>Dropped out of a physics degree
>Quit my apprenticeship
>Lost 15m staking on Runescape today
>Banned for afk on League of Legends
>Tired, lethargic and headache for weeks
>I want to study physics / go to the gym, but it's not going to happen
What do? I'm sick of being bored yet not wanting to do anything.
I've tried a few
>LSD and Mushrooms
Been prescribed Sertraline, but I don't really want to take it, after Citalopram made me 10x sleepier.
If I wanted to feel okay, I could MD or Ket all the time, but it will only make things worse in the long term.
Are there any others that you'd recommend?
Go back to university before it's too late. You'll regret it otherwise. Most universities are quite lenient on this, especially if you explain that you have mental health issues and need to "take a break" for a short while.
Not going back to university has been my biggest regret in life, and things have gotten worse for me with each passing year. At this point it's too late and too expensive for me to go back.
The university won't accept my back, I tried.
I might try and join another university doing engineering. Something easier so I don't quit again.
It was okay, I've had stronger trips on mushrooms. Although I've only done it once and I think I burnt most of the DMT. Ask other people, as I haven't had the full experience.
Get off the drugs and videogames you lazy piece of shit. If you genuinely want to improve your life (instead of just constantly telling yourself that you're going to), then start by deleting the games from your computer and joining a local gym.
You could even start right now, just open up your games folder, select and delete them, and then go for a long run outside. It'll give you time to think and be by yourself.
You need to think about what your priorities are, and then align your actions with them instead of chasing instant gratification and fleeting entertainment. Runescape? Seriously? What the fuck is wrong with you? Stop that shit.
>tfw worked for many companies that offer apprenticeships over the years
>tfw too socially akward and have constantly seen them offered up to other newer people.
>tfw could have been making $50.00/hour but instead I'm a 28 year old NEET on housing and welfare with a social worker.
Fuck I'm pathetic.
Not OP, but fuck I've needed to do this for years. Instead of working on a project for my client, I've pissed the day away rewatching anime.
I just hope I don't slip back
Can't delete the games, it's the only time I speak to people IRL.
If I start doing physics revision, will something in my brain make me do more and more and more, and it will no longer be a chore? I'll wake up wanting to do it?
I do have the symptoms of Anaemia.
>extreme tiredness (fatigue)
>lack of energy (lethargy)
My mum's into vitamins and stuff, I'll get some B12 and folate right now.
they are indeed
hm.. i need some magical cure, as i won't be able to find the willpower myself