even if some girl wanted to be with you
the amount of insecurity, depression and inferiority complex would make your mind ignore her and say that "she is just being nice"
who self-deprecation here?
and i don't even know why i hate myself
I just see others better than me in everything.
i always feel guilty if people is kind with me.
>implying anyone would even be nice
The only reason I'm not dealing with the same type of abuse from school is that I'm old enough now that it's considered rude to do that in public and you know normies have to keep up the facade of being good people
That's exactly how I feel.
Even if someone said they were interested, I assume they're lying. Why would any be interested in me? It's not fair for them. Things will only end in tears.