>spent years of my life lurking 4chan
>get a vivid insight to the male psyche
>now is extremely put off by men
>can't even masturbate anymore
>trust no man
>despite best efforts can't turn lesbian either
Congratulations, you've ruined me.
I didn't do shit to you, anon-chan. Also show us your tits.
>go on board for people with problems
(fe)males do it again folks
no, you're just a dumb roastie who's waiting around for chad.
don't worry. he'll be around to breed you soon and then you can occupy yourself with more important things like material wealth and pop culture.
Sorry? It's not all men whore degenerate. There are a percentage of us who are, but by lurking in /r9k/ you've essentially gone and taken a sample from a rotten batch. If you took a similar sample from some other walk of life, men would seem okay. But you've gone and tasted a bad barrel of cider, and now you're saying all cider is shit. No. Just that barrel. Just this board and this website. There may be other barrels of bad cider. But there are always good ones. Maybe just don't drink awful cider? Get a sip, spit it out, and get a new bottle.
They will literally laugh and act shittier just because someone told them what to do. Maybe you guys should just start kicking the shit out of the correct women for the correct reasons because they basically need their ass kicked by someone they respect.
>Congratulations, you've ruined me.
You're welcome. The last twist is we know exactly how you feel - after all that's large how we became what we are.
4chan really isn't real life. A lot of the negative things on here are from either people trolling or someone with mental problems and pent-up anger at society in general. Plus, people will sometimes say things they don't really mean.
Not all men are bad people, and not all of them only want women for sex and not loving relationships too. Some places regard 4chan as the scum of the internet, and it definitely doesn't represent all men. There are still plenty of men who are good people who don't think like many people on 4chan do.
No one should rightfully trust anything on here over their own gut.
Remember and those that do often win at shitposting
You're not here for advice
You are here to be validated
Those that know can pull the strings of the ignorant soo easily.
Why don't you just go get a hobby to interest yourself in?
Why do you feel like you need to be loved by anyone?
Why not just not think about this shit and just get on with something.
Go draw a fucking picture of a flower or something actively creative, rewarding and educational?
Why are you even here?
Congratulations, you fucking fruitcake. You take internet opinions too seriously.
For fuck sake, I listen to so much shit about women day in day out and I ain't any less attracted to them. You're just an idiot.
Now please GFTO, roastie.
As long as you're not dead it's not too late get out of here while you still can!
Be my gf then
I'm not like those other guys
>>get a vivid insight to the male psyche
can you give a tl;dr (or long as fuck essay if you like, w.e) detailing approximately what your perceptions of us now are?
haven't read the thread yet, sorry, practically dying from tiredness, but this interests me, and i'd really like to hear what you've learned. keeping this thread on auto overnight, will read with interest in the morning. or sulk because you ignored me.
bet you're wrong about multiple things btw. 4chan due to it's anonymity among other things, is a dreadful source from which to base your opinion of men.
you're hot af btw.
k, pls respond. night.
oh and furthermore because it might increase my chances of you doing as i've asked, i'm near enough celibate because i'm so deeply in love with a girl who left me half a decade ago. bet that's something you've yet to encounter here.
anyway yeah, legit passing out here, gtg. pls respond. if you do and it's intradesting, look out for a thread tomorrow featuring your image as op, in which imma respond.
>thinking any female who's spent longer than 5 minutes on this site would under any circumstance post pictures, contact info, reveal anything
Lol Anon, I'm not the girl in the OP image. Are you drunk?
From my point of view the females are evil !
oh shush you. i don't wanna screw her, i'm in love with someone else. sex bores the hell out of me since she left.>>26446222
>Lol Anon, I'm not the girl in the OP image. Are you drunk?
well i'm still interested. women while my fave thing in the entire universe, are also confusing on a multitude of levels. it'd really interest me to hear a female perspective of male anons. it sounds like you've encountered something which you weren't expecting. i'd really like to hear what you thought before, what you think now, why you think that way and in what way it changed you.
omg really have to sleep, dying from exhaustion.
but please do elaborate. i'm intrigued.
Congratulations, you're on our level-without man or woman, destined for a miserable life alone with whatever distractions you can find. I hope it's worth it, because you completely deserve it.
nice repeating digits famalamawama
op, what worries you the most about men? are you scared of rape? put off by the sheer number of peculiar kinks and perversions paraded around 4chan? the misogyny? the cheating? violence? the fact that men can't chill like women do and feel the constant need to argue and compete? what's your main issue? you haven't explained shit.
it's not our fault that we're pervs btw. society as a whole is fucking deranged and needs some kind of revolution before we all die because we're all irradiated and HIV2.0 positive. fuck all is taboo any more since the internet, so given that imo people like to enjoy something a little taboo in bed, they're forced to more and more extreme kinks in order to feel that they're getting something a little beyond the vanilla, something private shared only with their partner. that's what makes sex fun and everyone wants it, but everything has already been done.
i don't enjoy sex any more, and it's not only because she left me.
dammit this post is scattered as hell. too tired for this shit and too much to say on the subject. i think the human race is going extinct. society's fucked up approach to sex is symptomatic of our general retardation as a species. we should make love, not fuck. sex shouldn't even necessarily end with an orgasm. it...
oh fuck me i give up. 4am and this textwall is too convoluted and autistic. but please explain in more detail why you've come to dislike men, sex and even masturbation. i need to better understand why women increasingly feel the way you do. i think i might stand a chance of enjoying sex again if you go into more detail.
/messy as fuck, confused, half-drunk, half-asleep, wholly confused textwall.
I used to feel the same way as you, OP. You need to stop basing your life
and probably self-esteemaround what guys think. Men may not respect you upon the basis that you are female, but all this means is that like everyone else on Earth, you have to either gain their admiration through hard work and effort or drop out of the race and stop giving a fuck about everyone's dumbass opinions. Also, yes, most men are hypersexual degenerates whose main priority is seed-spreading. This is a fact. However, this doesn't mean necessarily that they are going to rape or cheat on or disrespect you. Even if they may have these thoughts, it's unfair to mistreat them based on this idea that they MIGHT be thinking these things when they haven't actually done you any wrong. You can still share some laughs and make love and go on adventures with men despite their flaws. Don't let dudes or 4chan or yourself stop you from living a good life.
you're not from around here are you?
>mfw this reads like something I would have typed 5+ years ago. >mfw the one thing this place taught me was how to not type like an underage fagoot >mfw I'm also curious about OP's insights into the male condition.
>you're not from around here are you?
been here on 4chins 8 years brah. and i don't use reddit. i havent used /r9k/ for like 5 years though to be fair. i am a noob bot for sure. and drunk, and sleep deprived, ergo rambling.
dunno why op sparked such interest in me, but she did, so it's a shame that she apparently fucked off hours ago,
It's perfectly fine, OP. Just come over to the 2D side. We have boys for any type.
>>26451829 is the most half-arsed, obvious troll I've seen this month.
You're the slut of trolling: you're just too easy.
Tumblristas aren't as easily trolled as you are, friend.
Seriously need to step up your game by a thousand
I know how you feel OP. I saw this thread on /b/ where the guy worked in a funeral home and collected vaginas from corpses and now it's just like "is this guy passing me on the street? Is he the guy who paid for my Starbucks and winked at me? The guy in my study group?"
I really want a little girl but I'm intimidated by the idea of sex with a dude, afraid of the birth pains, and afraid she might grow up and get abused. :/
You are actually right, despite you hating men when instead you should just, not hate, but respect that a lot of people are insane and you should not let your guard down. Here is a relevant video:
Women are statistically the safest when they're married. Safest from rape, safest from assault, safest from getting kidnapped, safest from everything. It's also pretty easy to know if a guy is some vagina collecting freak before you get married so this shouldn't really be too much of a concern.
Some men do a lot worse things than collect vaginas btw but that still doesn't justify being a spinster. Just don't marry a weirdo. Donezo.
When my wife gives me shit, I open up /r9k/ and start reading threads/replies to her until she cracks and apologizes for saying I am unbearable
Just be yourself and you'll find the perfect guy for you!
>spent years of my life lurking 4chan
>get a vivid insight to the female psyche
>now is extremely put off by women
>can only masturbate anymore
>trust no woman
>despite best efforts can't turn gay either
I get how you feel.
You need to man the fuck up and put her in her place. She shouldn't be giving you shit ever, and when she does the best you can muster is some "hey, these other guys are a little worse than me...".
Your marriage is fucked btw better prepare your asshole for the divorce now, your wife won't be putting up with your beta fuckboy self for long.
don't you think it's nearly all tongue-in-cheek though? i don't think anons are legit woman haters any more than they are racist. it's just the 'attack everyone for any and every reason' hivemind which maintains 4chan's anon concept. shame there are a few kids and /pol/tards who thake things seriously, but i really don't think the average anon is that much of a dick. it's all just a part of the anon game. if someone reveals anything about themselves at all, well, they're no longer anon, so they get attacked, which keeps namefaggotry and general brag-fags to a minimum. also, the tits or gtfo rule is there for a good reason. any femanon revealing herself to be gril is gonna be pounced on by all the virgins here. enforcing mandatory timestamped milk missiles at least gives the thread some morsel of purpose other than 'hello i'm female, please unleash 400 posts arguing over who gets to fap over me and be least hated for it'. were it not for the tits rule, /b/ would be 90% girl selfie threads.
plus don't forget that half the people are kids. near enough impossible to know, so hard to enforce the 18+ rule. of all the guys who have been a dick to you, i bet the vast majority were 13yo's who are scared shitless of girls. they'd run a mile if you so much as looked at them irl.
isn't a good idea to take 4chins seriously. i bet most of us are nice people really, and irl we'd be very polite about the way in which we rape you. so chin up miss, don't give up on sex just because johnny fuckface the 11yo autist told you to set fire to your family because you don't look like taylor swift.
would like to chat more about this, but it's fucking 8am and i'm a little drunk, and smoking heroin because valentine's day is approaching, and the goddess who was my ex, my fucking world, my superior no less, left me. still not over her and not sure i ever will be, because girls are the nicest and most sought over thing in the known universe, bar nothing. you lot are lovely.
>raised by a nightmare of a single mother
>think all women are innately horrible
>don't pursue women at all, ever
>have the potential for a relationship with a qt gril that I really like
>don't know wtf to do or how to escalate
>watched a ton of MGTOW videos on youtube
>not sure if I even want to be in a relationship at all, now or ever
I'm happiest when I'm alone and I don't think a very mediocre low energy life full of vidya and reading would bother me.
wtf that don't even make sense. just leave 4chan and do some crazy shit, it'll do some good.
i wonder how many people this has happened to. how many virgins have come here and wtf'd at what's in store for them when they start dating.
this is the first generation which has been absolutely flooded with hardcore porn of all types, gore and places like /b/. what the fuck are you lot gonna turn into? and what in christ's name are your kids gonna turn out like when they rebel against you and become even more extreme?
These are the most vulnerable parts of the male psyche.
If there was a board portraying the most vulnerable parts of the female psyche, it would ensue the same disgust in the opposing gender
lolcow dot farm, cgl, and tumblr come close
Fear not anon, you can rest easy knowing that even if you did have your perfect and pure man, you wouldn't be satisfied with him anyway.
>go to tumblr
>see how fucked the female pysche is, with the compulsive to need to control their surrounding with obtuse rules
>no longer able to trust normie 3D grills
>reproductive organs \only come into use while fapping to idealized hentai grills
>I like it
Same... Feels bro =(
I dont know if you're case is somewhat similar but fuck the jewish media for this female brainwash...
Fuck off pussy faggot. Who in fuck's name here only "wants women for sex"? We're devastated and wrecked by how shitty they behave when all we want is love you thick cunt. Fucking white knight retard why are you even here? I miss old /r9k/
and you sound like an angry kid, anon.
i'm a hedonist in my spare time, i work hard, i'm not degenerate and no i don't fuck dudes.
and you, not the dude you're responding to, why are you so furious? sheesh, chill dude. i can't imagine getting this angry at a damn imageboard.
op, how old are you, and how old were you when you found this place? have you ever been in a relationship? i'm really starting to wonder what 4chan is gonna do to a generation of kids.
i'm not here to pick up girls, i'm here because it's easier to talk to people here than going outside, especially when i'm hung over. i've fucked 1 girl from 4chan, never again. i'm not that desperate. amusing that you think it's inevitable that i must be.
>I don't believe you
well there's not really much i can do about that
i can assure you the thread will 404 and i won't have posted contact details or asked for them though, and i'm 37, not 17.
are you really here in the hope that you'll get laid? damn dude. i'm just there to talk to people.
21. 14. No.
Met a guy this last couple of months though. He's everything your stereotypical 4channer is not, so I thought it could be something. He's an outspoken feminist (not in the SJW-way, though), an ambitious man who's accomplished things in his life and care for himself, social and normal, an intellectual (he's a PhD student at a top uni at least), etc. But then after a few drinks and some psychoanalysis it all pours out: women are children to him, he'd cheat on any woman because getting his dick wet really affirms his masculinity, he hates his mother, he wanted to cum on my face despite knowing I'm an uncomfortable virgin (had never been kissed before him), he keeps meeting me with hidden intentions of thinking he will one day fuck him even though I openly beg him to rather discard of me if that's all it is he wants from me, etc etc etc.
This guy was the last straw. On paper he was perfect in being everything I've learned to a avoid. Yet he's still terrible.
So now I won't even do wishful hoping anymore: I've given up on men.
>He's an outspoken feminist
But that's a redflag retard
> he keeps meeting me
You keep meeting him, you could just tell him to fuck off and cut contact.
>So now I won't even do wishful hoping anymore
Good, more people should be aware that the vast majority of people don't have their interests at heart.
>You keep meeting him, you could just tell him to fuck off and cut contact.
Of course not I'm fucking desperate for social interaction beyond my mom's monthly phone calls lol
I'll probably still see him. I'll let him cum on my face. Fuck, he can piss on me, hit me in the face. I'm desperate. Whatever. This is what giving up means: accepting the situation, taking what you can get.
Other option is suicide, but I'm a coward (like all women, eh?).
>Of course not I'm fucking desperate for social interaction beyond my mom's monthly phone calls lol
Hit up a skype thread.
>I'll probably still see him. I'll let him cum on my face. Fuck, he can piss on me, hit me in the face. I'm desperate. Whatever. This is what giving up means: accepting the situation, taking what you can get.
Jesus christ, don't degrade yourself just because you want some human contact you're just going to feel worse. If you want to talk to people just stroll up to a local church and you'll find people.
>accepting the situation, taking what you can get.
He's just going to throw you away, you might as well hold out for something long term.
>Other option is suicide, but I'm a coward (like all women, eh?).
It's not even close to the only other option, you're not at the cusp of spinsterhood right now patience would suit you better than giving into desperation.
You've spent way too much time drowning yourself in negativity.
>and you, not the dude you're responding to, why are you so furious? sheesh, chill dude. i can't imagine getting this angry at a damn imageboard.
I'm not angry at the imageboard faggot I'm angry about you being on it
phd's are generally angry people atm i find. they've pretty much thrown away their 20's in order to get an awesome qualification, just to realise that the economy is so fucked that they can't even afford to get a mortgage.
the whole of society is unhealthy as fuck atm. stuff like this pisses me off
not just because i'm not rich, but because girls all over the damn world are having to whore themselves for cash. an ex of mine is on 'that cam site' and fucking hates it, but has no choice. her full time job doesn't pay enough, another girl i know is working the streets to make money to pay for college. girls are becoming whores, men are becoming more and more /pol/ because they can't get laid and even if they can, porn has annihilated every sexual taboo so they have to go to ridiculous extremes just to enjoy it.
shit is making my head hurt. well, that and the heroin comedown. suffice to say that when i was 14, the closest thing i had to porn was pics of girls with their tits out, which my friends and i cut out of newspapers and hid in a treehouse. nowadays kids are watching luka magnotta and 2 girls 1 cup. a phd was once extremely highly prized and all the work which went into acquiring it, would result in a pretty damn luxurious lifestyle. now grads are living in rented flats.
i dunno what to tell you femanon. i wasn't affected by this, i'm too old, so sex was great fun. never felt the need to push a girl to do things she didn't wanna do. just seeing her tits was enough to make me nearly jizz. nowadays porn has desensitized i suppose, to the extent where it's getting difficult to get turned on at all.
i wouldn't give up though. maybe just try to stop worrying about finding someone, just let it happen if it's gonna happen, and accept if it doesn't, that i suppose everyone else around your age is probably in the same boat.
sorry, i ramble.
What, stay a nun? Done that for 21 years, and I'm done.
I thought the only way to "win" was to not play: so I kept looking for someone better, kept looking for change in my life. Now I'm getting old (for a female) and my market value is dropping by the second. If I want to experience anything in my life whatsoever I need to stop dreaming and accept the shittyness of the situation. Take what I can get.
I feel sick about the idea of becoming some little fuckdoll for him on the side (he has a gf, which makes it all the more hilarious and degrading), but it feels good when he hugs me and I do enjoy having someone to talk to. So in the end, it's worth it.
I'll prostitute myself for basic social interaction. Here's true fembotness for you lol.
See above for your comments about needing patience.
And my entire point is that I've come to the realization there's nothing to "hold out for".
>Now I'm getting old (for a female)
You're not even 25, you literally just finished college.
>I feel sick about the idea of becoming some little fuckdoll for him on the side (he has a gf, which makes it all the more hilarious and degrading)
So just don't do it.
>And my entire point is that I've come to the realization there's nothing to "hold out for".
So what? You're so fucking focused on perfection that you'll ruin yourself because you don't think it's possible.
It's incredibly easy to do better than sidechick and prostitute.
>I'll prostitute myself for basic social interaction
Some people can't do better, you can, so why piss it away? Not everything has to be perfect but there's no reason to fucking sabotage yourself because you can't find the most selfless caring guy out there.
> Take what I can get.
If you really believed that you wouldn't consider hooking and being a sidechick, you're self-flagellating intentionally choosing a miserable path.
It shouldn't be impossible to get a regular bf who is at least dating just you.
It's not like it was better in the past, dear heroin-anon. Men have always suppressed and loathed women from the beginning of time. From women in the modern day wearing burkas in Saudi Arabia, to foot binding in China were men thought it was sexy to see women in pain and reduced to passivity.
I live in perhaps the most feminist country on earth, in the most feminist historic time point. And while I see articles in the newspaper trying to defend equal wages, or (like I mentioned) meet men who are outspoken feminist: it's all the same once you get passed the surface. Men loathe women in a fundamental, existentialist way.
There's no escaping it, ever.
>It shouldn't be impossible to get a regular bf who is at least dating just you.
But my point is it doesn't matter. In the end, and in the core, that bf would be a man like any other.
So it really doesn't make a difference who I'm with, I can just pick anyone who's within comfortable distance and I find myself attracted to.
It's not more degrading being with this guy than it'd be being in a monogamous relationship. This guy's smart at least, and he let's me whine about my mistrust towards him. I'm not a completely open book, but he knows some general strokes of how I don't believe in relationships or that loneliness can be cured.
So actually this is better than some bf. There's less pretend.
>while I see articles in the newspaper trying to defend equal wages
>Men loathe women in a fundamental, existentialist way.
I guarantee feminism has warped your view of what male loathing is, not accepting the equal wage arguments doesn't make you a woman hater anymore than being a proclaimed feminist makes you a woman lover.
I've met girls like you before, eternally scared of 'losing yourself' to a man and constantly on edge in male company.
>that bf would be a man like any other.
They can't all be equally bad.
>So actually this is better than some bf. There's less pretend.
If you feel the need to constantly hide your opinions that's on you.
>So it really doesn't make a difference who I'm with, I can just pick anyone who's within comfortable distance and I find myself attracted to.
I'd say in an absolute sense you're wrong, but you're so far into this shit you wouldn't be happy no matter what road you picked, so I guess it's moot.
>It's not more degrading being with this guy than it'd be being in a monogamous relationship
Yes it is, does the gf know about you? Do you think she's okay with this?
>that loneliness can be cured
Sure we're all essentially alone.
I can't change your thinking but I'd love to hear more of the conclusions you've come to and why you came to them.
lots of things were better in the past. sex was so much more simple, the cost of living was massively lower, disease was less common, people were happier generally.
>loathe in a existentialist way.
nah it's not true. i think religion has caused some shit by essentially calling women untrustworthy sluts who'll always want something more, always demand that 'forbidden fruit', but the resulting burkas, bored housewives and general chaos it created won't last forever. i've found that by far the best way to make a girl want to stay with me, is to love her and look after her, but to trust her and not stifle her. while religion may have fucked things for a while, in the tech age people are ditching that archaic crap and searching for something new, something which doesn't result in cucks, whores and interminable ranting about inequality. i think if we trust eachother, that'll be a pretty damn good start, and i think the global debate which has been facilitated by the instant comms the net provides, will provide us with a much better chance of simply 'getting on' than has ever been the case before. i guess that before it happens though, we need to continue bombing people for a while, continue to watch increasingly retarded and extreme porn until nothing whatsoever is taboo so we simply can't get turned on no matter what, and continue being cucked by the mega rich until 1 person owns everything and we're all working 50 hours a week in exchange for a box to live in and some soylent green rations. once the fever-pitch despair has reached tipping point, i think we're in for a 60's-esque revolution, and with the net on our side, it'll take more than some fag like nixon to ruin it.
character limit won't let me properly articulate my perspective. it's probably becoming tedious anyway. i still don't think you should give up. now, im going out to buy more smack, because tomorrow is valentines day, and i love her so much that unless i get rekt, i'm likely to kill myself.
>an ex of mine is on 'that cam site' and fucking hates it, but has no choice
What the fuck is wrong with you, faggot? She has a choice, she can just say, "No thanks"
Jesus fucking Christ what has /r9k/ turned into? Fuck you moot
>Yes it is, does the gf know about you? Do you think she's okay with this?
No, and if she did of course not. But do we have to play the morality game? It's the 21st century, I won't act by left-over Christian morality.
I'm not unable to feel empathy, and I'm not after acting edgy either - but the possible future feelings of a woman I haven't met and know nothing about is not something that keeps me up at night.
I'm as terrible as any man. My issue is maybe not really with men, it's with life in general. I'm just a cynic bitch.
Would I be faithful to a man? Do I love my own mother? Do I use other people as means of an end rather than means in themselves? I don't know.
I think maybe this whole realization is less about how men are swine, and more about how pure human connection is impossible. We will always feel alienated.
Do you see now how I fit into 4chan? This right here is why there CAN be fembots. Maybe I can get some guy to fuck me or hell even marry me - but it doesn't fucking matter. On a existential level: it really doesn't matter.
But you know, I don't need to go on with these self-pitying ramblings if there are more specific questions you have for me. It's hard for me to communicate to you my general "conclusions", but if you have any direct questions I'd try and answer them. I feel like this is a moment of brutal honesty.
You should seriously consider moving to another country. Are you American, British?
Move to a country where the 60s-esque-revolution truly happened already in the 60's. I can't connect to your economic bitterness, I live in the sweet delights of social democracy. PhD-students aren't ruined, costs of living aren't unreasonable, standards of living are high.
I have no bitterness in that area. I have more money than I know what to do with, truth be told. But money doesn't interest me - there's nothing I want. Shopping doesn't interest me, I prefer sobriety, most enjoyable things today you can get for free: e-books online, and such.
Maybe the only reason you care so of money is to fuel your drug addiction? Don't romanticize it, you're making yourself miserable and it's not even justified. You're miserable because you choose to be miserable.
But it feels good, I know. We're all masochists secretly, no?
If you somehow can't find a decent man in fucking 2016 it is 100% because you're an abrasive unlovable cunt who's chasing her dipshit vagina tingles.
Women are so fucking oblivious and bitch and piss and moan when they're the most pampered, spoiled creatures on the planet it mkes me want to punch a wall
i'm a man and i come here to attack and mock robots for their misogyny. and i'm going to leave this thread and not look back so you know i'm not sneakily trying to attract you. goodbye forever.
>But do we have to play the morality game?
Always, I find it upsetting when people act so callously to others.
>We will always feel alienated.
Yes, that's our lot in life but I've seen people who've felt genuine connections so it's reducible but we can't eliminate it.
>but it doesn't fucking matter. On a existential level: it really doesn't matter.
From nihilism to degradation.
> I feel like this is a moment of brutal honesty.
Would you kill yourself?
What do you wish you could believe mattered?
What was the man-unicorn you were after?
Are you an anti-natalist?
How soon will you start your given up path?
If a man fell in love with you while you were slutting it up would you be honest with him?
Have you ever cried because you can't feel connected with others?
Did you ever have a friend you felt connected to?
I think it's better not to be born or die early, what's your take?
If you could kill yourself as a child, would you?
I can't personally fully accept a nihilistic or amoral outlook, it's too permissive and I'm too guilt ridden to let myself accept it.
>spent years of my life lurking 4chan
>feel more compassionate to men
>try to be as kind and mindful as I can
>also got to see the inner mechanisms of the 0.01% who are sick fucks
>remembered what they wrote, what strategies they use
>stay safer by planning with those standard hazards memorized
>still masturbate, and enjoy it even more with the content provided on 4chan
>continue working towards an understanding of mankind
Congratulations, a lot of us have grown up together and I consider you my brothers.
Oh and where are these decent men then? Are you one? Are robots decent?
Not even you believe this.
You're all pathetic, self-pitying losers and you know it. Robots don't deserve anything but the miserable lives they already lead. They whine and whine but is unwilling to better themselves in the slightest. You're parasites, and you know it. You blame your own inability on the world around you, this is why robots invent conspiracy theories towards women, masculinity, society, the economy, etc etc.
The lot of you are fucking sickening.
>If you could kill yourself as a child, would you?
>invent time travel
>go to the past and kill your young self
>erase yourself from existence, becoming a paradox.
mfw I did this but cowered to do the deed
>Oh and where are these decent men then?
Do you actually want a decent man? You said you were bitter about no pure human connections. Wouldn't you still feel alone if you found one?
i'm a brit. i'm not bitter about the economy, i own my house, a 2014 car, only eat good food and drink decent wine, i'm old enough to have dodged the economic fallout, but i do feel sorry for all the kids today who can't get a foot on the property ladder, even with strings of letters after their names. it is worse in the uk than in the u.s (which i assume is where you're from?) but the cost of living is rising everywhere. i suggest you enjoy your money while it lasts.
i'm not addicted to drugs, i was for years, but i've only been using the last 2 days because feb is always hard for me. valentines day kills me. on monday i'll be sober again. i do this every year since she fucked off.
i'm not miserable either, it really is just this whole valentines thing, plus it's her birthday this month, and... there are some other memories attached to feb. i'm generally happy, i've only been coming to /r9k/ for like 4 days, lol. it's a pretty bleak and depressing place. i feel sorry for... frankly everyone here. it's like /pol/ light, but with the anger aimed at enemy genitalia as opposed to alien skin pigmentation or cultural differences. if anything i'm a sadist not a masochist, taking comfort in reading the ridiculous misery people here are imposing on themselves due to their frankly bizarre rage at the opposite sex. vaginas did 9/11. dicks are stealing muh wages. i take a certain selfish pleasure in watching the trainwreck which is virgins vs feminists.
anyway, got my smack, now gonna listen to some portishead and drift away until the 15th. hope you find 'him' femanon. it's a big world out there. i was pretty depressed too until i found her. fall in love once and i can pretty much guarantee that all the anger will melt away. that goes for all of you.
>give me a reasoooon, to love youuuu...
>I can't personally fully accept a nihilistic or amoral outlook
What have you found instead? What do you rely on?
>Would you kill yourself?
I think it's completely justified, but I'm too much of a coward. And there's moments where I think there are things to live for: future discoveries, the small pleasures of life, etc.
>What do you wish you could believe mattered?
>What was the man-unicorn you were after?
Sorry, what? Man-unicorn?
>Are you an anti-natalist?
I don't think so. I think life can bring happiness, and I'm probably a filthy hedonist.
>How soon will you start your given up path?
I don't know, there's more complexity to this of course. I'm an extreme shut-in, so while it's easy for me to talk about giving up and sluttying it out in order to experience anything at all - I also fear just leaving the house lol
>If a man fell in love with you while you were slutting it up would you be honest with him?
Honest about what?
>Have you ever cried because you can't feel connected with others?
Yeah but I think any human being ever has.
>Did you ever have a friend you felt connected to?
No, aside from maybe this guy I talked about earlier - he's the one person I've opened up to in this way. I've felt too embarrassed to share my cynicism to anyone in the past. Self-pitying is the most pathetic thing I know, so I normally try and suppress it. My negativity shouldn't be someone else's concern - that's a very selfish idea. And there's female self-hatred in the picture too: I don't want to be seen as an attentionwhore. I never want to be the girl who have some suicide attempts for attention. Nothing would disgust myself more than acting in such a trivial way.
I see a lot of myself in this guy, and this is why I think I opened up. But the more we talk the more I realize perhaps I was misguided. Or there's always the issue of not being able to truly communicate with someone. And I generally don't trust him to open up completely: like I mentioned, I think he mostly wants to fuck me.
>I think it's better not to be born or die early, what's your take?
I think this leads to the same conclusion as when you asked if I'm anti-natalist or not. I do think life can bring pleasure, and that means there's a reason to "go on". But living is tiring, and I don't think suicide is unjustified. So it's better to live, and be given life, but our right to end it is our greatest right.
>If you could kill yourself as a child, would you?
No, I haven't suffered that much.
Yeah, but I look in the mirror and realize my own ugliness. Self-awareness is a virtue in itself.
And I try and dissect it. I've started at uni, I've kept myself thin, I've picked up books, I've reflected on how I am and who I want to become. Noone finishes this task of self-improving but just at least doing ANYTHING is more than 99% of people on this board.
Hell I stopped going to 4chan for a year, and I can deeply recommend it. This is my relapse.
I don't believe in decent men. But that anon apparently did, and I wanted to confront him about who these decent men then are.
My point is that there are no decent men. Not even the ambitious smart men who accomplish things and care for themselves, and certainly not robots.
Why do you care about valentine's day? I'm too cynic for such.
How did you find your way to r9k then? I'm confused. Are you new to 4chan too, or what do you mean? This place will sit on your shoulders and wear you down: don't stay.
I don't believe in a 'him' at all, but thank you. I think you can stay in this illusion of believing in love and in human connections. You'll be happier than I am.
Yeah. Most feminist country on earth + social democracy kinda gave that one up
The more you think about it, the more I'm everything this place hates lol. Though at least I've never been a fucking tripfag
>What have you found instead?
>What do you rely on?
Denial, I don't accept it because of its consequences mostly not because of its logical strength. That and the most worthwhile people I've met don't have anything close to this kind of outlook.
>Sorry, what? Man-unicorn?
The decent guy, what did you want?
>Honest about what?
About not liking him, it seemed like you can't connect to others.
>And I generally don't trust him to open up completely: like I mentioned, I think he mostly wants to fuck me.
If he hadn't revealed the other stuff do you think you would you have fallen in love with him? Are you at all afraid of how he'll act after he gets to start fucking you?
>I'm an extreme shut-in
>I also fear just leaving the house lol
You ever seen a headshrink?
What do you come here for, to share feels or morbid curiosity?
Why do you think all men loathe women?
>I don't believe in decent men
Play pretend then, if one existed would you be able to get over your loneliness with him?
And what would a decent man look/act like?
>Are you new to 4chan too, or what do you mean?
He's posted the past few days, he shared his story about falling madly in love with a girl who got into a car crash and one of her parents died, she suffered brain damage and got distant from him and left him.
He tried to go after her and her new druggy friends kicked his shit in, he's happy to have loved her even though she's no longer with him and he has a habit of taking in damaged girls.
This post gave me hope. I agree with your theory that 4chin is a posting playground. Most of all though, your belief that people are generally better than they purport to be on this rekt board is like an open window in a smoke filled room...refreshing! I am not drunk or high. I have been entirely sober for 30 days. It's weird, I feel like I have stumbled out of a dark cave and am squinting tearfully in the bright sunshine. It hurts my eyea, confuses and blinds me but warms me at the same time.
This post is a mess, I know, but thanks for that bit of shining honesty.
I read this thread and get the feeling you think men wanting freaky sex makes them bad people.
Well that's you your own ideological problem.
Yes, if you meet a guy he will want sex, will be hoping for something kinky, and if you're 45 he'll be fapping to girls 20 years younger than him.
That was kind of obvious and it's also not bad at all. Where is the fucking problem.
Loyalty is the only issue, but there are plenty of loyal betas.
You're probably not hot enough to "deserve" the stallion - the one who will soon cheat on you - anyway.
What's your problem, really.
Why exactly are men disgusting to you?
I can cum on a girls face and 10 minutes later give her a kiss on the cheek and talk politics with her. That's just a porn induced fantasy but nothing bad, really. It's all in your mind, hun.
I like your ramblings.
I feel sorry for young people today. I am an old girl happily settled with my autist husband. He's kinda sick lately and I am sad that when he is gone I will be friendless and alone. The world seems like a cold hard place to me and I know I was lucky to have found a little warmth. I have a soft spot for robots and fembots. When my autist is gone I think I will probably become a hermit and sleep on my weed mattress in a cave somewhere in the coastal mountains. I have already begun stocking up on small supplies.
>That and the most worthwhile people I've met don't have anything close to this kind of outlook.
Please expand what you mean by this. Worthwhile how? And what outlook have they had instead? Is it that outlook you personally aspire to?
>the decent guy
Honestly I was just looking for some human connection, as cliche and terrible as it sounds. And of course: I was flattered he desired me. He compliments me, and it feels good to be physically close to someone. I'm starved on all social interaction.
So I guess I just desperately wanted a friend. Then I felt flattered he wanted more from me, but I wasn't sure I was ready and that I liked him in that way. Then he got a gf, yet still wanted more from me. I didn't feel it was immoral, but I couldn't ignore the feeling that I'm now someone he keeps on the side rather than next to him. It feels degrading being his #2 rather than #1, of course.
I got too much expectations, and thought he was someone I could make a pure human connection with. But the more we talk the more I realize how hard it is. When we talk about things, say philosophy or books, I feel we have a connection. Then he gropes me, and I get paranoid the only reason he's with me is to fuck me. And that the things he's said - the compliments - are not truthful, but just a method for him to fuck me. I don't think there's anything wrong with casual sex in itself, but if he secretly thinks I'm just some child-minded female who's whining and pseudo-intellectual ramblings he has to "put up with" in order to get his dick wet - well, then that human connection really is false.
I'm afraid if he starts fucking me, then he'll just be prepared to put up with even more. And so I can trust he likes me for my thoughts even less. I think men would be prepared to fake an entire friendship if only it means they get to fuck you once in a while. I mean fuck - according to r9k that's bf/gf-relationships in general.
>Yeah I missed you since the place got wrecked
By the winds of change and the weeds of sex
looks like freedom but it feels like death
it's something in between, I guess
it's CLOSING TIME
Fuck the rest of the world. Take pleasure in the things that please you and every once in a while peek over your walls to see if there is anyone out there worth talking to.
As for sex, it's how we reach for each other. If we learn to treat our weird little intimate kinks as tender and sacred rather than warped and rape we can sometimes achieve bliss. Kindness is severely underrated.
I know the lesson I need to be taught. You just have to face it. And I know from experience it works too.
>What do you come here for, to share feels or morbid curiosity?
Came here as a kid because I shared the humor and cynicism. /b/-humor faded with maturity somewhat, but the cynicism of this place still draws me in. The no bullshit atmosphere.
This board in itself though is just time wasting. Went here when it was first created because it was a more mature /b/ (open for random discussion). The shit-hole it is today though I despise, even though I too can sympathize with general ideas: loneliness, being a shut-in, etc.
But most of all this is just a good place to spend my abundant amount of free time. To procrastinate between studying. I wish I'd spend my free time doing more productive things of course, and I do occasionally, but everyone need some brain-dead time wasting now and then, don't we?
>Play pretend then, if one existed would you be able to get over your loneliness with him?
This is the whole human connection dilemma again. I'm not sure I believe in it, so I guess not. The alienation is totalitarian, and thus so is our loneliness.
>And what would a decent man look/act like?
Probably like the guy I've met, which some adjustments. For my own selfish reasons I of course wish he'd be more loyal to a single woman in his life and such. And wouldn't push for sex so much.
But you know, I think I could deal with a lot if only I felt a man truly listened to me and wanted me for my thoughts. If he needs to casually fuck other women, I think I could oversee that for example. Degrading sex acts, drinking problems, abuse like a few punches whilst in an argument, etc - I'd deal with it if only afterwards we could talk about it and really be honest about it. I'd do just about anything for that pure human connection.
>>I can cum on a girls face and 10 minutes later give her a kiss on the cheek and talk politics with her. That's just a porn induced fantasy but nothing bad, really. It's all in your mind, hun.
But as soon as you get angry at her, you would think of her weak and ruined for having degraded herself to you in such a way. You'd feel, in the end, you'd conquered her and hold power over her.
They're kind and compassionate and they care when other people are hurt or if they're hurting others. They're constantly evaluating their behavior or trying to make others feel welcome.
>And what outlook have they had instead?
>Is it that outlook you personally aspire to?
I admire it far more than I even try to emulate it.
>Then he got a gf, yet still wanted more from me. I didn't feel it was immoral
It's disgusting that he treats her like that and that you treat her like that, what's the point of your rambling about being burned by a fake relationship when you're part of his fake loyalty to someone else.
>This is the whole human connection dilemma again. I'm not sure I believe in it, so I guess not. The alienation is totalitarian, and thus so is our loneliness.
>But you know, I think I could deal with a lot if only I felt a man truly listened to me and wanted me for my thoughts.
I think the more you'd put up with the more paranoid you'd be that the person doesn't care about your thoughts.
> I'd do just about anything for that pure human connection
It's nice but I can't say I feel the same, it's something you can't really trade for, in my opinion, the more you try to bargain for it the less of it there is.
When did you first have suicidal thoughts?
What makes you the happiest?
What makes you the most depressed?
Which threads here irritate/anger you the most?
Which threads make you the most sad?
>But as soon as you get angry at her, you would think of her weak and ruined for having degraded herself to you in such a way. You'd feel, in the end, you'd conquered her and hold power over her.
This is not true. Shared intimacy can actually deepen a relationship. Only an asshole would take advantage of someone who opened up to you out of trust.
Covert white knight detected. Have some red-pill faggot.
>When did you first have suicidal thoughts?
IDK, serious thoughts, maybe 14. But I think most humans are suicidal now and then, it says nothing.
>What makes you the happiest?
>What makes you the most depressed?
>Which threads here irritate/anger you the most?
Threads of self-pity. I do see the irony.
>Which threads make you the most sad?
I don't get sad off 4chan
Pro tip: most people (all?) are assholes.
LITERALLY the only people that can get PhDs are the richest most entitled fucks you will ever meet. Getting a PhD means not only being a good goy who's dumb enough to get into bureaucracy and excelling at being a psychopath, it also means not working, and getting to do whatever you want because all the other grads are lying too. Then throw in that you need to spend 30 hours a week studying for classes you won't remember anything about next year, and the only people who can succeed are those that have no job, a car, and have someone else paying for their food, board, expenses, etc.
>actually believing any one can get a PhD if they work hard enough
It costs $30 a year for unis now, and that's just school and rent for undergraduate. Throw in food and car, and it literally costs $5k more than median wages. If you don't have a car, you'd have to pay exorbitant uni food costs, or have friends who are rich enough to have cars. Grad school is literally how the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor.
>woman actually think that when there's a 3:2 F:M graduate ratio that those men will be devoted husbands
Women cuck themselves.
>Pro tip: most people (all?) are assholes.
I only need one non asshole.
Most people have nothing to do with me.
Being vulnerabl, in today's world is both brave and risky.
For the lucky ones, it results in happy monkey sex and friendship. I think that's all love really is, happy friendly monkey sex with a nice kind person who enjoys your company.
well i see that you looked for a guy to get a connection. well i do look for a girl to get a conection too (sex would be cool but i wank 4-5 a day soo i think i can live without it) but it seems most girls just want to listen t degenerate music and fuck. not trying to hook with u i am just an anon trying to give my opinion
I swear r9k wasn't like this a year ago
We're hating on "degenerate" music now? And people ITT have spoken up for christianity. too
Did 4channers go so nihilist they turned full circle and went back to everything that we previously mocked? That is: society with left-over christian values, censorship, political correctness, etc.
In addition to uni have you tried making friends?
Why were you a shut-in and how was your school experience?
Have you thought asking your mom to call you more?
Did you get what you wanted out of this thread?
i say degenerate music in a way of the girls(well all the normies) rubbing themselfs in and using it to mate. not hating the music itself, cause i really don't care, i am hating the meaning of what that kind of music represents.
I don't think people have really changed much for the worse since we discovered fire, evolution is pretty slow. We're just a bunch of nerve endings walking around trying to understand what the fuck we are and WTF is it all for. It's all for shit. Just find some nice person to figure it out with.
Pro tip - looks don't matter as much as you think. I mean they matter somewhat but it is easy to fall in love with a kind cocksucker. In fact, I think that's how we're wired. We actually become attracted to the nice guys we give a chance to.
>In addition to uni have you tried making friends?
Yeah and I don't usually have a heard time making friends, just keeping them. I isolate myself and then we break contact. I know my issues in that area though, and I'm working at it.
>Why were you a shut-in and how was your school experience?
I think the whole diagnosis mania is disgusting, but it's an easy way to explain: social phobia. Nor shyness, not social anxiety - social phobia. It's a different thing, it's irrational.
I was I suppose one of the popular girls in junior high school, but then was completely friendless during senior high school.
>Have you thought asking your mom to call you more?
I have no connection with my family and don't want one. We stay in touch out of social pressure.
>Did you get what you wanted out of this thread?
I didn't have intentions. I made this thread in a haste yesterday, this whole conversation today wasn't planned for. But even through our conversations I can't shake the feeling of total alienation. I try and communicate my thoughts to you, and I have no reason not to be brutally honest with you, but still I feel I can't communicate my feelings and thoughts even in this situation. And I can't understand yours either.
(I'm the one you replied to)
err...no. I'm thinking of a particular cuties who had my cum all over her face at one point and it was hot to me, and it has not to do with degradation in my head or hers. I had fights with her since and I hardly ever thought back to the cumshot, nor do I with any chick.
If I don't fuck a girl in the vagina, for having no condom or whatever, I often come on their tits or whatever simply because it's the easiest way.
Also, please go back to my post - that last paragraph was the least relevant to my point. Sex is just something you do, there is no reason to hate men or women for having "degenerate fantasies"
>Yeah and I don't usually have a heard time making friends, just keeping them. I isolate myself and then we break contact. I know my issues in that area though, and I'm working at it.
I know this feel too well.
>I feel I can't communicate my feelings and thoughts even in this situation.
Not that anon, but I think there is nothing incomprehensible in your posts.
2D a best.
Just abandon 3D and become a fujoshi or something.
I gotta laugh when I see women go on about how they deserve a decent guy, yeah most interesting guys are assholes. What's so great about you though? Do you think sitting on your ass reading books or watching tv makes you interesting?
Consuming media is the laziest 'hobby' in the world.
Believe it or not some womenz work, as professionals. While I was in the emergency department getting treated last week I was attended by, no lie, a female doctor. Can you believe that Mr. Neckbeard?
> I isolate myself and then we break contact
I do the same but I find it pretty easy to start talking to them again and pick up where we left off.
>but still I feel I can't communicate my feelings and thoughts even in this situation
People can't even be honest in their diaries.
>I was I suppose one of the popular girls in junior high school, but then was completely friendless during senior high school.
I was always social in school, had to win over people in HS but never hung out after classes.
>I have no connection with my family and don't want one. We stay in touch out of social pressure.
>And I can't understand yours either.
Actual confusion or just that you can't 'know' me?
>I can't shake the feeling of total alienation
That's how it usually is unless you're caught up in a really happy gathering or lost in conversation, especially over the net.
No one can ever cross the gap of their personal sense of being and self and include someone else in it, you can't ever get the whole of what's in someones heart of hearts.
Honesty and trust become incredibly valuable when you realize this, but then your skepticism goes wild too. There's no way to really know if someones deep emotional pleading is just words to them and a means to manipulate you.
You drink often?
How'd you get your social fix without 4chan?
Do you hate robots and if so how badly on a scale of 1-10?
Do you ever wish you never came to 4chan?
wow this guy is fucking butt blasted
he typed out all that shit that had nothing to do with anything
yea girls can be doctors too, welcome to 1742. still doesn't mean they are interesting
Soo he's the kind of person that doesn't appreciate what people do for him? Sounds like this kind of a thing isn't a big deal in the relationship. Literally any friendly interaction between the two is simply not going to work.
>spent years of my life lurking 4chan
>have to confront the truth about the female psyche
>nope can't deal with the fact that my gender is manipulative and destructive
>I'll displace the blame for my failings and shortcomings on men instead like usual
Praise Kek for this baito we are to receive today.
>Honesty and trust become incredibly valuable when you realize this, but then your skepticism goes wild too. There's no way to really know if someones deep emotional pleading is just words to them and a means to manipulate you.
I think this summarizes my entire issue.
>You drink often?
Yeah, when I get too bored or to depressed. It's controlled though
>How'd you get your social fix without 4chan?
Group projects at uni, I think (it doesn't take much to give me my minimum level of social fix). And I occupied myself in studying, watching movies and such.
>Do you hate robots and if so how badly on a scale of 1-10?
Nah, I think most robots are just extremely misguided and depressed.
>Do you ever wish you never came to 4chan?
In a very pathetic sense 4chan has been a friend and family these last couple of years. But I guess if I never came here in the first place I of course wouldn't know what I had missed out on. Maybe I would have sorted my life out instead. Or I would have been even more lonely and not understood others shared my experiences.
It's only because when men go out with women, women expect them to be a constant source of conversation, interesting stories and generally keep them entertained. Women don't usually do the same in return.
For those of you who have read my (OPs) ramblings above: what do YOU think I should do with my life and my situation? Spend more time with PhD-guy? Dump him and keep being isolated? Kill myself?
And within reality. Obviously it would be best if I became a social butterfly and started looking for both hundreds of friends and decide to become a romantic and look for some Mr.Perfect - but that's just not gonna happen. So within reason, within limitation, with my unwavering cynicism - what should I realistically do?
>I think this summarizes my entire issue.
There's no curing it, personally I just expect the worst and enjoy the best. Take peoples words at face value without putting myself in an especially vulnerable situation, like a trust but verify thing.
>robots are just extremely misguided
These are the hallowed halls of truth my friend!
>Dump him and keep being isolated?
Dump him and try to make one good friend at uni.
>Dump him and try to make one good friend at uni.
How much should I open up? Again, I hate self-pity and I don't think any good relationship can form on me being a sobby mess crying on someone's shoulder about my misery. But then again that human connection I want is to be able to be honest and vulnerable. To speak frankly of things.
How do I know where to draw the line?
I suppose this is hard for you to answer though, of course. Try and keep trying til I get it right, maybe?
>On paper he was perfect in being everything I've learned to a avoid. Yet he's still terrible
Yeah, you went for Chad, no surprise. Plenty of kind, sensitive guys out there who are honest enough to show their flaws on the surface.
>How much should I open up? Again, I hate self-pity and I don't think any good relationship can form on me being a sobby mess crying on someone's shoulder about my misery. But then again that human connection I want is to be able to be honest and vulnerable. To speak frankly of things.
>How do I know where to draw the line?
Also interested in this. I can't open up completely even to people I've known for a decade. Is this normal or am I doing something wrong?
It's amrisk. That's why it takes a bit if courage. But then again nothing ventured...
Just don't go thinking everyone who smiles at you is a good person. Take your time and find those who are similar.
Doesn't matter, it's probably easier to dump your feelings on a bf.
>How much should I open up? Again, I hate self-pity and I don't think any good relationship can form on me being a sobby mess crying on someone's shoulder about my misery.
I never really put much thought into that, with my old friends it's something we all slipped into after talking for a long while first a serious topic about things in general then we'd open up a bit about each other. The easiest and quickest way to spill your guts and get reciprocation is online, but it lacks the comfort of sharing and real interaction. You could also ease up on shitting on yourself for feeling bad about your situation (even if you bear responsibility for it).
>How do I know where to draw the line?
Probably don't start off with 'Hi, I'm incredibly depressed how are you?', other than that serious topics usually get people to open up about their personal beliefs and themselves making it easy for you to do the same.
>I suppose this is hard for you to answer though, of course.
Yes it is, it's not easy to find people to trust I'm not sure it's a thing you can just make happen either.
> Is this normal or am I doing something wrong?
Maybe you're too guarded? I once tried being curt about my personal thoughts and it was more well received than I expected. At the same time, I've shared stuff and instantly known other people didn't take it as seriously and felt worse about it but it was still nice to get someone another perspective.
He's been posting for a couple of days and he never garners much attention to make me think he's trolling, he just types oddly (probably because he's intoxicated when he browses).
thanks anon. no sleep. v v hard to type, nodding out pretty hard and only 4hrs 20 mins 'til valentines day, trying to knock myself out before midnight.
i'll be lurking /r9k/ for at least a few days though, you guys are interesting. still v slowly keeping up with thread until i lose consciousness.
nah am legit.
post took too long. can't focus. this smack is v strong. talk another time <3
me as a male have some male friends that i really don't talk that much about my problems i am not into self pity too. no i dont have any female friends since i lost contact with two of them( i think calling them friends is a bit too much) when i go to the uni. in the uni i did not find any female friend too and the male friends i find i share even less than the previous ones.
really have the same question than yourself, but i think you could make some friends you don't look like a ugly girl. (not tring to jump on her)
Is heroine comdf?
What's does it feel like?
Are you addicted? Is it possible to be a casual user?
I have heard it is the lifestyle and not the drug that will kill you.
How are you so articulate? Do you write professionally?
No rush, I'll be around too. Distracting myself from my newly attained sobriety.
Not sure there is much to gain, though. Not trusting anyone makes things simple in a way.
>Maybe you're too guarded?
Sharing my thoughts about normal stuff goes well for the most part, it's just that I can't talk about how I feel. Like it's not fair to bother people with that.
Hey heroine man.
Will you be my Valentine?
>Like it's not fair to bother people with that.
Well I wouldn't make a habit of it, but with a good friend in the right environment I don't see the problem.
It's not necessary to do it either.
Lost interest in OP ages ago
>oh shush you. i don't wanna screw her, i'm in love >with someone else. sex bores the hell out of me <since she left.
H.M. is much more interesting.
Sex really is boring meat grinding without that magic chemistry. I can't imagine anything more ridiculous than opportunistic sex or porn. It's all asses and elbows and sort of a tragic commedy.