All i do is lay in my bed and browse r9k
WTF am i doing with my life
I lie on my bed in front of my laptop for like 8 hours a day or more
I don't even fap anymore, or watch shit
I just browse here, because it's the only place I feel there are people who understand my situation
and even then they're slowly being driven out, or killing themselves
we cant let the normies win. We just need to keep posting until they fuck off or we get /wiz/
Would you rather wake up in the morning to the sound of the alarm and drag yourself to work where you never enrich your mind?
Face it, life is terrible, boring and meaningless either way, just stop thinking that you have to enjoy it, and you'll get less depressed.
They talk all the time about whatever they can, it prevents them from thinking about how worthless and meaningless their lives really are. That's why they never do anything alone. They're afraid to explore and question their own consciousness.
Word. It's awesome when you lucid dream. I've had so many dreams last night/day. I finally perfected my ability to materialize and shoot any gun I want to. The trick is to imagine all the parts and components and not just imagine a random gun. Using a sniper rifle is really fun. I've gotten pretty good at lucid dreaming.
I think it's just that you expect bad things to happen to you and black blob is the best your subconscious could come up with and now you're stuck in a vicious cycle. My dream self always gets attacked by bears, I usually just fly away from and I'm not even talking about lucid dreams, my dream self just happens to be able to fly. That's how I usually end up lucid dreaming because I know I only fly in dreams.