>play video games from age of 9
>play between 5-11 hours each day
>get experience in all genres
>tfw u still suck at competetive play in anything
>tfw in your language "you were playing your whole life" sounds the same as "you were losing your whole life"
>dad says this to me every day
there are people who make money on gaming and Im a scrublord in anything I try. Anybody else knows this feel?
I feel the same way every time I watch the Olympics. Or drive through upper class neighborhoods. Or see people driving nice cars. Or hear stories about how many women a friend sleeps with. Or seeing the art that makes it into museums. Or listening to music.
I'm starting to think that the majority being worse than the best is just part of life.
>have shit reaction time
>suck at pretty much any video game
>they're still my hobby because I grew up playing them
>don't really have any other hobbies
It's a soul-crushing feeling.
He's the best stock photo model in the world.
>pick up lots of different hobbies throughout the years
>became semi decent at all of them but never really interested me
>just spent time jerking off and playing video games instead
>now a Jack of all trades but master of none
life is pain
Wow look at me right there. Because of these horrible choices I'm actually trying to get an entry level job at a bank.
What are your skills anon? I'm a subpar artist, animator, composer, singer, sound designer, sound engineer and java programmer.
gaming is a hobby to me. without it i have no idea what i would do with my life, i would literally just get really fucking drunk every day and just pay whores all the time when i was bored and horny.
games are fucking awesome.
>be a simple farmer boi
>parents split up
>mum finds herself a modern engineer
>sets me up with a good rig
>TIME TO VIDYA YOU LIL SHITTER
Played more than 700 hours of mw2 during high school, those skills still carry me today.
It sucks, huh?
Worst part is, those people who form the pinnacle of humanity like your examples feel passion and desire towards their respective productive activities, the same desire us chucklefucks have to be gratified by vidya. What went wrong for us shitters to direct our efforts toward wasting time?