You may only post ITT if you're fucking worthless and everyone hates you
Born to walk alone
>can always use people
Luckily I managed to get a gf but it's extremely mediocre relationship. I have tried finding another girl to date for 2 years without a single meetup. I can't become close friends with any of my coworkers, this cool guy became friends with a new hire that was under 21 before me. No one from high school talks to me anymore, my family only wants me around when they need help.
tried to kill self several times.
my worth has negative values.
you sound a lot like me, except i never had a gf. i would never try and to get a new gf if i ever had one either.
but the work and family stuff sounds exactly like me
your worth can't have negative values
As long as I have a girlfriend I don't mind my life really. I think most of my problems would get solved if I became more fit so I don't complain since my poor looks was due to my poor choices.
I don't think I'm hated that much.
But yeah, I've had some pretty low points in my life.
If this is genuinely you and not the troll than I'm sorry but you need to stop the pity party.
You're worth something, just because you tried to commit suicide doesn't eradicate that value.
Believe it or not people do think about you and they'll be sad when you're gone.
You're pretty average in the looks department, and trust me from experience losing weight has more benefits than just aesthetics, one being you can walk up the stairs without breaking a sweat.
>TL;DR Try to be happy with who you're and don't rely on others to bring you joy.
Not that I'm aware of, though I've never actually been to see anyone.
I'd rather not have it documented that I do have something wrong with me... if there is something wrong with me. :l
These are just observations and what can then be inferred:
You're lonely, you seek far closer relationships with people than you currently have
If you do have many current friendships, they're not with people who you can talk to about any meaningful life issues with
You make an attempt to be friendly with everyone, even if you're mostly sure that you don't like them as a person
You worry about how each and every one of your actions may be interpreted
You don't talk to your parents about mental health issues
You derive genuine pleasure from helping others
Pretty accurate, well done.
Kinda scary to think that you can derive that much info from what I've posted, oh well. It's the internet, who cares. :3
>Have a pepe, on the house.
>tfw summerized how I feel
I don't worry about my actions like I used to though
I used to think this way, and I thought it was a noble way of thinking
Hear me out:
No matter how great you think you are, you must agree that you will eventually have a diminished ability to help others if helping others causes you suffering. It might take a week, it may take a month, but it will happen.
The only way to maintain a state of helpfulness towards others is to be in a state of true happiness as a result of your helpfulness.
If you suffer and make others happy, you will eventually not be able to make them as happy as another person.
At that point, you've failed to make the other person as happy as you possibly can, and the best thing to do for them is to allow them to be around other people.
Do what makes you happy (or less sad), and you will be able to make other people happy until you die.
If you continue to do things that drain you, you will eventually drain those around you.
If I feel short-term sadness I immediately do exercise whilst playing energetic punk music
That normally distracts me enough to ease my immediate sadness
Long-term depression is something else, and I feel it requires a mindset change. I believe that I escaped it by creating a life goal. My life goal is to be better than every single person I meet. It is an unattainable and perhaps dis-admirable goal, but it definitely gives me drive to push myself each day.
This sadly is the date of many people. Many more than you may think.
And to the OP, change your attitude. Of you did what every day girl does, make up for ugliness with personality, you would find life can flourish and change for the good as fast as it can change for the bad.
goes to show your life is never as shit as you think I suppose
You are turning into Brandon 2.0.
I see you posting both here and /r9k/ constantly about what a sad sack you are.
People only dislike you because all you do is complain and be all depressing even when some have said you were cute in the past.
Oh my god stop being so god damn depressing.
We had a little sad moment, it's dead and gone now.
Smile, you little bitch. :)
That's because /soc/ is too nice. 5s and 6s are given, about half the time, instead of 4s and 5s. Only believe you are good looking if 7 is the lowest common score you get
What's up friend?
Fellow permaKHV here.
Also, OP, has anyone ever told you that you look like this man?
I most definitely am worthless. Nitbthat i believe anyone else has aby worth, but they at least have subjective worty in the eyes of others. I don't even habe that.
Not even in my own eyes.
My life is devoid of any kind of passion or happiness. There is nothing in this world I have any love for.
Women all hate me for being a socially inept lose with a meek, timid personality. They view me as the lowest of the low. They desire attractive, socially prominent Chads. They spit on lowly, average to below average guys who can't talk to women.
add me you fucking fags, I got sick cat pics - pernphon
i've seen so many threads where everyone says they think you're attractive man. you have subjective worth. i understand you feel bad for being a kv (as i am as too) but you at least have a chance. i was fucked from jump street and will die this way
i've literally been spit on, btw.
Nobody thinks I'm attractive. Not a single woman would like to be within a 10 mile radius of me.
I have no chance of ever being with a woman. I was destined to be alone for the entirety of my life.
But lately, I'm starting to care less about the fact that women perceive me to be utter garbage, and more about the fact that I have passion for nothing. There is nothing I do that I could say I have a bona fide love for.
>tfw the only person ITT who isn't a full blown normalfag
We shall form The Knights of Rodge