Help me /soc/
>married with two kids
>rocky relationship with wife
>game with other chick I'm mutual friends with via my cousin
>start falling for her
>won't cheat but I'm losing interest in my wife
>don't want to abandon kids
>other girl is everything perfect
>she also has bf
How can I tell myself to forget about it /soc/?
Should I just keep going on as if everything is as is?