>want to masturbate
>invasive thoughts always jump in randomly and ruin my climax
FUCKING THOUGHTS I WANT YOU OUT OF MY HEAD I WANT TO FAP IN PEACE WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT SHIT THAT KILLS MY BONER WHY AM I BROKEN LIKE THIS EVEN DEPRESSED PEOPLE CAN ENJOY A DAMN WANK FROM TIME TO TIME WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>think about how much mentally ill i am as im cumming
>trying to stay pure and have pure daydreams that don't involve sex to lull myself to sleep
>porn is now intrusive thoughts
I just want this to go away, god dammit. My head, my rules.
Goddamn I know that feel...
Happens all the time , is there ANY way to get rid of this?
I wasn't like this all my life
Any psychologyfags can explain this?