>>23207953 I enjoy obsessively watching rekt vids and looking at porn, but not in a sexual way. I don't really think I'm a psychopath because I care too much about the few things I love (most are dogs and cats,) but I have to admit that my fascination with death sometimes makes me wonder if I'm normal. I'm not trying to be an edgelord or anything. I've never told anyone about all this irl. Just here among my sicko brethren.
Been fucking my coworker and I can't get him off my mind. I'm always over analyzing every move he makes as well.. He's ten years older than me and it's just so fun to make him blush when we're at work and he giggles about what we do behind closed doors..
>>23208052 Humans are naturally morbidly curious. You've been socialized into believing that death is something vile and wrong to view...but in reality...it's really not. >>23208155 That sounds pretty shitty, pal. I'll smoke you a few kippers if you come back tomorrow.
I feel so fucking insecure about myself. I have no self esteem. I'm lonely as fuck yet I don't seem to be making any steps to fix that or anything. God fucking damn. Im not fat, I'm not ugly, I'm college educated, articulate, have a nice car, earn a decent income and yet I'm empty.
Additionally, all my dreams recently involve me being rejected/laughed at/made fun of/etc. by females I approach.
Mum died 4 months ago from cancer. No friends for 5 years. So lonely. I don't even have 4chan or silly YouTube videos or Skype anymore since I overdosed and they put me in this supported housing place with no WiFi, surrounded by chavs. Took LSD two days ago and just cried.
I faked an accent for a year and now I met a guy I love so much I can't tell him the truth so I won't get my happy ever after. Did so because suddenly people liked me and before that everyone always hated me.
i actually don't have any interest in any other board, i only started going on /soc/ everyone once in a while because a guy i have a crush on mentioned he goes on here looking for attention, and hoping that one day he'll be dumb enough to post nudes somewhere. he hasn't yet, but as it turns out a DIFFERENT guy i have a crush on posts his nudes here quite often.
i don't know if it's just wishful thinking, but it really seems like he's unhappy with his wife and job and just wants to show off his naked body for guys
I don't want to get rid of my dog. ): I don't want to. I work full time and I feel like its my fault, like because I work full time I'm never going to be able to make her happy, because of my shortcomings she's having behavioral problems and without her I'm too anxious to function. It's a vicious cycle. I need her, I need money to have her, I need a job to make money, all the time I'm gone is killing her, getting rid of her would kill me. I'm a piece of shit. I'm the fucking worst.
I've been overweight since around nine years old and now that I actually feel like living and have been losing the weight, I'm becoming more and more depressed at the fact my body is never going to look even somewhat okay. All I care about is finding someone I enjoy being with and spending my life with them, but I feel like I'm not going to be able to do that. People always suggest surgery, but it's not like everyone has thirty to fifty thousand dollars lying around.
>>23209672 Yeah we leave the radio on, we've tried leaving her in and out of the crate with and without her cat siblings... Shes rebellious I guess, yesterday she ate wallpaper and she ate a couple tiles from the kitchen floor too...
I got with a girl, we said we loved each other, and then we went off and on for many months, never in a full relationship and both became far too attached. She always needed someone and I was always there for her, whenever she wasnt depressed over her last relationship she came back to me and attempted a relationship but she was never ready and it never worked. The final time we attempted it was going fine, until her ex decided to go back to her and she left me for the final time and Ive been terrible since and for the first time in my life ive actually had realistic thoughts about suicide and drug use
this week, we caught up for the first time in one or two months, and she told me that every so often when she sees me she'll get mixed emotions for me and still have feelings and misses the memories we shared, despite having and loving her boyfriend who has already broken her heart mutiple times
I have my final exams in a few months, really been slacking this last month in terms of study etc. Gotta score good in the exams to get into a good college course, only problem is I have no idea what I want to do after school.
My friends constantly flake on me. I have flaked once or twice, but I was ill. Every time we try to get together, even for lunch, they never reply back and I'm left all alone. I'll be at the restaurant and they'll flake.
They're my best friends, and I love them to death, but they never seem to want to hang out with me? I get that people are busy, but they'll complain online about being bored or lonely. I'll offer to bring them pizza and stuff, and I will never hear back.
They're always there for me, just never physically.
dear girl all my life ive been looking for a really cool gf. i couldnt believe my luck on how much stuff we had in common. not to mention how sexy you are. its a shame what happened, i thought we would be very good together but hey what do i know. i think what happened was a little overdramatic and we werent being open enough.
one of the best parts was that i was more or less able to be unrestrained with you even though we never really opened up sexually with each other. it was great just to be able to say any stupid shit to you and you didnt care.
i just miss you alot and would like to work it out with you. at any point if you want to talk or try again. im willing to and dont hold any hard feelings about it.
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