a few reasons tonight, but I think a big one is missing my mother. she passed away almost a year ago and today just seems like one of those tough days. they come randomly. I've just spent most of the day crying over it. can't stop won't stop
I'm sure after I sleep I'll feel a lot better but there's just a big pit in my stomach
I'm sorry to hear that. :(
Losing a parent must be tough, I once had a classmate who lost her mother to cancer. She was a lovely girl but after that incident she wasn't quite the same. I hope you feel better soon anon, I'd cuddle you if I were there to make you feel better.
yeah, my mom had cancer too. I guess a big part that really makes me freak out is that I just watched her dying, for days. and I'll never forget the sounds she made trying to breathe, and how she looked, and everything like that. it's just burned into my mind photographically and it's really hard. she donated her eyes and I always have a recurring dream that she's there and has no eyes and it's really scary and weird.
I know not everybody has a good relationship with their mother but mine was the fucking tops. I don't think I'll ever remember what it's like to feel pride ever again. I spend so much time up at night just hoping I won't forget her voice. I have no recording or anything, no home videos, phone messages, absolutely nothing
my glasses do that too. it's annoying.
sorry for flipped photo
I will probably let my father drive and attend the San Diego Maritime Museum (1.5 hr drive) by himself because it sounds boring as fuck, and he never really made any work friends before retiring.
>Don't worry about it.
I'm just memeing man, don't really mind it much but it would be cool to have one.