>What do you mean you want me to be your gf?
>I thought we were just friends?
I can't stop thinking about her and I can't restrain myself enough to stop sending messages to her that I later cringe about. I wish I never met her or that I could just erase her completely from my brain and life.
I've been there man and I've faced the difficulties myself but I'm just letting you know that it's a possible to get a positive outcome out of this and if your situation was anything like mine, the first truth that you have to realize is that she will not care if you cease to exist.
Just friends? But I thought you were into black guys...
I feel you man.
Is she going out with someone else? The girl I have the similar feelings as you have, isn't going out with anyone and it has been 3 years or so and I am still fucking worried because the image that she is with some Chad, naked in bed and they fuck ad everything just fucks up my mind. I like other girls and had other crushes but whenever I see her I die inside. I think I won't be able to keep going when she will get a boyfriend. I will kill him or myself or I'll just turn crazy
>Somehow I texted this
> I was drunk af
>Tell my friends to excuse me
>Take a bottle of vodka to another room
>Lie down crying
>Feel to miserable to drink
>Sit around crying for 2 more Hours
>mfw this happened to me 2 weeks ago