Hey /x/ my best friend all through high school him and I were

Don't be weak. Like seriously don't even make it an option. Just know that you're stronger than the next dude. You have to believe in yourself and lean on yourself when times get tough. Until you are truly comfortable with yourself and who you are you'll never be fully confident in thus making you rely on others

>>17185773
The thing is I'm very confident alone it's when I get in a crowded place like my guise just falls off and I revert almost to acting like a women with how I analyze and judge everyone

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>>17185793
That's how I am dude and it's seriously not a bad thing it's better to be judgemental and only let a small group of trustworthy people in than to be some hippie fag who accepts everyone and everything. I've done both and let me tell you...the latter gets you into way more unnecessary shit and many more people will screw you over that way

>>17185793
Pretend you're confident, eventually you'll become

There's really nothing too it.

Just don't be too cocky because you'll break if it fails.

why the hell are you on /x/ rather than... any other board that would be more appropriate?

go to /adv/ to ask for advice
go to /soc/ to find a gf
go to /r9k/ and cry some more

>>17185832
Fuck off you lonely bitch I don't see you contributing shit

>>17185830
I think I already broke

>>17185832
/x/ is my home I think all the mind control and thought reading comes from a big fucking ego and me being a pussy

I've also been a real ducking douche to my parent and brother lately. For exampley brother is going in the army and we were watching godzilla with all the army folk and I was like seriously scaring via telepathy into thinking bad shot was gonna happen to him and I went to lay down after he said he was tired (cause of me) and I had a conversation where it was like cause I thought it my brother is gonna die. That's how fucked my ego is into thinking how awesome I am or some shit I need to break it or get some techniques when I start to feel uncomfortable.

>>17185821
Awesome song btw

>>17185853
I'm not the anon you're replying too, but I agree with them.
Quit acting like an idiot. There's noyhing paranormal about growing up, kid.

>>17185739
Oh, my child. I'm so sorry to hear from your sobs and downwards...

Perhaps seek help? Are there any suicide hotlines in your state to call? Maybe if you don't want to commit suicide, you can still tell the operator your problems and he/she will help in the best of their abilities.

In MN, they have their own suicide hotline and is described from right above.

May you find peace and happiness, my child. But really - focus on God.

>>17185739
Ive been going through things like social anxiety and questioning the legitimacy of my own personality/ things similar to what you're saying. One thing thats helped me is exploring new interests by myself, just sorta building your own character almost isolating your self to a degree, it'll take time but its a great journey. Wish ya luck man.