So, Here it goes. I've been unemployed for 2 months now.

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So, Here it goes.

I've been unemployed for 2 months now. No luck finding a job. I have no money.

I really want to get high and stuff, and have money. But I have had no luck finding a job.

Anyways, I was thinking about doing sexual stuff for money.

Idealistically fucking chicks for cash would be, Ideal.

But the chances of a woman actually wanting to pay for dick is pretty slim.

so I think to myself, I could whore myself out to fat chicks for some quick cash on the side. But still, No female regardless of size wants to pay for dick.

so I started thinking, what if I do some gay shit?

Now, Gay shit for weed is pretty low. Almost the lowest I can think of. But I really really hate being broke and having no money for anything, and Jobs around here this time of year are scares.

So yeah, I Was thinking pretty much, Jerking off for money.

Like, I dont want to do anything gay at all but I figure whats the harm if someones just watching me jerk off?

I dunno. Then It got gayer and I thought, I could probably jerk off a guy for money. Yeah, its just touching a dick, Its not like I'd be putting it in my mouth or ass or anything gay like that, while still being pretty gay though....

so basically, I'm trying to rationalize being gay for money just to get high and buy stuff and I am scared I will traumatize myself and if I go through with it how will I cope with having jerked off older men?

I dunno. This is where my mind goes sometimes.

So really, Does anybody have experience with this type of thing? Has anybody thought about doing stuff like this and gone through with it?

Let me know what you think..


And don't just call me a faggot or a loser or something like cause I already know I'm at the bottom of the ladder even thinking shit like this