Jesus christ r9k why the fuck do I even try? I just got home from a friends place and it was fucking depressing, everyone taking shots at me throwing shade. I felt so unwanted I just fucking left and drove home.
What's the use in even trying to be like a normie? I would have had a better night if I was comfy on here. Fuck this shit.
>my best friend hooking up with a girl, too busy to pay attention to me
>others just straight up teased me the entire night
even if I hit them back with some good insults it just seemed to get worse
>everyone taking shots at me throwing shade.
are you trying to talk like a 50s era beatnik hipster?
I hate people who do this, but I feel if I get a girlfriend I will just cut my friends out completely. I just want to fucking fit in, I don't want to be invited to shit just to be teased all night, I just want to have normal FUCKING friends
I keep having to respond in seperate replies because my browser is fucking up but no, I just simply walked out the door and drove home. Not a single word to anyone. It was pretty autistic, but I want them to know I felt like I was treated like fucking garbage.
jokes are often about social capital. in each group theres an alpha (1), omega (lowest) and everyone else is just an inbetweener. you're probably the omega making you an easy target for inbetweens to rip on and boost their value.. usually the alpha wont attack you because hes at ease in his status and feels no need. in actuality, no value really changes, the jokes are just a way for everyone to keep boosting each others value (known as banter) and taking hits.
by that definition it means the group itself brings more value to you, than you do to the group. because everyone in the group is higher status than you. you can either enjoy this privilege at the expense of being the omega or you can drop out of the group, and go to one that is lower status, where you'll probably be an inbetweener.