I got a 150 lbs crossbow with hunting bolts.
If i put it to my head would it create enough momentum to kill myself?
>can own all types of weapons
>decides to own a crossbow
Your best bet is back of the mouth. It's a very soft area and it's very easy to penetrate. You have to hit the brainstem. It's an instant death. Be very careful and do your research before you do it. You don't want to become a vegetable.
Honestly, there are better, less messy methods like firing up two girls in a confined area with 15lbs of charcoal in each grill. It's much more peaceful and it's painless.
An xbow? You're gonna flinch and fuck it up, becoming a retarded cyclops.
Suicide is basically criminal anyways, so there's not much sense in respecting gun/explosive laws.
But, simplest of all the messy methods, research your train tracks and schedules.
To minimize risk of survived injury if you chicken out at the last second, have your neck on one track and your body off the side.
To not be an attention whore, hike out a little rural.
To be sure they can't brake, find a part of the track with a turn in the woods.
or, don't kill yourself, temporary problem, things can be fixed, blah blah etc
I wouldn't try it OP, it could make you severely retarded and they might put you in the mental clinic for both attempted suicide and retardation. just jump from a very high place or in front of a large vehicle, more likely to kill you.
>Those machinists have feelings too i dont want them to get scarred.
They know it's out of their control and not their responsibility.
So you just don't want anyone to see your body afterwards? That's going to take a lot of considerations to avoid, with any method, crossbow, anything.