>>17185841 just remember this, if you quit you lost, you are one for of the millions who lost, do you want to be one of them? laugh at your misery and enjoy the smallest of things even if 99% of the time you still feel like a shit.
I just ended a 5 years long relationship with the girl i thought was gonna be my partner for life, but shit happens. Do i feel bad right now? you can fucking bet on it, but just breathe, remember the sun always fucking rises, and new days DO come.
I dont know if im ever gonna find the right girl, the right job, the right life. But im gonna try man, im fucking gonna try my best to live this shit the way i want and to the fullest i can.
Just remember bro, the sun always comes out. Chill a bit, listen to your favorite (non sad sounding) song or band and get yourself a nice bath and sleep.
Cheer up! Life can be a bitch yes, but its the only one we got here on earth, might as well try and pass by in the best way we can, enjoying it.
>>17186241 Ty my friend, i appreciate your kind words and wishes. In the end we are all carry heavy stuff at some point of our lives, its just not physical so its hard to see it sometimes for everyone else or even us.
Im not a role model OP, i cry and feel like i want to quit too from time to time, just remember what i said and we will both be fine.
Live life, enjoy the ride for what is worth, believe me when i said its gonna get better.
Get rid of all the shit you have in your life. You may have experienced loss now and your life should be in a completly different place in this second but trust me. Its going to be. Just because what was going on ended and now you have to start from scratch again doesnt mean that its never gonna be the old way again. Let life go and if you cannot longer live peacefully, read the vijnana bhairava tantra. You shall be liberated. But never let go of you life
OP here, thanks for the support guys, I just feel like my patience ran out, I don't want to say too much but I was certain my life was meant to go in a certain way but I'm starting to think I threw away the best part of my life, I feel like I invested in something in the wrong things. Everything up to a couple of years happened how they were meant to but these past couple of years and years to come seem very dim and non-existing
Life is prone to sucking ass. I threw away my best years of youth, lost time and opportunities like you wouldn't believe, got depressed as fuck, went into treatment (which helped a lot btw) and ended up with a pretty mediocre existence considering what I started with.
Still, out of fucking nowhere I got my vocational dream job when I had given up all hope of my existence ever being worth living (I was never suicidal, but I was living death in life). Now shit's all right. What did I do? Just kept doing my shit in my free time, building up skills I was sure I would never use professionally but that I loved. In short, never gave up completely.
Death will come for sure, some day in the future. As long as you're allowed, stick around and see what life has in store for you. From my perspective, even if it's bad, it sure as hell will be more interesting than being dead.
If you're into any kind of pain, seek the right kind of help for it. Death is overkill.
>>17185841 Card guy here. Let's see what we get...
You seem to be stuck, delayed, waiting for or seeing your reward or goal pass by, but you can't quite reach.
I see a disaster, or an accident. Since you gave no context I have no way of knowing if you've already experienced it or it is coming. What I do see, however is support, protection of some kind coming from someone. Or perhaps the disaster is brought by this supportive person? (I added this a posteriori, see below)
you'll think >what a convenient reading
I always think that.
Anyway. Let's go deeper into this shit.
I see talent (perhaps artistic talent, but again, context), something that brings pleasure. It's no joke. It's intense. However, a breach of trust, or misplaced confidence from someone or in something that represents a pillar of support to you, brings about disaster. Is this related to business? Investments? I get a sense of wickedness, within your home, or someplace similar (class, your job, somewhere you feel at home or would like to consider your home). Things are unstable, inconsistence, but are these winds, this chaos, which bring a reward (result, resolution?) in the end, something unexpected will come about. I can't tell you if it's good or bad.
Without more context it doesn't make sense for me to get into interpretations because I won't get anywhere. Does any of this make sense to you?
>>17188225 I just don't know if I should ignore the cloudy facts and keep enduring or if I should open my eyes and throw things away. I haven't quit because if I do there is a 50% chance I'll hurt the person I'm holding on for, but if things are what they seem, and I am of no importance, I can start fresh, I won't have wasted more time on someone that is holding to me on a whim.
>>17188333 If you're seriously considering ending your own life, you really need to seek out psychiatric help. If afterwards you still think you should do it, all right. But do accept for a moment that your judgment may be clouded and that you would possibly be making the worst mistake of your life.
>>17185841 >I need desperate guidance >>17186018 >in case someone was willing to do some kind of generic reading for me
Ok, I did a remote view of your situation.
My advice is to break out of your comfort zone. You've enveloped yourself in things you feel at easy with, but those things are limiting you and blocking your view. It takes a little effort and it can seem scary but to feel any better you need to find a new context, one you are not comfortable with at first. It will get better if you just dare to make this change and get past this first resistance.
your life is your life don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission. be on the watch. there are ways out. there is light somewhere. it may not be much light but it beats the darkness. be on the watch. the gods will offer you chances. know them. take them. you can’t beat death but you can beat death in life, sometimes. and the more often you learn to do it, the more light there will be. your life is your life. know it while you have it. you are marvelous the gods wait to delight in you.
- Charles Bukowski
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