>>23164023 I haven't slept for the past two nights and when I laid down for a nap earlier I slept through my alarms and my friends left me. Nobody wants to hang out and/or has plans and I'm sitting here starving and crying because I haven't been out of the house in a week and a half and I'm getting super bad Cabin Fever but my social anxiety's so bad I can't bring myself to dress up and go out alone. I got attacked while getting out of my car last week and I can't bring myself to go out alone at night. I can't get meds for my anxiety and depression either. My parents won't help, and all I can do is get on the computer and vent or get fucked up. They won't take what I say seriously two suicide attempts later, but I know they're trying their best with what they have.
On the other hand my boyfriend isn't helping either. We just started dating and he's in college and working full time so I give him his weekdays to himself, but everytime I try and talk to him during the week he's so short with me. He's always hanging out with his fucking stoner loser friend. Even when he and I hang out on the weekend, most of the time his stoner friend is there and we have NO alone time.
>>23164062 Wow. I'm sorry for your situation and my late reply (going through some dumb shit atm). I don't know what you need at the moment in a time like this. I don't really have much advice, but if you want to talk more we can.
>>23164479 Well that's such a broad term for what is actually going to happen. I somewhat agree with you in the sense of taking control of your life. At the moment all I can say is I'm surprised you haven't gotten any alone time with your boyfriend.
>>23164490 I'm sorry, I'll be more specific: I need to man up and face my fears. Like, last weekend we got one hour alone. He's so sweet and caring while we're together, he takes great care of me. It's just he's so busy and I try to be understanding and give him his space but I sort of really need someone rn and I don't wanna push buttons, ya know?
it was alright. got in the most terrifying dog though. he's the first one that I'm actually afraid to even walk by his kennel. largest, most aggressive Rottweiler I've ever seen. and another dog tried taking a chunk out of my arm, but was able to get him off pretty quick. pretty concerned since his behavior seems to improve one day, then degrade the next
on the bright side though, two dogs got adopted. one was in the shelter for quite a while too
tfw no gf tfw no friends or anyone to talk to tfw no money or connections to buy drugs so can't even look forward to an escape can't even buy a gun to pull an Elliot Rodger. just stuck here with all my thoughts and tendencies someone kill me pls. nobody deserves this
>>23164541 You can at least talk here. You should try writing down things. Even if what you think you will write down sounds stupid it is always good to get your thoughts on paper. Even if nothing comes of it the first day it can always progress into a good thing.
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