>talk to me
>what are you doin?
>what are you thinkin right now?
>I thought I saw you yesterday...
>I thought those words I heard you say...
WHEN I LOOK AT THE SUNRISE SUNLIGHT MELTS MY FEARS AWAY~~!!! WHEN YOU'RE LIVING THIS FEELING DON'T EVER LET IT GO~! WHEN I'M UNDER THE STARLIGHT IT FEELS RIGHT your body's on my mind I'll set you free I'll set you free...
Yes, but it's circular logic. I'm better off alone because I am alone and know how to deal with it.
There probably are so many benefits to being social, having friends and a partner. I don't have any of that because I've been conditioned to be alone over my whole life, now I'm completely asocial, no friends, never had a girlfriend. A mind learns to adapt to this, reason in accordance to it and shuts out the world as a result. So now I am better due to being alone and knowing how to be alone. To be social at this point in time would take something extraordinary as there are already mental health issues regarding my lone nature. I can't care for people, I can't value their actions, appreciate their sentiments, be emotional. If anyone even comes close I'd come off as an edgy cunt who is better off being alone, so I stay alone, it's the long game with a consistent but safe pain for everyone involved, and the ones not ivolved are involved by proxy due to being saved the displeasure of knowing me or caring about me.
I even regret the few online friends I've made because a few always want to make sure I'm okay, it bothers me because I will never be okay, this will tired them out, irritate them, and over time my uncaring and miserable nature will irritate them and be seen as 'whining' when I never wanted to share shit in the first place, when I just wanted to be left alone.
You're a cunt for making me think about it, OP.
Thinly veiled 90's euro top100 hits thread?
Have a virtual hug, stranger.
I don't want your hug. Did you not read my post?