Why am I like this? Also Chaika on the front page.
>>4071821
I'll never redeem myself, and I can't even act like a victim either since this was all my fault.
Please forgive me. I know you say you don't hate me but that clearly isn't true.
I want you back so badly, and my pathetic attempts aren't even helping. If you truly loved you'd be able to forgive me, right?
But again, I really don't deserve someone like you. I'm not good enough.
This feeling is the worst. I have no right to be mad or sad about this, but I can't stop feeling that way.
How do I even convince myself this?
And I'm sorry I was never useful to you, and the fact you came back for a week was definitely an insult to your dignity.
*puts it in chaika*
Is the only solution at this point to kill myself? I don't have anything to use to end it besides pills and a knife, which both seem painful.
I have no reason to kill myself since i'm just overreacting. I've never valued a person so much before though.
This has been extremely frustrating.
I have no motivation left because i'm weak and dependent.
I still love you, but you absolutely can't come back to me, even if it's out of pity.
>>4071821
chaikstache
>>4071844
>44
So I suppose dubs confirms my post. Thanks, /s4s/.
I want a fortune please.
Your fortune: Godly Luck
>>4071847
Godly luck? Does this mean something "godly" will happen to me?
Even after all i've done something good may happen for once. Thank you. I almost wanna cry.
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>>4071844
Don't give up! Keep trying! Life, gets better! Believe in yourself! You, I believe in! Can do it!
>>4072318
Thank you Chaika Reincarnate.
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Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>4072622
DOUBLES!
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>>4072664
Mustaches! So many! Kansha!
Anyone oldfag enough to remember the CP with moustaches?
>>4071821
chaika is hot as fuck.