Does anyone else have weird as fuck power fantasies?
I regularly pretend I'm a DBZ-tier villain who goes around destroying cities and mocking the helpless normies that there's nothing they can do to stop me. The idea of having thousands of people begging at my feet for mercy and then blowing them all away with a single thought is a lot of fun
should I seek help?
>should I seek help?
Anon, I want you to listen to me.
Normies fantasize about drinking beer and cheating on their SOs. That's what they think about. Their dreams suck.
You do you, man.
Used to fantasize about being that exact one. Now I more fantasize about being a leading member in some grand conspiracy like pic related, but also of being a high-ranking member of the administration of an empire, where people depend on me being lenient to them.
I don't conceptualize it in the context of some child's cartoon, but I have fantasized about being some vengeful omnipotent entity.
It's not even making being suffer that allures me. It's being totally free from a mortal coil. Free from the intolerable limitations of humanity.
I have extremely vivid fantasies about being a cheesy villain in a standard crime setting.
Sometimes I'll be the 'chaotic neutral' type, and I'll imagine myself ruthlessly killing a hostile group to protect my own affairs.
I still fantasize about gradually ruining people's lives, taking away their freedom and livelihood one law at a time, and finally coming to arrest them in the dead of night. Getting to smile at them as they become only numbers to be destroyed.
I have quite a few weird power fantasies.
One I indulge in when I'm real stressed is to imagine that I am Flandre from the touhou series, and that I'm in a medieval fantasy themed alternate universe. In these worlds I would be ridiculously over powered compared to the people there, and I'd pose as an evil god, usually helping nation of evil underdogs fight against powerful good aligned countries/factions.
More subdued power fantasies of mine would feature me as being some sort of loli sorcerer/magician terrorizing people in the real world, or interacting with family I haven't seen in years from a position of power.
I don't think you should seek help so long as you're happy and not hurting anyone.
I think my ideal position is a divisional commander of some sort. Like a local governor or a colonel. Lots of power, lots of influence, but not so much that you have to constantly worry about assassination or a coup, and if the regime falls you can always integrate yourself into the new one.
Yeah, I always like having a flexible position, though a bit higher than a colonel. When the fantasy is set in the Roman Empire, I am usually a commander of a legion. Usually command a few divisions in my more modern fantasies.
>have a friend whose Great Grandfather was in the very early Soviet secret police
>he went to a Kulak's farm to requisition grain during the civil war
>a few days later, his family received his dismembered body in a wheelbarrow
Sometimes I fantasize about my insides being made of machine like the Terminator. I'd be super strong and basically impervious to bullets like the Terminator too.