What year did it all go wrong for you?
for me it was 2009
I was fuckin' king for a while there man... And I thought I would be forever. Then she left.
Nothing has been going right for me. From childhood bullying to abuse at home to suicide attempts, its all been one giant shitfest.
2012 is when I realized the world was shit. My life is the same but my depression has really worsened
>tfw finally making progress on your anxiety only to have the depression worsen
Last year, between losing grandpa, ex cheating on me and friends going far away I have gone hermit lately.
>1453, when the shitskins destroyed the Byzantine Empire.
It will always be Constantinople for us, my fellow byzaboo
She was ill at that time. I just wrote get well soon and I'm looking forward to see you again. And she wrote thank you and stuff.
But when she came back I realized that despite having established contact I wouldn't ever be able to talk to her.
And that was so bitter, having said that I looked forward to seeing her (in a ridiculous way, and of all things on 14.02!) and then hiding away that it broke my neck.
Introduction was in the end of 2010, though i remember them like "last good year".
2013 is when the wheels came off and it was revealed how horrible most of my life would be. Things have become increasingly horrible since.
Oh man, this is clear
when I was turning 11. That's when I got that feeling that something was going really wrong. It was before I really understood any of the problems with myself, but I could tell something was very off.
And shit's been generally bad and pointless since
>1453, when the shitskins destroyed the Byzantine Empire.
>the "I just played a grand stratagy game and now I am a history pedant" starter pack
how many normies do you know that /gsg/
let the boy learn
I changed schools in 1994 and it meant hell
I started failing at college in 2002
I met my stupid ex in 2005 and I acted like a fucktard in the following years
Got back on track in 2011, but got depressed as fuck.
Things were getting promising now from the end of 2015, and now it all went to shit again.
2016, goodbye world
friendless at commuter college and midterms are coming up
I lack the motivation to not fail
2009 downward slope
2011 free fall
2014 rock bottom
2015 bottom feeding
>It will always be Constantinople for us, my fellow byzaboo
I few years ago I worked in a mail sorting room. Christmas time is when you see not just a massive increase in mail, but a massive increase in foreign mail, both inbound and outbound.
I shit you not, every year I saw multiple letters and packages addressed to and from, always in block capitals, CONSTANTINOPLE.
There are still christians in Turkey waiting for liberation, 600 years later.
It brought a tear to my eye every time I saw it.
2011 my life was pretty much ruined, things got a little bit better then took a giant fucking nosedive in 2015 and now I'm in the unhappiest part of my entire life and I don't know if it's going to get better or not
It wasn't instant but it began around 2010
>I realize everyone is better off than me socially
>I fail academically aswell, my normal peers are all laughing when I boasted that I would do better than them at school
>I quit school and enter the workforce to earn money, everything is horrible and nobody cares about you
>stop working entirely and go back home to rot infront of my parents
>still have no future, just sit behind my monitor indulging myself in vidya, animu etc.
>I've completely accepted the fact that I'm an anomaly that will never be human or have human privileges
>just waiting for the sweet release of death to end my suffering
I'm not actually her husband but yes, she compulsively lies. Or pathologically, anyway.
Her real husband gave proof and said she's a massive liar, and I think he's even pointed out some of the specific lies she's made.
yeah, might as well try once more
at worst I'll end up eating the same shit I've already been lapping up for several years and to which my taste buds have become pretty numb to
2003 i think.
Since i first got sick. Its all been down hill from there.
One friend stopped hanging out with me because he needed more time to smoke weed and feel sorry for himself. The other one was working long hours and partying with normies too often to hang out.
I began in 2005 after my best friend introduced me to it and had moved shortly after and had become homeschooled so it was all I did all day. Then in mid-late 2006 I quit and played WoW for the next 4 years straight. I regret him ever getting me into it to begin with. It has caused me nothing but misery.
RIP our youth
Actually I can tell you when it all went right: 2009. Prior to that I was a virgin, neet,, nervous, shy, depressed, anxious - just like you guys. Post 2009, I am employed, have had multiple sexual partners, am employed in a foreign country, confident and happy.
2013, my OCD got really intense by that time. The anxiety I got from not feeding my OCD habits, made me more reclusive.
4.6 billion years ago when this fucking shitstorm horrible planet formed.
Whenever I hit puberty I guess. 1998 maybe?
If you just accept that you're ugly and unlovable you can at least get a decent jerb. Some employers will like that you have nothing more important going on.
2004 was when it started going downhill, 2007 when things started spiraling out of control.
Been a fight for sanity ever since.
Post-school blues; my only gf ever moved away and dumped me; got bogged down by work in College; mother stopped coddling and sheltering me and suddenly expected me to know how to do adult things like get a job and learn to drive; slowly began to drift away from people I was once close to; fell deeply into escapist obsessions likes anime and games.
And it's still getting worse. I wonder if my life will ever peak again for if it's too late.
>it's a competition
Oh boo-hoo. Lost all sympathy the moment you decided to belittle everyone else
must be... fall 2012/ winter 2013
I don't know what happened, but everything went to shit.
its getting slightly better now though, dropped out of school, neeting at home, but I'm taking drivers lessons and am applying for jobs so who knows
The world went to shit summer 2010
I don't care about this planet anymore, let it burn.
Fall 2015. I graduated high school in june and once the summer was over, i just freaked out and quit every thing i had planned. i still haven't gone through with any of my plans to fix this. Still no license, still no job, and i really dont wanna take my meds
found out i was slow young years, special ed and mothers day 2013 i got in a car accident
>had seizures all of my life
>seizure this day
>o lefts change this med
>years find the perfect med
>fast forward to 2013
>got to friend's house
>give friend's mother a present
>pretty sure she complaint about the bracelet because parents pay for insurance and worked
>money went into my bank account
>drive home from friend's house have a seizure while driving
>crash into a tree
>went to yale and two other rehabs places
>still going to rehab just at home now
probably right after all the newfags invaded after the jessi slaughter thing
2008, when kids at middle school started bullying me hard, I was beginning to be a outcast, since then I become addicted to games and TV, those were my only ways to don't think about bring a knife and slice those kids
Also 2012, when my oneitis rejected me and make out with chad in the same bus stop I was waiting the fucking bus, that hurts me to this day.