>tfw find out autism isn't just a 4chan meme and that it's real
>tfw you read the symptoms and it perfectly describes you
if you actually had autism you wouldnt even be able to type a coherent sentence, you'd most likely be either banging your head on shit or doing some action obsessively, incapable of the self-reflection and social patterning you just showed in your post.
>all of them
I am not worthy, most glorious king of autism
>sometimes doesn't like to be hugged or touched
I was diagnosed with aspergers at 5 and all I want is the intimacy and cuddles that all the normies get. Feels bad man.
>tfw wish I had hugs all the time
Im 19, Completely straight. I was kicked out at 16 by my Whore of a Mother just a few days after my 16th birthday. I have Aspergers.
I'm currently living with a 50 year old gay man and i hug him constantly.
That's debatable. I'm kinda autistic, but I think autism is a result of evolution, but not necessarily the next step
If you think of the human brain like a computer or a machine, the human brain's "wiring and circuitry" has grown more complex throughout human history. The more complex a machine is the more that can go wrong. That's why I think autists can be potentially extremely skilled in certain things while sacrificing the social aspect of the brain
Guess I'm just weird and socially awkward. It's a good thing for me I guess since I'm studying Animation and I'm surrounded by turbo autists and weird fucks to the point I question if I'm a failed normie and not a robot
>tfw constantly having only rage and sorrow
>feel like some people get enjoyment out of making others feel this way
>tfw not diagnosed until 19
>tfw too late to get any behavioral therapy that would have any hope of being effective
This is it, guys, I'm really not gonna make it.
>echoes words and phrases
Fuck. I do this alot when watching TV shows and movies. I repeat lines that the actor had just said a moment ago.
I catch myself doing it and hate it. It's annoying.
My dad also does this.
autism is imaginary. you can make it in whatever capacity you want to make it
if that means watching anime and shitposting on 4chan for the rest of your life, then by all means, enjoy
The thing is that it's only people that make me angry. They make me so angry I just don't want to go out into public.
Yet, Japs make me so happy. It seems like they don't have many opportunities to be enraged. The working aspect of it and the poor economy sounds harsh but the people are generally nicer than in the US
Bullshit, I have been like this since fucking birth. My parents just didn't want to believe that I had a mental condition because they thought I would internalize it, and now it is too late to actually help it.
>work at outpatient clinic
>have to do two review assessments
>both diagnosed autistic
>first one comes in
>so bad off his father has to pretty much answer all the questions
>prompt guy to say "yes" if he's telling the truth, "no" if not
>Second guy comes in
>Start asking questions
>Answers them normally
>Only splergs a bit.
>Start to ask specific questions aimed towards fakers
>He answers them all to indicate he's faking
>Get to social support
>Ask if he gets any support
>Finish up assessment
>Change diagnosis to factitious d/o
>Call up disability
>They do personal evaluation
>They confirm it
>Guy gets arrested for fraud
>Gets sentenced to 10 years in jail
Autism is legit shit--not this stupid shit that you guys think it is. None of you guys have autism. You're just eccentric. Eccentric =/= autistic.
recognizing that and blaming autism for all your problems isn't going to help you. be the best you you can be in spite of it. or don't, it really doesn't matter. I wasn't being spiteful - I, too, am a shitposting hikki loser
>tfw I used to get hugs at church as a teenager
>tfw crush on older girl that gives me hugs
>tfw hugging her so much people make fun of me
but I don't like being touched in general. just hugs. I'm not sure I'd even like sex.
What kind of braindamage makes you think that a personality trait can be put on a similar level as a developmental disorder? Not that most people here actually have autism. Probably far more schizoids and schizotypals together with AvPD and more basic shit like depression and various anxiety disorders.
i guess you could say i have "difficulty mixing and playing with other children" but thats just because when i was a kid i had selective mutism not autism
wait, is selective mutism autism?
I know what you mean. Sex was cool to experience for me but I also had so many insecurities and anxieies that it's not really worth it. Like if it happens it happens, but I'm not going to seek it out or anything
Also it's way better if it's someone you feel comfortable around