I just want to wish everyone a happy day. You may think life is bad but it will get better
You may think you'll never find someone to love. But you will. There is someone for everyone
Life is worth living
Have a great day. I love you all
Really? Them's some bold predictions. I'm sure I'll hit the lotto some day, too. Fuck off with this hope shit. You've no idea what some of our lives are like. Not even that mad, because this is just how you people are. Maybe if you were in my situation, you'd be a bit more cynical, but you're not.
The first girl I've fallen in love with broke up with me, and she still thinks I'm not over the girl I was with before her. On top of that I'm poor and my family is abusive. Not to mention I subconsciously emotionally abused the girl I fell in love with, and now I feel like total shit. Hope is for cucks.
I interact with white people daily so I'm wished good things and treated nicely all the time
In reality you gotta be bad to move up. Pretending to be nice online won't really do nothing good cause Jesus ain't there to watch you
In fact I kinda hope other people do bad so I'm better compared to them
You need to go to this girl and tell her hw you feel. Surprise her on v day with chocolates and a nice hand written apology card. Tell her your situation. That because you grew up in an abusive family you were unknowningle projecting it into her. Tell her that she's the first girl you fell on love withAnd that you want to change yourself for the better with her help.
Cut your family out of the picture. They don't fuckin deserve you and you don't need that toxicity
Go to one of those groups of adults who were abused as children you'll learn to open and make new friends
I know that I can never pretebd to know what you went through. But I can give you this advice anon
Good luck if you decide to take it
Nah its too l8 m8. I've tried everything. She's cut me out of her life, the worst part is I have several classes with her where I sit next to her, and I want to talk to her and touch her and make her smile again, but I know that I caused so much pain and suffering, there's no way she'd give me another chance. I'm done for. And she'll be the one that got away. Unfortunately.
>tfw 2 addicted to vidya so only know about my problems
>can't help other people because autism levels are 2 high.
She's the one that caused me to change. I was the biggest asshole before I met her, and during the first 3 months I hurt her very had by slipping up and telling her I loved someone else during our relationship when I really didnt, she just kept pushing it on to me and I didn't know what else to say. I said it was because I lashed out at her because she was going to break up with me. So I sperged. I have tried to change, but it wasn't enough.
>walking out of class early because bored and want to see gf
>see buddies gf come out of bathroom and we start to chat
>talk about buddy
>get dared some stupid shit
>laugh because hell no
>Walk over to gf
>she ignores me
>shuffle around school because feels
>get text later that she knows I was flirting
>says she knows because she was watching and because her friends also thought I was flirting
>breaks up with me because she can't handle the pain of it
>am now left a wandering husk obsessing over her
>still obsessed over her albeit it's only been a week
Are you on high school? If you are then that's goodm You still have your whole life ahead of you. Just try again to apologize. Even if she dosent want to get back together with you her opinon of you might revert back to being positive
I'll try. Thanks robo friend. And yes high school feg. But I know I felt love. Have never obsessed over someone so much.
>I just want to wish everyone a happy day. You may think life is bad but it will get better
better is a very relative and subjective term
I don't think life is bad, applying value judgement to the whole of human experience as an entity is absurd. Is life more pain than it is pleasure? absolutely. does that make life 'bad'? no.
>You may think you'll never find someone to love. But you will. There is someone for everyone
>Life is worth living
Yes, I agree with this, otherwise I would've killed myself by now, same with everyone else who is alive, even if they say otherwise