People say that teenagers always go through some existential crisis. I never had one, and used to mock everyone who seemed to be having it. But it's not until now, at the age of 18, I think I'm beginning to have my existential crisis. Has anybody else had this? How long did it last for you?
I just don't know what to do with my life. I have no purpose. I really want to study computer science, but what if I can't do that? And what do I do after school? Will I even be able to get a job? Or will I have to become homeless? I'm mostly scared of the job thing, as it seems like most employers want extraverted people, which I am not.
Should I just quit the whole thing and die? After all, all the memories and experiences I've had during my life will be gone after death. This will happen no matter how old I become, making life a pointless waste of time.
>I just don't know what to do with my life.
>I really want to study computer science
You're a fucking idiot.
Some of us actually have real problems. Fuck off.
lol, I know it seems very stupid, and I know that there are people who have it way worse than me. But the chances of me actually getting into computer science are quite slim, I think. And I have no backup plan. I don't know, I might just be a foolish teenager.
Hmm, you're right. Maybe I should be more grateful. Thanks, despite the harsh tone (though that made it seem more motivational). Sorry if I offended anyone. I'm gonna shut up now.