I've started browsing this board in 2011, and all the wallpapers i have were from here. I am going to kill myself tonight, so i thought i'd be a good thing to at least post some of the wallpapers i have in return.
Killing yourself wont bring them back. All it will do is end the pain you're going through, but with time you'll come to live with it, or lose it. Thats a better alternative to death, because living you'll still have the memories of that person with you, and all the happiness they brought you. Plus, you have the chance to bring happiness to others that care about you, and there are people that care, even if you dont think there are.
I don't know you, but if I was the person you were grieving for, the last thing i'd want is for you to kill yourself. Losing a loved one if difficult, I can't understand the pain you're going through but killing yourself is not the solution.
Suicide is not the answer OP. Have my favorite wallpaper in hopes it brings you some resolve.
OP just remember the beautiful simple things, the nature, the people, the memories, write them all down tonight and see how you're feeling.
Sending some love to whoever needs it. Everyone have a beautiful night!
Go ahead OP, you can do it. You're strong. It will be over in a minute. They will be waiting for you there.
You're better than this stinky place we live in.
This life deserves nothing from you.
I am too tired now, it's time for me to go lads.
May you all have sweet dreams.
If you're still alive and reading this, please reconsider.
The odds of being born at all are just astronomical. Somehow, against infinity-to-one odds, your mother and your father - the only combination of people in human history who could create you - were both born in such a time and place that they were able to meet each other, despite there being 7 billion people on the planet and humans having existed for millions of years. Think of how astronomical the odds of that are.
On top of that, the sperm that would become you just so happened to be part of the jizz-splat that went up inside your mother. Again, astronomical odds, considering how long a sperm lives for. And think of how many sperm are jizzed away into wank-towels. But you, somehow, not only defied those odds but also beat out every other sperm in the pack and happened to be the one who would go on to become you.
After all that, after you get to be one of the 0.0000001% of hypothetical people who actually get to be born, you're going to take your life away from yourself? You don't have any major defects, either, your senses and motor skills are enough to post on the internet so you can pretty much experience all life has to offer.
I hope this message about your dad's cum inspires you. Unless you're dead already, in which case, um, thanks for the wallpapers and RIP.
Farewell my friend, and thank you for sharing the evolution of papes. I hope you find resolve in either decision, and I hope I meet you in the afterlife. I will be sure to ask for you.
Sounds like you are just a faggot
Why just kill yourself when you could put it to good use? Like saving some kitten/child/whatever in a house fire, stopping a shooter, or even doing some crazy shit you thought you could never do?
If you are not willing to do this in this life then you are most likely going to kill yourself like this in the next generation.
People who quote a post just to say "this" should really take note from OP here.
See you in round 2, mate. If it makes you fell any better, You're here forever. In you're next life, you WILL go here. And since 4chan has been around since 2003, you will probably be born in the future. So your only worry is location, and your families income. Cheers, anyway. Pic related
Sell everything you have and go fight ISIS
That sucks. But unless you're dying from terminal cancer, you can do a lot more with your life than existing in a way that makes you want to kill yourself. There are ways to change your present situation, but you're afraid to make them. I don't believe in God, but I do believe that existing is much better than the what my imagination can come up with of nonexistence. Besides, suicide is a selfish act. You're not going to make any noise, you're not going to be remembered beyond the pain you cause for others. So do it if you've decided it, and be done with it. Have a wallpaper, everyone else.
suicide sucks man, if you are still here to read this, don't do it mate. i have had so many friends and family commit suicide and it hurts bad. do you really think the love one you lost would want you to do this? the pain of life is huge i know but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, no matter if you can see it right now or not. Winston Churchill once said if you are going through hell, keep going. that's the best i can say for ya mate. good luck
Have fun on the other side anon
>protip: there is no "other side"
Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) narrated that the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever throws himself down from a mountain and kills himself will be in the Fire of Hell, throwing himself down therein for ever and ever. Whoever takes poison and kills himself, his poison will be in his hand and he will be sipping it in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever. Whoever kills himself with a piece of iron, that piece of iron will be in his hand and he will be stabbing himself in the stomach with it in the Fire of Hell, for ever and ever.” Narrated by al-Bukhaari, 5442; Muslim, 109.
I'm not the guy, but I have to say that I do understand what goes through the mind of such an idiot, because I was once also a depressive faggot with suicidal tendencies, and frankly, I believe OP kinda deserves the mockery. If someone is so pathetic that they can't lift themselves up and get a hold over their feelings, then they're not worth the time of others unless for maybe getting a good punch in the face so that they can start thinking straight again. I know it may sound harsh, but pandering the weak-willed won't help anything.
Tried to kill myself a couple times. Just don't enjoy life. But really, you could at least wait to see star wars?
I'd have put it in a softer manner but at the core, he's right OP. Getting knocked down a lot doesn't mean you have to start liking how the ground feels. None of us do. I lost three of the most important people in my life in the space of a month. Death is a teacher, not something to strive for.
If I "tried to kill myself", I'd not be able to
post because I'd be dead.
I always think that there are a million other things I'd do first, since considering suicide would give me total and complete freedom to try EVERYTHING else instead; I'd just drive as far south as I could, then start walking and see how long I could survive. That kind of freedom would be great.
The longer we live in this life the more people we will loose, dealing with loss is something we have to face. I recently lost a cousin to suicide and it destroyed my family, earlier the same year I lost a friend in a car accident. This year my uncle died the last living male on my fathers side of the family until my generation it feels weird knowing the family name rests with me and his two sons. There are a million ways to cope with loss killing yourself is certainly one of them but its a pretty shit one in my opinion. The way i've dealt with it is that these people who we've known and let into our lives become a part of who we are we carry on our backs the dead and to them we owe an obligation to live life fuller, better, every day until our last when someone else shoulders our legacy and continues onward.
if you cant do that, start drinking.
“Here's to alcohol, the rose colored glasses of life.”
― F. Scott Fitzgerald
“Ho! Ho! Ho! To the bottle I go
To heal my heart and drown my woe
Rain may fall, and wind may blow
And many miles be still to go
But under a tall tree will I lie
And let the clouds go sailing by”
Wherever you end up, OP, get your genitals licked on.
Many of us have been though the same thing OP. It might sound cliche but time does heal. I'm certain that my loved ones that I have lost would rather me live a long, happy life. Life is a gift, don't let it go. If they really loved you then they thought the same.
I have never lost a close person until 6 months ago I lost on of my best of friends on suicide. I understood that losing someone on suicide is the worst way to lose somebody. I know, and it's the fortunate way of life, that one day I will may see my parents die. I will do whatever it takes to keep them with me the longer and I will get sad when it will happen. But I will have peace. The friend that I lost confessed to me that he wants to kill himself and it makes me really miserable that I didn't do my best. I told him the shit that people say on this thread to make him feel good but it wasn't enough. I didn't even contacted a professional. I feel shit about it. I can face his family and I don't have the guts even to tell them that he confessed it to me. There is no fix for it now. It's not like I was sad at his funeral and a couple of days after, but I feel like what have happened stained my consciousness. I don't feel pure inside anymore. It's terrible.
I don't know if OP has done it after all and if he is set to do it he will. But if you ever have a light reason to believe that somebody close of yours is discontent with life, don't hesitate to do what you can. It's not hard. Talk to a professional.
hey, if you're still kicking, lemme say a few words.
you will hurt a lot of people. this will solve nothing.
but i won't try to stop you, or make you reconsider and further. it's your decision to make, and i'll leave that to you
what ever you end up doing, good luck with it man. i'm pulling for you.
life sucks, when my mom dies i'm out too.
good luck anon
all off you suicide fag are some weak ass pussys and attention whores, suck it up. dont you think every single human ever been on this ball of shit has had bad days
and if you really wanted to die why arent you. there is so many way to go out are you cowards? yes beacuse you want to take the easy way
fucking first world modern pussy problems
Please don't kill yourself, anon.There are so many cats and dogs to pet in the world.
No. Not at all. It's been more than a decade and I can't forget them. I urge you to reconsider and talk to someone, OP.
if u are still watching..
a remember of ur childhood innocence might will help you
Man, I don't get why people think you need to be suicidal to do shit like that. Last year I quit my job, bought a bicycle, and spent the summer riding across the US. I had never biked more than five miles before and it was the most incredible experience of my life. Talk with the homeless, hang out at the single bar in a one horse town, sleep in a baseball dugout or city park or ditch next to the road or wherever you end up that night. The world is so much bigger and more amazing than we think when we grind a 9-5 in the same town we grew up in.
If you're depressed where you're at just fucking leave. You won't spontaneously explode when you drive past your city limits. If you're gonna kill yourself you might as well try, right? What's the worst that could happen?
i feel you through these wallpapers man, catch you on other side man, godspeed
Hope you find the peace you are looking for friend.
haha wow what a stupid, uneducated opinion
Really though, I used to think like you, until I actually started getting suicidal urges. I knew it was fucking batshit as I thought it, but the feeling was still there. It wasn't even about pain or trauma, I just felt empty and fucking done with it all. Was on the brink of actually doing it for about a month until I came to my senses, but I could easily see how one could loose that fight, especially if some emotional trauma occurs while you're in that state.
>normal people trying to understand suicidal tendencies.
stop. just stop. when you get suicidal you dont see the all the options that you get when you think that you are free, because you are exactly the opposite, you are a prisioner of yourself and the only way to break free is if you break yourself.
If you think that you want to kill yourself but you find that options you mentioned, it just means you never reached the end of the pitt, where all that exists is just utter despair.
(im not op or the other dude.)
proves how removed you have always been from an actually suicidal mindset. i only get a glimpse some days and i haven't had more than a 6/10 day in 3 years. most days about a 3. you can't grasp what its like to come to a place where every day is a struggle with the most minor things and every time you move forward, you relapse and sometimes even regress further than before. to have that go on for so long that you don't even remember what you were like before, that this imposter has actually become you and stolen your identity. to know in the back of your mind that if you are being 100% honest and thinking logically, this well carry on for several more years, even if it starts getting better tomorrow. that even if you survive the years and come out yourself again, you will have wasted your youth and many years of your loved one's lives, all those that actually stick around, anyways. when it gets sobad that it manifests itself as physical sickness that you are never more than 36 hours removed from, that sickness then stops you from holding down traditional jobs for more than 3 months at a time, despite you outworking all your coworkers because the only wayto deal with the anxiety is to drown it with concentrating on work, even while others are rightfully taking it easy or going on a short break. that is my life for the last 3 years. i wont even pretend to know what its really like.
don't act like you can even begin to put yourself in the shoes of the mentally "ill" just because you had a bad week at work. mental illness = physical illness, there is no difference. if you hold this opinion of the mentally ill, you must apply it to those with disease and injury, if you wouln't say these things to somebody with cancer or who has been maimed/injured, you are really just being illogical and an edgy faggot.
I had cancer. It sucks. It was the worst sitting in a room full of older people, dying. I pulled my shit together, wrote 2 books, designed and built furniture, and created some of the strongest relationships because of it. I thought about not going to chemotherapy. Not going through the bullshit and the suffering. But I knew that someone, somewhere, needed me.
If you're gone, you're going to miss a lot of incredible things and people.
If you're still here, then give yourself to something bigger than who you are.
This pape is sadder than it at first seems.
There's an astronaut, all alone, with a guitar. He'll play that guitar, sure. But there's no sound in space.
You're right anon, but your scope is limited. There are far more possible worlds to experience than Earth. The great likelihood is that you won't see Earth again for a long long time, millions of years, billions, or until the next cycle in the universe even.
Tell me all about it on the other side, Good night ya bastard. May you rest with the best intentions.
Wish we could've at least known your name.
Rest in peace, anon.
Whatever you do, DON'T shoot yourself in the head.
My old roommate was a nurse. They got "headburster" at least once a week. They take hours to die. The hospital can sometimes keep you alive for a week.
Don't use drugs either. To iffy.
If you are going to kill yourself (you shouldn't), then you should build an "exit bag." Its a trashbag pumped full of inert gasses that will flush the carbon dioxide from your lungs.
The sequence is:
Loss of consciousness
Before you waste yourself, you should try LSD. You should also try running yourself nearly to death daily. Both of these activities can alleviate certain suicidal tendencies.
World is overpopulated. Not enough resources to sustain current human lifestyle. ETA for crumbling of civilization 15-25 years. Life is meaningless. Potential goes wasted everyday. This world is selfish and mean. Death, violence, more death. Were all islands. Its a shitty movie, if you want to get up and walk out before the film is done, by all means.
Everybody tries to beautify life and death and try to give them both some sort of meaning as if they were important in some way, as if anything in this cosmos is of any significance in anyway when in reality it isn't. Things just are and then they are not or they are not and then they are.
Life is utter nonsense and garbage, but I did like that it produced Dr. Seuss.
"Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done! There are points to be scored. There are games to be won. And the magical things you can do with that ball will make you the winng-est winner of all. Fame! You'll be famous as famous can be, with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.
Except when they don't.
Because, sometimes, they won't.
I'm afraid that some times you'll play lonely games too.
Games you can't win
'cause you'll play against you.
All alone! Whether you like it or not, alone will be something you'll be quite a lot. And when you're alone, there's a very good chance you'll meet things that scare you right out of your pants. There are some, down the road between hither and yon, that can scare you so much you won't want to go on. But on you will go though the weather be foul. On you will go though your enemies prowl. On you will go though the Hakken-Kraks howl. Onward up many a frightening creek, though your arms may get sore and your sneakers may leak. On and on you will hike. And I know you'll hike far and face up to your problems whatever they are. You'll get mixed up, of course, as you already know. You'll get mixed up with many strange birds as you go. So be sure when you step. Step with care and great tact and remember that Life's a Great Balancing Act. Just never forget to be dexterous and deft. And never mix up your right foot with your left. And will you succeed? Yes! You will, indeed! (98 and 3/4 percent guaranteed.)"
All killing yourself will do is bring more pain. It won't bring anyone back and it won't solve anything. It crush anyone who cares about.
I know. My good friend committed suicide almost 4 years ago now. It does nothing but bring more pain.
This cycle of of suffering can end with you, if you're strong enough and willing to endure the darkness. I promise you it will end. There is light and it will be truly great when you get there.
Enduring all of it will be worth it in the end.
I wish you the best in your new journey. we will all join you someday.
Heart will die, my soul will fly And I will live forever
dont be a cunt. i'm depressed and knowing other people can escape does not help motivate me to try and make things better. do it for me and all the other pricks who need to feel less alone. keep going together.
the fact that something is improbable does not make it in some way inherently worthwhile or require the being it happened to to enjoy it.
people selfishly decide they have the right to create a sentient creature and then have the audacity to tell them they shouldn't end themselves. its fucked up when you think about it. if someone wants to die, the least you could do is have the decency to let them.
Hope you can find the meaning of everything and this timeless post foes show that if you read this, it doesn't matter if it didn't work. Try again, and harder. Live, forever. Cheers.
O.P. this post doesn't matter much, I have heard this shit a lot. Take this from someone who's been there. From my experience most people are too cowardly to face life, and the suicidal are too afraid to face their death. If you are truly suffering enough to end your life you have my sympathy, do not start if afraid, do not be afraid once you start.