>only motivated to fix my life when it's late at night and I'm tired as fuck
WHY
>>26427367
That happens to almost every human on the planet
>>26427367
Because you realized you spent your day doing nothing. Have you ever tried a schedule? I'm kind of in the same spot as well.
>>26427367
You're a night owl, like me!
Fortunately I have a work schedule that makes such a lifestyle easy (2-10 pm)
>Started eating 6 meals a day, every single day a few months back at 4500calories a day
>All clean carbs
>No junk food, liquor, soda, no drugs, nothing.
>Complete clean bulk
>Was a 6ft lanklet weakling
>Currently ottermode, able to squat 242lbs, at 163lbs body weight
>benching 176lbs
>OHP 121lbs
>DL 319lbs
>Gym 4 times a week
>Feeling great, getting women trying to talk me up, constantly asking if i have a girlfriend, and if i want to go out with them and their friends on the weekend.
Also currently learning MCMAP (Marine Corps Martial Arts). It feels great not giving a fuck about a wet hole. Getting fucking shredded and learning how to defend myself and break someones joints (chads).
Don't wait OP, just do it. It's also a great feel knowing i'm out there lifting, or training to disarm chad while people on here are begging for girlfriends.
>>26428279
Not op, but you are my hero. Everything is great in my life except being a skinny 6ft kv. I need to start on it.
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>>26427367
Are you me anon?
>wake up
>feel like shit, grab energy drink
>spend entire day feeling like shit while drinking diet orange and mango mineral water
>hardly eat
>comes to around 9-10pm
>fap to something usually 2D
>have 11-12pm shower to wash away cum stink
>after shower look in the mirror and immediately be like "what the fuck are you doing, you're wasting your life"
>start drinking water, 1-3 bottles before bed
>sleep all day
>repeat daily
help me
>>26427399
This.
If you're not diurnal you'll function improperly.
For this I've adapted an abnormal sleep schedule which yet allows for work and some sunlight. More here should do this, possibly benefiting from it.
The night is alluring, more so than the day anyways.
>>26428343
>I need to start on it.
I wish you luck on your journey.
>>26428430
>help me
smoke w33d bro
>>26428279
>Being able to afford a gym
>Being a robot
Pick one.
>>26427367
Lower inhibitions, maybe. If nothing else you could plan things out and break it down into easy steps for you to follow later.