>steam name is jokingly suicidal
>guy on my friend's list asks me if I am
>spew some random absurdist / nihilistic shit at him
>says he agrees, and that he tried to kill himself last night
JESUS CHRIST THE FUCK DO I SAY TO THAT
>LMAO I WAS JUST PRETENDING TO BE SUICIDAL
I joked about suicide a lot. But then the feeling became more real as time passed.
Then on my birthday I had a talk with my mother whom I don't see that often and I can't bring myself to even joke about it anymore. I love my mom.
suicide isn't a joke anon, please take care of yourself. People love you.
we always look at suicide from the outside, oh jump off a roof with your head superglued to your hands, why kill yourself you can do anything you want now etc
but i bought a gun recently for home security (yeah i know) and i realized suicide happens very quickly. i almost shot myself on new years cause a girl rejected me. sounds stupid right? yeah wel perspective is a crazy thing. people die all the time very quickly for no good reason, to include suicide. confide in friends and family, they care about you