to it by now but I can't go on like this. He actually stops only when I go to sleep or when I eat. Then it starts again. I've been dying to tell someone but I fear they will just send me to a mental hospital
The voice in my head started laughing as I played this
It's hard to even type when this guy keeps rapping on and on
What the fuck is happening to me?
Guys, what the fuck
I just found this
The guy in my head sounds PRECISELY like this guy:
He even raps the same
WTF is going on with me
Help me /x/ Am I going fucking crazy??
Ok so apparently this guy Biggie Smalls died 1997 March 7 and I was born on March 9th 1997 which I find a bit scary
I don't know what is going on but I am 100% convinced that this is the guy rapping in my head
Except in my head he is doing freestyle, I've wrote down some lyrics into google already and couldn't find anything I wrote down
I never listened to rap so this is not my subconscusness
Fuck Im scared /x/
Im thinking of doing more datura, maybe it will rewind the process?
Write down what the voice is saying and spit that hard fire into a mic senpai.
By simple math I see that you are 18 OP. Schizophrenia usually manifest itself in ones late teens to early 20s. Hallucinogens can cause early onset of schizophrenia. So common sense would lead any sensible person to the conclusion that you are just going crazy.
Go see a doctor if the symptoms persist. As long as you are not a danger to yourself or others it will only help your well being.
Can you communicate with him?
Like starting a conversation; and maybe convince him to help you in your way to become the most recognized rap star that ever stepped on Earth.
Just imagine the possibilities!
Holy shit, imagine having Biggie Smalls as spirit guide.
Orthopedic surgeon with no interest in music becomes a piano prodigy after being struck by lightning.
>Then Cicoria, over a period of two or three days, became struck with an insatiable desire to listen to piano music. He acquired a piano and started to teach himself to play. His head was flooded with music that seemed to come from nowhere. Although, previous to his accident, he had no particular interest in music, within three months of being struck by lightning Cicoria spent nearly all his time playing and composing.
OP this may well be true
but I think this is also excellent advice. Even if you can't communicate with the voice, write down as much of that flow as you can. Keep it out of sight of other people until you can get it copyrighted (I forget how to copyright shit, you can google it), unless you're just telling people a few lines as an example. This could very well be some kind of spirit or some other ability that's manifested from taking the datura.
However, it could be the start of schizophrenia. Sit down with 1 or 2 people you trust a lot - best friend, family, whatever - and tell them you are worried that you might have a mental disorder. You can tell them you hear a voice but that it doesn't say anything bad. Or you can just say you feel depressed or something. But the important thing is, you want them to keep an eye out for other symptoms, just in case this is some kind of mental disorder.
If it becomes super bothersome, or there are other troubling symptoms, you should get it treated. But if it's just a guy rapping to you and it's not messing with your life, might as well leave it be for now, and just keep a close eye on your mental wellbeing otherwise.
Just humor me and try this OP
>Find a rap song that sounds really good to you
>Doesn't necessarily have to be biggie
>Find the instrumental
>Rap your heart out
OP (ft. Biggie Smalls)
>See if any changes occur
>If nothing happens, pick new song and repeat
>Record on Vocaroo
Godspeed, OP. May you one day be as great as Big himself
No seriously, OP. This is fucking fascinating. Teach yourself how to write pieces down and post it on here so we can do extensive research on them. See if anyone else said it, or even If the lines are metaphors for something. If the lyrics are great and don't exist anywhere else, you can make yourself some big bucks.
you could have ''rye ergot'', not exactly sure what it is but think it's from gone-off grain, and can cause psychosis/hallucinations. if that's what it is, then you can get treatment and it'll be alright.
Where did you get that stuff from because it does sound like you might have gotten a bad batch that was grown using contaminated water or grounds if were thinking about the same stuff. Schizophrenia doesn't seem like a bad diagnosis.
All rap instrumentals comment sections are filled with people like OP just writing down dead rappers freestyles. Someone needs to write a book about this shit
OP here from the other night
I've been writing down shit so I'm going to share it with you before I go completely crazy
First of all you need to understand that it's very hard to follow the rapping this is mostly the slower parts because I can't write fast for shit
Secondly most of the rapping is very powerful and even though the words may sound stupid to you the way this guy rhymes is unbelievable to me personally he shouts almost every word too. I wish I could record my mind because you can't possibly understand how fucking good he is just by reading the lyrics from what I barely wrote down. He seems to rap in a very low tone while dragging the words he rhymes slower
I don't know, what the fuck
I'm going to post a few of what I wrote down past day, the parts with question marks is where I'm not sure what the word was
Keep in mind this may not be all of the actual lyrics, I probably fucked up a lot of parts
Also I apologize in advance for the obscenities or offensive language.......
shit is serious
interfere with us?(*?)
send shivers through your body(*?)
give monkeys brain damage
cause im a savage(*?)
causing much ravage
the way i throw the verses
i'm in your ear spitting curses
first i magnify the thirst
then i burst your bubble
make it worth my trouble
create a double(*?), throw you through
motherfu***r*? i'm liable to get you
not to greet you
get a back view
to dismantle you
to the last screw
no shit? mr. sweet*?
kicking to the fat beat(*?)
its kinda neat got my score
chilling off shore
by my four door
heard the whore by the liquor store(*?)
make her feet soar(*??)
try do some damage
cause my levarage
is my beverage
innuendo, got to send though
my style is vigilant and intricate
regulate your hearing
take your mind off to the spirit
go to the root of the problem(*?)
put ya foot on the horse(*?)
make your shit blossom
no worry if ni**as steal your wallet
cause stealing is a form of knowledge
for the fallen
i'm not a honest
psyhedelia in your belly a
get big like a giant squid
lick a clit from the honey bit(*?)
throw your shit
now you're kinda small
no ni**as getting back mother***ers staying on the rough call(*?)
the aligators are situated
in the front row to the show
cause the back row is reserved for the smoke
and the bloke with the coke
in the white cloak
>Write down the raps
>Perform and record them
>Get record deal
>Achieve modest wealth and fame
Pretty obvious that this voice is your muse. You would be well advised to heed the Song.
I'm genuinely crying with laughter here OP. But seriouslyif I heard someone like biggie rap that over a nice beat I'd be at least nodding my head in appreciation. I can sympathise with you but only so much as one can sympathise with the unfathomably hilarious. You have the ghost of a poor man's biggie stuck in yo head nigga. If I didn't have to be up for uni tomorrow I'd challenge him/you to a battle.
Seriously though I love you OP. This is the best thread I've seen in /x/ in years. It's possibly the funniest thing I've seen on channel ever.
Your probably just really full of shit. But if your not, the datura has fucked your head and you should go to a mental hospital. That's what they are for. I knew a guy who took 50 hits of acid with several peyote buttons trying to push the limits of consciousness and ended up going to the hospital. He had a voice in his head constantly telling him to go to the bathroom. Luckily after a few days at the hospital I went away. Fix yourself before trying anything else or you might make things worse. If your bullshitting stop wasting my time and fuck off
Shit's fucking cool AND topical. Could be a ghost, could be your subconscious. I don't think either will last forever without some sort of nurture. IDK what you should do other than exploit your talents. Go to /mu/, see what they say.
Personally Smokeing weed or eating shrooms will make you more open.
Thats not good if some thing is fallowing/attached to u.
Trying wrighting it all down mite be a message.
Or a wich fucken with u.
Have to admit I do that a lot
I'm with this guy, I'm legit in tears right now. And OP's writing style makes it that much funnier.
>He like raps pretty good and has a pretty good "flow" but I can't make him stop
That line fucking floored me. Goddamn it I love you, OP.
>try do some damage
cause my levarage
is my beverage
>find your local elder
Nigga where the fuck do you think this guy lives? He isn't part of an amazonian tribe ya cunt "yeah i'll just go get the ghost of Biggie out of my head by visiting the fucking shaman shack nextdoor to the local Co-Op"
Fuck sake OP I hope you live in the UK cause this is a job for the NHS desu senpai
>MFW my leverage is my beverage through December and my alligators are STILL not situated.
You're halfway correct. Rye ergot/ergot is an LSD precursor, but isn't where LSD comes from.....its only about half of the equation, and that's oversimplifying things. Morning glory seeds could be prepared as a precursor, though using them as such requires an extra step or two. Ergot, mg seeds and others contain various lysergic alkaloids, whereas datura contains tropane alkaloids, and that's where the main difference lies.
Not trying to be a pompous ass or a know-it-all, I just prefer to spread information and correct "disinformation" as its commonly called here.
As for the OP, I believe you. I read the raps you posted. Some of it is great, some of it doesn't seem to rhyme at all. Regardless of how good the raps are, if this rapper in the back of your head interferes with everyday life, I'd recommend seeing a psychiatrist ASAP. Its extremely unfortunate, but this could be latent schizophrenia, which should be taken seriously. Best of luck.
7-8 days in it's finally GONE
Today I woke up and it was all QUIET
I didn't even realize it at first but when I did I got so happy
This entire experience - completely fucking unbelievable
I'm never taking datura again
I think my friends are more or less sure I went completely crazy
On the plus side
I have like 9 papers full of lyrics I wrote down yesterday, not sure what I will do with them at this point
Thanks for all the support guys
And thanks to the voice for stopping for now holy shit you have no idea
haha thats what you get for doing datura you fucking moron
If you want it to stop, you'll need to challenge him to a rap battle. Be courteous, let him spit first. But you'll need to beat him in the end. So i suggest thinking up some slick bars. You'll need them
Did you do this OP? Never say Biggie Smalls 3 times in front of a mirror.....
>Ate datira whilst camping
>Possessed by the soul pf biggie smalls
Wendigo=Creature created when a human eats human flesh on some native american mountain....
Which mountain did you go camping on
Not the right look of an indigenous wendigo, but gets the point across
I capitalized the words that were shouted (mostly rhymes i guess) and I filled in some of the blanks with what I think was said
bitch im not the ONE
thats out having FUN
with a GUN in the SUN
making bitches RUN
got my INTUITION
my DEICSION is to grab the BITCH
extinguish my(*?) ITCH
and distinguish the SPEECH
as i relinquish the LEECH
upon your BRAAAAIN
its gonna RAAAAIN
make the DRAIN
your GAINS in a myriad
spurious, drop the kane
as i puff MARRY JANE
make a STAIN, no repricussions
bitches looted getting ready all of the SUDDEN
you can TOUGHEN
call your COUSIN (??)
but i know you're BLUFFIN
and now you're coming THROUGH
what you gonna DO
when mother****rs come after YOU
and youre alone without a CREW
i think im on the right CALL
pass the paper BALL
and imma get SMALL
FALL with a smile on my FACE
now i'm ready to fly off into the SPACE
its not a RACE
its your DISGRACE in DISGUISE
the fires in your EYE
but i RISE no LIES
no second TRIES
my MOTIVATION is from the raw STATION
hit the GLACIER
or the GEISHA GIRL
OP someone probably watered the datura plant you got the seeds from with malt liquor. If someone had poured an appletini over the plant instead you'd probably be hearing the voice of a faggot
I have heard of some universities having equipment which can interpret the electrical signals from the brain and translate them into audio and even low quality video.
>search for someplace that has the right tools
>tell them your story
Don't worry, he doesn't actually listen to anything other than popular rock. He's not a music fan, and you shouldn't reply to other people that say similar things, as they're just regurgitating what other people say.
OP here I put another one together and fixed some things a bit from my original notes because they were quite incomprehensible
This gets rather sexual.........
on a scale from one to ELEVEN
im riding on the SIDE
right NEXT to the HEAVEN
have my SEVEN
honeys as a GUIDE
im spreading their pussies WIDE
i GET DOWN and shit gets VENEREAL
AMPLIFY the FIRST RHYME
PRIVILEGED, to get to the PRIME TIME
with a nasty motherfu**a like ME
im on a roll call and i am CARE FREE
and i don't need a DEGREE
to get to the sweet TERRITORY
where i can have GRAND PRIX
instead i smoke a little herb TEA
proceed to fu** HER with NO APOLOGY
UNDECIDED, I REPHRASE
im in your BRAIN im getting LAID
INSANE, but not in VAIN
im getting PLESAURE
at my LEISURE
and you can MEASURE the TREASURE
its a GESTURE
but its getting FRESHER
ill tell the JESTER
to apply the PRESSURE
don't know what you HEARD
cause not a WORD was INCURRED
or REFERRED through the
maybe START THE
and FIGHT ME
OP here this is one of the last that I wrote down
created in your MIND from the ORIGINS
you KNOW ITS IN
the white LIGHT
on top of the MOUNTAIN
the MYSTICAL FOUNTAIN
standing on the DUNE,
listen to the MOON, *(?)
but it seems to be out of TUNE,
vocals are EXPLODING,
implausible but UNLOADING
get the CLARITY when i spit my POETRY
like this CREATION, it's a DREAM
and while you make it SEEM
theres gonna be a THEME
play all this at loud volume at the same time
>Ok this will sounds stupid to some of you but
>I ate datura 3 times in a row last week
It's not that what you said sounds stupid, it's that YOU are fucking stupid. Did you even do any research one datura or it's effects? Were you unaware that a majority of people who have ever taken it have absolutely nightmarish trips, and always warn others to NOT do it. On top of that, and I hate to break it to you, it has PERMANENT effects on your brain. My brother took it twice, eating the seeds. First time, he ate 50 seeds, and he tripped for several hours and had no memory of the entire experience after the fact.
The second time, he ate approximately 200+ seeds. He tripped for 9 days straight. Living nightmare trip. He saw peoples faces melt, cackling bats with peoples faces twisted in agony flying around the room, voices and sounds, sometimes loud enough to make him cover his ears. He'd watch his reflection in the mirror, and see himself tie a shoestring around his neck and pull up on it until his face was bloated and purple, tongue hanging out and screaming.
He stopped tripping/hallucinating at day 7, but for two more days, his memory kept resetting. Every 15-30 minutes, he would have to be reminded of where he was and what happened; his last memory was eating the seeds. He had forgotten what his trips entailed, but over time would have flashbacks and short intermittent hallucinations, both visual and audible.
It became a rare occurrence, almost forgotten, until about 2 years later he started tripping again. He would have nightmares as he slept, and once he woke up, the nightmare would overwrite his actual memory, so it would seem like it had actually happened. He's since been diagnosed with full blown schizophrenia.
Now, he had a genetic disposition to something like this, but it was triggered by the datura, and even others who have taken it that never were diagnosed with similar mental illness will still say that datura itself leaves permanent effects.
I took a trip dose of benadryl a couple times as a teenager. It's also a deliriant and involves a million fucking foul tasting pink pills (I think you need at least like 700mg of DPH or diphenhydramine) but I took 1000 mg.
Probably the shittiest, most uncomfortable trips of my life.
I just laid in bed and talked to people who weren't really there, then realized it then forgot and talked to someone else who'd been there the whole time, then realized my mom was home and stumbled into the kitchen to talk to her then realized I was home alone, and drank some water and pissed all over my toilet, then realized all my friends where there and had a mumbling conversation then realized they weren't there, etc ad nauseum.
Deliriants just make you feel like a really uncomfortable mental patient. There's a board dedicated to the retards that enjoy doing them over at 420chan.
Oh, a few afterthoughts I should have mentioned.
-you feel weak, frail, impotent, and very uncomfortable
-I texted and IM'd some friends what appeared to be cogent messages, but on later inspection where UTTER GIBBERISH. Like a retard mashing a keyboard with his genitals.
-some people see spiders, little insects, stuff of that nature; I mostly just saw tv white noise but slower and with a red tinge
-really terrible stimdick like symptoms, maybe its just me
There's probly some more, but I can't think of it now. However, that may be another point: heavy deliriant use(specifically benedryl I think) is inculpated in much higher risks of dementia and alzheimers later in life.
That would be prudent. I advise anyone and everyone to stay away from it. My friend who did it warns people the same way, says "Don't fucking do it, it's a god damned nightmare that never ends". Even though he is on medication now that has greatly helped, he still has minor hallucinations, small stuff like seeing a soda can turned differently each time he looks, or hearing whispers and voices randomly.
I'm not exactly a straight edge person. I indulge in weed and alcohol, now and then some type of opiate (not often, and never heroin, don't want to get addicted and/or OD.), but no one should EVER even THINK about doing datura. The bad trips vastly outnumber the good/neutral ones, and the permanent effects can be devastating.
I'd try taking some sort of amphetamine; you said it goes away while your eating or sleeping, so perhaps taking something to help you focus would relieve you of this phantom rapper. I'd suggest adderal, or rosia rodelia root if you don't have access to the drug.
However, it is also possible that the stimulants make the rapper even better. At that point I'd recommend sitting with a pen or keyboard and writing this shit down.
Seriously, like, you become famous as fuck as a song writer or rapper, people like " hey anon, where does your inspiration come from?"
In which case you get to say the coolest thing in music history, " Ok this will sound stupid to but I have a voice in my head that sounds like a black man that keeps on rapping all day long. He like raps pretty good. So I took speed...now I'm MC make America great again."
This is why I dont let people play shitty hiphop and rap around me.
It is also a big reason why people dont hang around me. Their music is awful and I let them know it.
When You hallucinate it has to do with an ingrained memory much of the time.
I choose things like Kansas, cool stories, and childhood trauma.
I like it, especially those last two verses.
>stealing is a form of knowledge
Psychotomimetic drugs often cause people to hallucinate that they are hearing human voices in the white noise produced by their environment. Occasionally, these hallucinations don't completely dissolve after a come down. The brain has been rewired to perceive noise in this manner.
When I used to robotrip monthly, I'd always hear faint music only to find that it was just the sound of the shower running, or trickling water, or the air conditioner's humming. Even though it's been years since my last robo-binge, I still hear that music whenever I'm tired or distracted. My best advice is to get used to it, OP. Meditate on the voice, or drown it out with music. Good luck.
You think it's fictional?
Hero who appears in you to clear your view when you're too crazy
I should also add that I've never robo tripped.
> if I had tho...
> robocop couldn't stop me from pukin' an' flushin'
> no balls to be bustin'
> no fightin' no cussin'
> just love for a drug called ROBO TUSSIN!
>write it down
>become a rapper
>then at the end of your career write and autobiography and tell the story of you eating datura dn gaining an inner nigger
>watch death from datura overdose skyricket in youth who listen to you
Do ot faggot