nah, I realized early on that it wasn't the rest of the school's fault I was so introverted and shy. Anywhere I would have gone would have been the same story and it certainly wasn't anyone's fault at my school
>>26468706 Not him, but I had the same fantasies of saving everyone. It'd end with me getting hospitalised and getting to wake up after surgery to a bunch of flowers, cards, balloons, etc., and many smiling faces.
>Wanting to save the people who made you so miserable.
You're literally betraying yourself. Really think you'd be a hero? Nah, Chad would mouth off about how he was "just about to do something" before you jumped in, girls would talk about how brave he is and you'd be forgotten. You'd take a bullet to save lives and Chad, who'd push your wound to stop it bleeding, keeping you alive and prolonging your suffering would emerge the "hero" of the story.
We never get to be the good guys, we're never appreciated. That's why they treated us badly, and it's why they'd never see the good in us, and it's why we are here.
We're either invisible, blank background characters, or we're the villains doing the bad shit. We don't get to be good guys.
KEK. I hope it really happens and your fanstasy is shut down when the shooter plugs you first. Basically ruining a robot's or a hurt persons day of revenge for your fucking wannabe normie fantasy. Disgusting.
>>26469029 Damn. Self sacrifice moment and a badass moment. I usually just thought of jumping in, wrestling with him over his gun, getting shot in the stomach or something, but causing him to drop his gun for long enough to allow the class to take him down.
this scenario could actually be a test to determine whos a robot that actually is a good guy, and whos a robot that actually is an asshole. this scenario is literally what devides robots into 2 factions.
>>26468677 >are you guys not telling the truth bc the fbi or what? It's well known that they monitor these threads and this site as a whole. Why do you think there is so much shitposting/memeing/proxying going on? Sometimes I wonder what a truly anonymous version of 4chan would look like.
>>26469554 You're a "good guy" for wanting to be a white knight and literally take a bullet to protect the stacies who mock and reject you and the chads who shit all over you and consider you less than human? You've really bought in and want to be a normie so bad, don't you anon? Kinda sad.
look i was not an ugly edgelord who played world of warcraft, listened to pagan metal and watched gore vids. you deserved to be bullied for being an idiot. you just had bad luck not turning out chad or normie, then you could get away with being a scumbag.
its my fault im a shut in loser (and society's fault), not normies fault. i'm good looking, inteligent, make an impression on people, have the potential to be extraversive, posess empathy, etc.
unlike you, who stalked poor qts and got rejected 100 times, i dindt even really try. you wanted to be normie and you failed, because you just lack what it takes and youre an asshole. people like me are the true robots. they could make it, but dont want for some reason and they are just overall good guys.
basically normies are divided in scumbags and good guys too. i always stand with the good guys, if robot or not.
>>26469747 It's not like they can't do more than one thing at a time, they're an entire agency. True they probably just leave monitoring this place to the interns and newbs, the 40 something senior agents wouldn't know what the fuck is going on.
>>26468559 No, I only thought of killing a bully. Like I honestly contemplated the idea. Looking back I'm a little astonished of what I was probably capable of, I"m so glad i grew out of that stage, teenage years can be so rough. I"m so fucking glad i was able to withstand that roller coaster ride.
Never liked the way those two pussies executed their revenge. Dick move to kill unarmed kids who had no problems with you. The fucks that picked on them, sure, fuck them, they deserve to be shot (they had it coming honestly), but not some random kids just attending shitty high school because they have to. They could have just gone after the ones they hated, but no, they had to be attention whores about it and get everyone involved because they were entitled white kids.
>>26473488 I'm inclined to believe that those folks on the forums are just losers who don't like the fact that the book shattered their perception of them. The book is pretty reliable as far as I know.
>be working at pizza place with buddy one night >we close at 10 >9:15pm a whole party comes in >we're out of blank Pizza and literally have to make more just for these fucks >ask co-worker "If I went in there and just started killing people, how many do you think I could kill before someone could stop me?" >he replies "I don't think they could stop you since I'd be in there with you."
>>26473559 I've never read it, but it seems that it dismisses some of interviews self confessed bullies did right after the shooting, where it made it clear they always made fun of them because they were "faggots"
DESU I used to feel like the Columbine shooters sometimes when I was a teen. I wasn't bullied and I heard they weren't bullied either. But what I hated was the clear materialism and asshole culture of the time. I was in high school in the mid-late 00s. Class of 07 for reference. I was an outsider by choice.
But I looked by at my year book a few months ago and finally paid attention to the shit people put in there and by hobbies most of these assholes had "shopping".
>>26468596 jesus christ you're a pathetic piece of shit. stop being so apologetic about society. you realized early on you have a defeatist attitude and gave up on the possibility of your potential for change is more like it
>>26468559 Yes but, here's the problem with mass murder: It's suicide.
In time you may learn that you can never relate to others, you cannot change, and you will either learn to love it or just become a pathetic shit.
I learned to enjoy my isolation and appreciate my solitude so I always have hope that the next year will bring more fun and interesting experiences, even if I'm alone. It helps to be introverted. If I kill myself, even in a wonderous blaze of glory I will lose all of that. I would void whatever future lay ahead of me. I refuse to do that.
If however, you are an extrovert and essentially a failed normie and self hating robot......you should probably just kill yourself. And yes, you should commit mass murder; if others are causing you grief there's no reason why they should go on while you perish. If you don't at least try you're not only a failed normie, you're a coward. The sort of person that even in death, feared persecution and disdain from others. Pathetic.
Basically I've still got a lot to lose, but if I didn't yeah I probably would and if you don't you definitely should. Slitting your wrists is a bitch move, and pills are for fags.
>>26468559 >during lunch >get up on stage with PKP >aim slowly while people stare and whisper >lob 7.62's at the whole crowd > easily rack up 50 points in kills >30 points in wounds >columbine only got 33
My self-esteem has always been too low for even that. I mean, who am I to kill other people because I'm miserable? Who do I think I am, fucking Dylan Klebold? Fuck right off, you're nobody. Just go home and cry in your room.
I went to school before Columbine in the early to mid 90s. The only violence I was thinking about was gang violence. Since there were few blacks or Latinos at my school at the time, I didn't think about happening at school.
I almost went through with it, I had my uncles shotgun with three pistols on me, six bike locks, and some napalm molotovs. I was gonna lock the exits from one side of the school while coming down from the other side shooting and throwing napalm cocktails into classrooms, I figured I'd burn the school down with me and take as much people as possible out.
I didn't go through with it because a week before my retribution (there was suppose to be a rally or some shit in the gym so that be the best time while everyone is densly grouped together) someone wrote on the bathroom wall "at 12'clock=boom" and the school got evacuated, the police ended up taking kids out of classes and talked to each one and I think they got suspicious of me knowing I was a bullied loner. If that person didnt write that shit on the bathroom wall Id be on the news.
>>26475158 Honestly we're just friends at work mostly, the only time I see him outside of that is when we go buy weed. I think he's super cool to be around, we both like similar music and he seems to get my sense of humor. It'd be dope to hang out outside of work but he's black and I'm white, so I don't think he's down. I've asked about it once or twice but he kind of brushes it off. It's kind of hard to bring it up without it feeling super gay too. I dunno. Bad feels though.
>>26475805 I mean I told my psychiatrist and never got in trouble and he's suppose to report anything that's illegal to the police. But yeah high school were dark times for me, I'm kind of glad I never went through with it there's so much anime I would have miss!
>>26468559 I actually take a folded up feels guy mask to school in my pocket in case of emergency. When I hear the first shots I'll put the mask on so the shooter knows that I'm not a normie and he doesn't accidentally shoot me. I imagine that if a shooting really goes on I'll just shake his hand and then get out of his way.
>>26468559 yeah would've taken revenge on bullies and staff who took their side would've been a few months before columbine everyone would talk about me and my (old) school and use them as reference instead of harris, klebold and columbine didn't have enough balls to do it nor access to guns though
haven't wanted to do it since finished that school though
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