Astral Projection Horror

Also last night I tried to possess my mom for the purpose of attaining greater understanding of her, but her face morphed into a thousand different faces all bubbling up and out of her original face, and there was this "halo" of force that repelled me

So
>one
Am I an evil person for attempting this?
>two
Did that really happen or is it all in my head?
>three
Is that normal?

I had none of these issues when I possessed your mom with my dick.

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>>17188571
How do you astral project?

What's your method, specifically

>>17188605
Unintentionally

>going to sleep
>normal dreaming
>suddenly dysphoric brain surge
>I'm awake in my room, walking around
>do weird stuff, realize I'm not actually awake

I used to do it intentionally through meditation but I lack the focus for it nowadays, I feel like I've been altered and forgot how to do it

It's all in your head. You are under some stress, made a change recently, or have been watching more mainstream media lately and your subconscious is mirroring your outlook that the world sucks.

The fact that you ask about being an evil person explains why you failed to 'take over' your mother in your dream, you knew that wasn't a good or polite thing to do and had some reservations.

Eat more fruits and leafy greens, get some exercise, spend some time in the sun, and actively look for, notice, and appreciate the good in the world. A sound mind lives in a sound body, take care of that shit.