Planning on going to the doctors in a few hours because of depression.
>Lost loads of weight
>Can't get out of bed
>Cutting my arm
>Think about killing myself every day
>Everything I liked doing is boring now
I'm just scared that I am wasting the doctors time. People with cancer or real illnesses need the doctors time and I feel maybe I am just being an attention seeking little bitch.
It's just getting really hard.
Games. And a girl I was getting into, that's over now.
Be prepared to be put in the hospitals local psych ward for a week or two and then billed up the ass. If your not rich your going to be in debt. I got put in for a day because I decided to perform surgery on my leg to remove a massive lipoma and got billed $5000 dollars FOR ONE DAY. Plus you will most likely want to kill yourself more afterward due to debt and psychological damage due to sitting in the psych ward rooms for days and days with nothing to do. The rooms only have a bed, closet and bared windows.
Oh. Well I guess your experience will be different then. You should seriously research for peoples personal experiences in your country before going in so you know what to expect.
depression isnt real fucking kill yourself you worthless piece of shit fucking meme disorder retard go back to tumblr "wahhh i cut myself' so fucking stop god damn you are fucking retarded lmao you are worthless no wonder you're so fucking sad id be sad too if i was as pathetic as you are :^)
Honestly my doctors are usually pretty shit. They just do blood tests (which shows THC and they tell me it's all todo with the weed), or they give me numbers to call.. they never do anything drastic. Honestly I thought I had cancer one time and they pretty much laughed on my fucking face and told me they won't waste NHS money on me having a scan.
That is interesting. So your country just does not give a shit and mine exploits it. What a time to be alive. I have had weed on a few occasions and it was pretty fun. Wish it was legal.
i cant even cut myself properly. when the doctor sees this she will burst into laughter.
You seem a little attention seeking bitch right now...but yeah just see the GP, they won't get mad at you for being sad. I swear on it. Won't laugh either you whiney little bitch.
I know for me personally I stopped enjoying games and friends and became depressed because of my low paying shitty job. Every time I hung out or played a video game I would hate myself because I was not working on getting a education and eventually a better job.
>cuts look like cat made them
Rather poor performance, chap.
Hey anon- you sound a lot like me a few years back. It's fine if you go to the doctors- just don't take ANY of the anti depression pill shit they push to you. I swear the way I recovered from my depression (and the way I combat it now) was simply by exercising and lifting at the gym. Everyone is different- find something natural that makes you feel better. Talking to someone, a new hobby... Find something.
The doctor gave me pills when I went there and I have regretted taking them ever since. Put on 3 stones in 2 FUCKING WEEKS- sleeping patterns got destroyed even worse than when I was depressed. Trust me it's not worth taking the pills, so avoid at all costs.
Hope you get well soon anon. I've been through clinical depression and it is fucking horrible, I know how you feel. Hang in there.