Ummmmm this is mega lame but I heard someone was looking for me and my curiosity is piqued. I hope you're still here.
This thread can be a "finding people you've lost touch with" general since the odds of it actually fulfilling its purpose are so low
Universe says you guys must be right.
I have 3 pairs of glasses, all of them chosen because they were the narrowest in their entire product lines. "Kids glasses" fit me better but are ugly as hell
Just because I'm cute?
That's the game. Aphrodite had the allure of a thousand virgins, but she'd taken infinite cock.
You're a very unmotivated suicide bomber.
OK I did it. Left them a little long on purpose so my bestie who is going to cosmetology school can put the finishing touches on.
Also, just by chance, different glasses.
Positive change? Now I'm gonna go tidy up.
It's true. Only virgins and inexperienced guys dream of having a virgin girlfriend.
I like the style of the OP better, but that's just me. With the style you are using right now you remind me of my ex's mom too, but without the glasses. Weird.
Tbh, I've kind of lost interest. Sorry for wasting your time. I didn't expect you to look so dried up already, and I thought the guy was lying about you having kids.
I guess the wine/milk analogy is pretty accurate. God damn.
Maybe I'm here lurking a thread I find amusing, perhaps slightly teasing
It's nice to know you're still around. I understand that you've had some troubles with things.. Despite all the drama and shit that you were involved with, you should remember that you've done a lot of good by helping people who feel a bit lost in life. I really hope you don't regret your time at /div/ as you have helped guide many, incuding myself. You've done a lot of good. Using your time to point people in the right direction was incredibly honorable of you.
Anyways, how are you doing?
Thanks for the kind words. As a matter of fact, /div/ was the source of one of my two joys in 2015. I never cared as much about the readings; I wanted it to be a place of learning, and I was proud to have promoted the learning, even moreso to have produced such great students personally; all three are great scryers.
It's funny, but I actually decided to try to help others after seeing I was screwed for the year myself (Hijinks scried my romantic prospects as "nudes, nudes, nudes, nudes, and more nudes"), and I had hoped it would help out my search somehow. Maybe it has, maybe it hasn't, but I figured my energy would be better spent working directly. I wanted to handle the search myself, but I might take my acquaintance's suggestion of a Mercury Working and just hope it doesn't bite me in the ass.
If I can get that out of the way, then I can start doing some really interesting things I'd like to do. Somewhere far away from here, I think.
He says "Hey" too :)
I do actually, why do you ask?
Already done, friend
My initial description of this as "mega lame" proved true.
>long and personal story
>not just some girl I jerked off to
>oh wait nvm you look old
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT
(one of my pet peeves is often being mistaken for a teenager, so I'm more focused on why you suck so much than the insult)
Not the person you're looking for, but I think it's a funny coincidence that I stumbled upon this thread. Your partner responded to my story on a /soc/ love stories thread. Apparently you knew my now-boyfriend (Thumper). I remember you from back in the day, too! Hope life is treating you well!
The first one much honor has won by means of reading quite accurately. Though inexperience may have gotten in the way, my brilliant student impressed on more than one day. It takes a true gift to see right past all veils that stand in between. Misty waxed my eyes when I first surmised that a great thing had I done to have taught such a gifted one.
My second I knew through a desperate boon I requested one day. "Work is being done against you," I was told, to my dismay, and I sought one who might help in some way. In return for helping me contextualize the work that threatened my life, I, of course, taught that good healer to scry. But this one is quite rarely seen as a result of being quite busy.
The third I found when sorrow did abound, and I laughter sought from the world. A poem I unfurled, then two and three; I knew this one gifted, so I drew this one to me. "Come into this rabbit hole, good Z...zealous seeker of light; I shall show you how to see with true sight. In spite if it all, you'll into a hole fall, but oh, how you shall thank me after you've learned to see!"
i'm kinda looking for a place or book or whatever to read into scrying/foretelling or something along those lines.
i keep having weird moments, sort of déjà vus. where i find myself in situations which i swear i've been in before in a dream. it's just short moments and every few months. but it's kinda freaky, because i've been in that exact same situation in a dream before. it kinda stuns me and weirds me out. last time was a few weeks ago at work. me and my colleagues were on the way back to our cars after work and i just kinda walked alongside them. and then it hit me again, just with one step i found myself in a situation which i had dreamed of before.
fuck, it's hard to describe it. but what i'm trying to say is that i am sometimes in places, situations, conversations which i've experienced before in a dream.
Babby's first occultism? I know what you're talking about, don't fear
General occult, short cheesy version:
Long, mind-raping version:
>http://www.principiadiscordia.com/downloads/04 Prometheus Rising.pdf
that's a lot to read. thank you, i will look into that.
>Babby's first occultism?
i don't really know what it is. and i'm not really sure if i want to go too deep into it but my interest is definitely triggered.
talked to my mom about it. and apparently her cousin had the same but to a frightening and bothering degree, till she got pregnant. same goes for the grandmother of my mom who supposedly dreamed of peoples death shortly before they died, multiple times and she supposedly could read in hands.
and i am the most sceptical fuck to this kind of stuff out there. but this déjà vu stuff i'm experiencing from time to time is pretty fucking real.
Psychonaut Field Manual is watered-down Chaos Magic, and using that as a basis is bound the stunt the student. It's entertaining and a fun read, but I cannot recommend it for any except the most uncommitted of dilettantes, or someone who just wants an entertaining quick read.
Prometheus Rising is a good intro to the occult (pic related). The Rowe article, if I remember correctly, primarily discusses astral scrying, which is somewhat similar to what I practice. It's convenient, and I prefer it to using a mirror, but it's hard to know if what you're seeing is legitimate or your own imagination until you have practiced enough with people who can confirm. It's an excellent article for what it is, though, and the presence of visions already makes this a natural choice.
The standard scrying text is Frater Achad's Crystal Vision Through Crystal Gazing:
Of course, you can just study trance and induce visions like I do. There's no real definitive text for that, but I learned by studying basic seiđr. There are many text available on that now, most of which I haven't read, but the only good text available when I got started was TrancePortation by Paxson. Full seiđr is complete mindrape, so I wouldn't suggest it, but trance can be helpful. In addition to Paxson, you can read some self-hynosis manuals. Surgo of /omg/ on /x/ knows a good deal about that, so he might advise better. The Mega on /omg/ isn't a bad idea in general. I won't link it, as it occasionally gets you banned if you do, but it's not hard to find on the catalog over there.
Would you be willing to record yourself talking about this experience? I would like to listen to your voice. If you are shy, I can give you an email where you can send it.
>Would you be willing to record yourself talking about this experience?
i broke my headsert in a drunken rage between christmas and nye.......have to get a new one before i can do anything voice related.
also saved, link and picture as well as /omg/ on /x/
good thing i don't have anything to read at the moment, that's a lot.
>drunken rage between christmas and nye
I had one around that time as well but, luckily, no destruction thereby befell.
It's lonely, right? That time of the year, and that time of night.
If you should come to lead your voice to me find, do keep my email address in mind: