I cannot really cont everything, but my life is getting worse every day, like a lot of you.
What is keeping you alive ? What makes that you are still on earth ?
How are you able to continue your life even when you don't have an answer for every problem ?
Hope, sleep, weed. I haven't used all the things at my disposal, or burned all my bridges yet. Time heals wounds, when I want to die NOW, I just wait. Spend a dollar on a lotto ticket for next week. That's the hope. It costs a dollar.
Just kinda taking it one day at a time. The future is over-whelming, so the scope has to be changed for now.
I've kinda accepted that I can't fix every problem and some problems aren't supposed to be.
Also, I forgot, if you die, everyone else in the world wins. Fuck those faggots, you're in it for YOU, just break something, run a red light, getting angry? Make a bad decision, everyone
EVERYONE IN THE FUCKING WORLDcan fuck themselves with a cactus, throw a brick off an overpass sometime, light a fucking fire an walk away, do something where you lose control of the outcome and say quietly to yourselfI made this happen, an it will not unhappen.
The ride never ends. The ride never ends The ride never ends The ride never ends The ride never ends The ride never ends
The ride never ends
Hanging in there... I want to get my degree and continue improving my image, maybe some day I can find a qtshy loyal gf. I will probably cheat on her and bully her because in reality I have that sociophat mentality and I want people to suffer and pay for the shit they do, I want a fucktoy to ragefuck and punch everyday.
I don't know anon :( maybe is the fact that I don't care about anyone or anything at all :p I just keep finding new ways to have fun in this board :( but I t gets boring faster each time :p I try to pretend I want to do other things and then I actually invest myself in them for a while but its all pointless :( I know the truth :p
This perfectly describes it. I think that this life is just a bad show.