Fought off a sexual assault. Been scare of the repercussions for the year or so that's passed since. It seems he's gone away, he said he was going to kill himself before the cops took him in for peddling drugs.
Probably wouldn't make it into the top ten shitty things I've experienced.
>>26439157 I am awkward as fuck. and I went to the party as a hanger on with my brother. Im sitting on the couch and trying not to get noticed, and this guy comes up to me. And hes cute and all and he asks me if I smoke weed. And for some reason I told him yeah, even though I don't and never had. So we go upstairs and into the bathroom and he pulls out his pipe and fills it and I tell him i have never used one. He look sat me weird and shows me how to use it So we smoke and i start to get nauseous. I lean into the sink to cup some water into my mouth and I feel him on my ass. I ask him what he doing and he told me that I would love it. and I tel him no. and he grabs my hair and pulls me up and starts kissing my neck and telling me that I needed it and that he was doing me a favor. and he unbuttons my jeans and pulls them down. He steps on them and tells me to lift my leg. Im out of them now and he bends me over and Im watching in the mirror and he spits on his cock. And then he put it in me. He kept telling me how tight I was and asking if I wanted it in the ass. I didnt say anything. Just let him finish and cried
>>26439212 Class archaeology trip, was given improperly filtered water and became massively ill because the Amerindians of the area ranch their diseased cattle around there, couldn't keep food down for days, teacher refused to hike me out, thought I was going to die, it was so incredibly cold in that forsaken canyon and one night I was too weak to leave my sleeping bag and pissed myself, the urine froze and as I shifted in my sleep I ripped the skin of my thighs off as they'd stuck to the nylon sleeping bag.
Inner tube accident, trapped in drainage ditch with pounds of dead birds as child
Death of best friend
Dad kicking my shit in
It goes on like this, and it will continue to go on like this, I'm certain hundreds more horrible things will happen to me.
i had a 5yo gf when i was 5, she sucked my dick every time she came over for a few weeks, i went down on her, we kissed, touched etc... felt amazing. she'd watched one of her dad's pornos and while neither of us had a fucking clue what we were doing, it felt really nice. loved the way she tasted and the noises she made, and my babby microdick felt fucking awesome in her mouth.
when i was 6 though some 6yo chick CONSTANTLY grabbed my dick under the desk in class, and told everyone she was gonna marry me when we got older. because she was so forward and imposing as opposed to us becoming friends first and chilling, it made me feel fucking horrible.
point: first gril i liked and was already 'dating' (to whatever extent babbies can 'date') so it felt fucking great. second girl though legit just shoved her hands down my trousers and grabbed my dick for like an hour at a fucking time no matter how many times i pushed her away. eventually i just gave up and let her. it gave me nightmares, made me cry 6yo tears and while it hasn't fucked me up in my adult life, it was really fucking horrible at the time. went on for months.
if this trivial shit was so upsetting to me, i cannot begin to imagine what it'd be like to be full-on raped. awful. so no. even when drunk, desperate and in bed with a drunk chick who'd come home with me after a night and slept in my bed, i've never raped anyone and never shall.
er, sorry rambling, tipsy tl;dr no, because it really does hurt people, and i'm not an asshole.
I honestly think I'd be benefiting from being raped by a girl. I have no interactions with girls and it's been a major problem in my life. If I could grow an actual substantial fear I could stop blaming myself. If I don't grow afraid perhaps we could do it again sometime and I'd slowly gain confidence.
Weird shit is that I'm into dominating though... So I dunno how I'd feel about it.
>>26439318 You weren't really raped to be honest. After you helped him take off your genes by stepping out of them you were indicating by your actions that you were ok with him taking the initiative and leading you to have sex.
Not only did you stop resisting but you actually got undressed after he asked you to have sex.
If you want to say that you were raped then you either have to constantly say no or resist or say no and resist for a while then stop resisting WHILE ALSO NOT HELPING IN ANY WAY
>>26439601 >er, sorry rambling, tipsy tl;dr no, because it really does hurt people, and i'm not an asshole. dammit. drinking and posting, not even once. i meant that no, i've never raped anyone. forgot op's question. but yeah i've been abused i suppose. trivial as it was, it still hurt.
a lot of my ex gfs have seen some serious shit. one girl was raped from a very young age until she moved out aged 18, by her younger sister. it upset her so much she self-harmed, and used to have these terrifying fucking seizures wherein her eyes would roll back in her head and she'd shake/convulse. she absolutely refused to let me tell a doc about it. it fucked her bigtime.
another ex, aged 16, had her mother suddenly die. she was from a catholic family and had never had sex. she didn't even know what sex WAS until she was 14. anyway, when her mother died she went on holiday, because she and the family couldn't stand to be at home, being reminded of the sudden death of the mother. while on holiday she went for a walk on the beach, met some dude, they got chatting and arranged to meet later that night to go for a walk. they met up, he lead her to a secluded area, where there were 4 guys waiting. they handed him a wad of cash, he walked off, she was held down, screaming and crying, while all of them held her down, shouting at her in a foreign language she didn't understand, and barebacked her one at a time. she wasn't on the pill. while dealing with the death of her mother, she then had to spend the next 2 weeks in a hotel room with her dad and sister, and didn't want them to know, so didn't tell anyone. 6 months later, her dad apparently got so horny and lonely, that he began raping her too. i met her online, heard her story, then immediately told her to move in with me to fucking escape. she began going out alone at night after a few months, began using heroin, eventually drifted away and left me. no idea where she is now. rape is uncool.
>>26439864 And then she lifted her leg out of her pants for him and let him fuck her while she did nothing. He probably just assumed this was how she was paying him back for smoking her out. She was stupid and naive.
>closeted homo skellington living in small town >no friends but i orbit this one group >i'm their punching bag but as least i'm not alone >normally they just talk about parties at lunch >obviously i'm never invited to any of them >one day tim feels bad and invites me to party >introduces me to his girlfriends fat friend >she's a ham goblin, i swear her skin was green >nope the fuck out and avoid her all night >drink piss beer hard because nervous >rattle me bones mr skelly wat is happened >way too much way too fast and passed out >it's some time (hours?) later i wake up >in a dark bedroom with ham goblin >she's lying on me and touching all over >holy moly she is so heavy urkkgh >can only kind of groan and wriggle >god no please get off please no get off of me >she just shushes me and holds me down >stop struggling and focus on keep breathing >pass out and wake up the next day >bullied by everyone for fucking ham goblin >go home, cry for an hour and drop out of school
>>26439889 >Why do you seek out damaged girls? Ever actually help one? a lot of people have asked me that. they're absolutely adorable to me. don't honestly know why, but they really do melt my heart. i'm 6ft3 and back then i was pretty muscular, so they couldn't hurt me, but there's something adorable about a petite little blonde thing going batshit and coming at me with a crowbar. i've never hit any of them back (all fucking 14 of the girls i've dated), i've only shouted back like twice. my nickname at school was "the gentle giant". i can pin most people down with one hand, so they can't hurt me and as such not much reason to be scared and... uhm... also, it does help that i get to date 9's/10's who nobody else will put up with, lol. i dunno man. have a soft spot for psycho girls. and yeah i think i've helped them. some of them have never dated a non-violent dude before. almost without exception i'm still friends with all of my ex's. sorry really am rambling too much. will stfu. too much wine.
>>26439902 if someone stronger than you is standing on your pants you have two options: keep your body pressed against his with your pants around your ankles, or step away, which unfortunately means you'll be stepping out of the pants. i suppose having a penis-hugging void beyond your pussy lips means you're asking for it too? must be exhausting clinging to the belief that rapes don't happen so you can continue feeling sorry for only yourself.
>>26439781 I feel sorry for the girl, I think a lot of people would have done what she did in that situation, just give up and let it happen. Ultimately though, I'm with this Anon. Think of it like surviving, you have to kick, fight, scream, do whatever you can to survive. If she truly didn't want to get raped, she would have fought it with every ounce of strength that she had. Not that I'm saying she DID want to get raped, more like she didn't do everything she could to not get raped.
>>26440059 >unnecessary amounts of shit i dunno man, i've been in a lot of pain for sure, but i'm happy. no regrets. plus very little can fuck with me now. very few things scare me at all at this point. >do you still date psychos or is it pointless after your true love? i haven't really 'dated' properly since her. i've had one-nighters, had a few mini relationships... but nah, can't even achieve orgasm since her. i get the feeling i'll be single for a very long time, if not forever, and honestly, i'm ok with that. nothing will ever compare to what we had. just her pictures, her memories, the notes we used to hand-write to eachother... the underwear i insisted she give me which still smell like her... ahem. yeah. rly gonna stfu now because getting a little crass, and still chuggin' that wine.
>>26440167 Blah blah, she gave hin a service in return for free drugs. In that moment she became a whore. Sure, she didn't want to so she was "raped" but, she still gave it up to some random guy for smoking her out.
I was raped by a rather heavy woman in heavy snow on my back, I almost broke my dick too. It was horrible. Probably one of the main contributing factors to why I'm here. >tfw can't tell anyone because women raping men "doesn't happen" according to people.
>>26440191 >did you try to contact her again? no, i didn't. i know that she needs me gone. after hours of contemplating it, i concluded that it'd be too selfish. i did type an email, i hovered my finger over that left-click button for what felt like a lifetime, but nah. if she wants me gone, i will be gone. her happiness is to me, massively more important than my own. >tfw valentines day coming up. gonna be so fucking difficult, halp peace out anon. and... thanks... i think... weird as it is, for recognising me. something mildly scary but simultaneously nice about that.
>closes thread before gets too drunk and begins posting pics of us together.
>>26440406 Men aren't in control of their boners as much as women would like to believe. They can happen inexplicably (but it's clearly an unlikely coincidence in this case) and they can happen through physical stimulation. If you stroke a guy enough he got no choice. Then the entire act of sex is essentially stroking so he keeps it up. (I've researched this out of shame)
I didn't think I'd get hard in those circumstances. It took about 5 minutes, I was hoping she'd give up but she was really into it or something. I don't get it. If I had to rape someone and I had to stroke them for 5 minutes I'd get really insecure about what I'm doing and how unattractive I am and stop for either of those reasons.
>>26440870 No that is true. But that doesn't mean the transaction was valid. I am familiar with implied transactions and wink wink nudge nudge doesn't work at all if you just do it like that. She should have screamed, obviously. But as she claimed she was scared. But the very reason it doesn't work is because screaming is the natural reaction.
>>26441184 I was just saying I don't wanna reply anymore. Sorry, I've tried many discussion finishes and this one seems to be the best one not to get a reply. That I've thought of anyway. >It's a safe assumption to make Point was it wasn't because the information wasn't given by a person who considered themselves a drug whore. I didn't want to write this.
>>26441234 >Guys thinks shes a drug whore because of signals he received >drug whore doesn't FEEL like a drug whore. >Guy shouldn't have picked up on natural drug whore indicator because of drug whore's feelings.
>>26440362 in a scenario where some guy who you do not know offers you weed (not directly but you are in the kind of enviroment where you probably should get the underlier), takes you upstairs (after saying ''you are pretty'' mind you), to the toilet nevertheless, honestly the dude was nice to her for even sharing weed with her, thats like all of the rape signals.
>>26441397 don't be a pleb, anon. obvious or not, he was still a dick for not stopping when he clearly knew she didn't want it. sex isn't so amazing that you should fucking rape someone. just find another girl ffs.
>>26441397 a toilets a pretty common place to smoke weed... but even then any place to smoke weed is usually pretty weird.. usually somewhere secluded where people won't see and the smell won't stay (why people do in a toilet because of the fan)
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