My "occult" experiences

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Hey /x/ i just want to share my experiences, so you know, that this stuff exists, and you should really try to reach the deeper parts of life.


It first started when i was 8, i suddenly got VERY weird dreams which i never had before.

It was like i was outside my body, i could sense everything in the room, but i was sleeping.
The room was 100% dark, but i saw everything in light blue. I was levitating over my bed, and could feel the heater, i could see my whole room, i started going through the roof and saw all of my town from above.

I looked it 8 years later up on google earth, and it looked exactly like in this experience, but i never saw this as kid, i just were around my house all the time.


After that i woke up and had a panic attack, i was 8 i didn't knew shit about this stuff.

After that i had even worse dreams, about "big" things, i mean really fucking big structures, and i was standing next to them, i couldn't comprehend this thing.

It was like i saw as little child god, or something nobody could understand something above the 3rd dimension.

It was like seeing god, somehow, but it was horror, it was so big and weird so unknown.

After that my mother send my to an hospital, because i had the weeks after this dreams awful panic attacks.

I started sleepwalking, and talking about weird stuff while doing it.

They put me on meds for 2 years but they kept coming.

When i hit puperty i saw it again, this big thing, but now i saw it more clearly, it was somewhat like this scene in Interstellar, where the robot and the guy were sucked in this black hole.

After this i was somewhat changed again, i could sense everything much purer, i could sense the trees, and the essence of life in every creature, it was not creepy but it was like anther sense i suddenly got.

Then i started researching, and i found out that this is called an "outer body experience" everyone can train this to themselves, look it up, post too long. But it exists.