>no slavaboo girl to play military/survivalism simulators and obsess over /k/ stuff with
>no alternative rock girl to do jam sessions, experiment with music and record with
>no equally-miserable sadsack girl to talk about loneliness and frustrations with
>no literary girl who likes to read and write and talk about linguistics to learn languages with
>no programmer girl to work on game and utility projects, and horde and organize files with
I think that sharing interests and focusing inwardly together is the strongest way of bonding. It's what I want the most, a girl to share those things with.
I wish I could stop wanting a girlfriend, or other people in general really, but I can't stop letting it gnaw at me every day.
I've consciously given up and accepted it, but I keep wondering for how much longer I will dwell on this before I finally give up completely.
No one will have sympathy for this, because it's more or less the male equivalent of:
>tfw no white 6'4" investment banker bf
You think you're being reasonable to ask for a gf with similar interests, but that is not the case.
It takes a lot of time spent alone (or with equally unpopular friends) to develop those kind of interests, which might seem normal to someone here, but are considered obscure and autistic by the majority of men, let alone women.
The only possible way for a girl to be exposed to these things is through a nerd-chad hybrid who she broke up with, but is still obsessed with. So she will seek out other men with those interests in order to recreate old feelings.
This explains why I never knew what the fuck girls did when they went home from school, I knew at least that boys would play outside or play vidya
So they truly are as shallow as I imagined them? They don't have a social pressure on them to have a hobby so they just become flavorless bland husks with little in the way of ambition beyond their preconceived notion of success
>tfw no gardener gf to learn how to grow and cook delicious food with
>tfw no shoegaze gf to make depressing music with
>tfw no weeb gf to learn japanese together with
>Needing people other than yourself
If you want a companion, get a fucking dog.
I guess this is so, isn't it.
I've been vaguely considering these kinds of ideas before about how hopeless it is finding somebody who has experienced exactly the right conditions to be someone who would share interests with me to the same degree, and also be someone that would want to be around me and that I would want to be around. Then of course are the poor odds of us meeting anywhere.
Hope is something I want to be rid of as soon as possible. It does nothing but exhaust me, and it fucking hurts.
>So they truly are as shallow as I imagined them?
that's a bit unfair, I think women are just acting according to their biological directives. Women are guaranteed to have a chance at reproduction just by virtue of being a woman, so they spend their time developing personal relationships that will ensure the material well-being and safety of them and their children.
Men on the other hand need to distinguish themselves in order to reproduce, so they venture further afield to find a niche in which they feel they can become dominant (sometimes going completely off the rails in the process).