I'm killing myself tomorrow
Everything's going to be okay, right?
>>26378902
Does it matter?
You are killing yourself.
You should be way above everything if you are doing.
>>26378922
I'm not way above everything, that's the problem
But I have been in the past and this is how I felt when I was
So I still think this is the proper course of action even if I don't feel it
Why not just take all your money and get a one way ticket to somewhere cool instead? Go experience something before you off yourself.
have a nice warm rest OP
>>26378902
yeah , sounds like a great plan .
you're going to take some people with you?
don't anon :(
>>26378957
Get ready to face the abomination of your own creation once you're dead, because there won't be anything left but you over there, and you won't even know you're alone.
>>26379145
That sounds like this life tho
If you're being serious, I don't think you should. Think of all the people that hate you. You will make their life easier.
>>26379206
Well, at least while you're alive you stand a chanse to face what's fucking with you.
>>26379206
Like pottery tbqh
>>26378902
Take some people out with you
>>26378902
Just go to the fucking hospital before I send the cops
It probably won't be alright. But it's not alright now. That's how I feel. Not OP but these past few days have been rough. Good luck robots.
NO, OP
IF YOU DO IT THE NORMALFAGS WIN
>>26378902
GOOD I HOPE YOU DO IT YOU UGLY FUCK
>>26379326
What do you mean? Ajsjsiak
The Dalai Lama said he's finished reincarnating in this world
Burn yourself alive crosslegged in a public place; this world is fit only for us demons & devils
>>26378902
Don't do it.
I'm not saying this because your life is worth something, I'm saying this because I've seen glimpses of the other side, and boy is it fucked up.
Trust me when I say you Anons want to live in this world for as long as you can.
>>26380566
What did you see?
I mean I'm 99% sure this is bait but I've thought of killing myself and I want to know
>>26380566
>>26380650
Please do tell us... I'd like to know as well, the option is always there.
>>26380650
Admitting doubt is the first step to defeat
>>26380650
It was only in dreams and hallucinations, but I saw spiritual creatures that I believe were preying on human souls or ghosts or something.
I could never get a good look at them, until a couple weeks ago when I was in a somewhat serious automobile accident and had a brief flirt with death.
I saw a large creature with no head, a glowing frame and too many arms and grasping hands dotted with eyes and runes.
I don't know what they are, and I've been researching for quite some time now.
There's a good chance I'm just a fucking nutjob, but if I'm not... I don't want any of you guys to get hurt like that.
Trust me, it's not a pretty sight. Stay breathing Anons. Maybe I'll make another post about this one day if I ever make any progress.
>>26380691
Beauty beyond the most moderate day & softest sunset, lives of past & future in a vast, unbroken web connected beyond sight in every direction
>>26380566
Me too anon
I've seen glimpses of many other worlds
Some of them are beyond fucked
Some of them are like a distillation of everything good in this world
Some of them are so far removed from what goes on here that they wouldn't even understand why I made this thread in the first place or what it even is
Some of them are realizations of what we can have a vague, but incomplete understanding of here
The other side, as a whole, is difficult
But I'm afraid if I stay here longer I'll only be damaged further
>>26380745
Demons? Is that what you're trying to sell me on?
>>26380745
That's pretty interesting. I've also seen glimpses of the other side. During a dreamless sleep.
>>26380778
We are the demons
>>26380778
I'm not trying to "sell you" on anything. I'm just saying what I saw, or what I thought I saw.
Look, if they are demons, they're definitely not like any type I've ever read about before.
None of the creepy occult websites/texts I've found mention such things, so it's probably just a product of my own imagination.
I've even met up with some self proclaimed "sorcerers," "witches," "infernists," etc. etc. They didn't know what I was talking about.
>>26378902
>dying alone
>not taking some normies down with you and securing your place in history
smdh tbqh family
>>26380828
The fuck is an infernist?
>>26380842
What a pathetic gesture. Those kind of people are the narcissistic attention whores they claim to loathe.
>>26380883
A really reclusive cult-like organization that claims to practice traditional pyromancy. (Divination by means of fire, not throwing fireballs a la Skyrim)
Despite what some people think, they're pretty chill actually. Just don't ask one of them to actually tell the future lol.
>>26380745
Great. So we get fucked during life, and after it.
Typical
>>26380928
At least we have porn in here. And possibilities to do stuff. Life will be whatever we want it to be.
Cheer up, everyone.
What method have you chosen?
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1aFlZUTiEDU
Why are you going through with it if you still have doubts?
Should be the one thing you should be fully prepared for desu
Is anyone else having difficulty avoiding their suicidal thoughts?
I find myself going to the gym and exhausting myself, just so I don't think about killing myself.
>>26382824
Because my doubts are increasing with time