>Avoidant personality disorder/Antisocial personality disorder
Just fucking destroy my existence.
Been off my meds for a few days, sleeping in until stupid times and feeling a general "what's the point" attitude towards things lately.
I'm diagnosed schizophrenic but I don't let it get to me. I've just accepted that I'm pretty autistic, sometimes I hear voices, and my perspective is a bit different than everyone else's. I make up conversations out loud with characters I've invented in my head, but I'm not hurting anybody with that. So I'm not taking my meds anymore. They just zombie me out. If I have another psychotic break, I'll start taking them again.
It's all bullshit, the medical profession - the most normie profession in existence - is out to denigrate and pathologise anyone who is even remotely different to them. They said I had schizoid personality disorder, a bullshit label they slapped on me and used to get me into hospital so I wouldn't offend other normies with my mere presence.
Assholes, the lot of them. Don't listen to their label shit.
I have depressive psychosis and I can confirm that you don't always hurt others. I was hurting myself the last time I was psychotic though. I ate literal garbage and inhaled febreeze.