All i want is a decent job, that pays enough to live comfortably, some friends that are good and click well with me. a car, a drivers license. and maybe a gf/.bf that is a qt and actually loves me for who i am and wont leave me or cheat on me. someone that i can just go cuddle with at the park on summer nights and look at the stars with.
Its sad that, all i need to be happy is things that most people take for granted
>tfw you will never be a happy kid in a middle class family with a dad that loves you and a mom that isnt fucking crazy with a college fund and actual help to get on your feet. life is so cruel
instead i live with my mom who is also a sickly neet, in a disgusting white trash county, with a white trash family. with a dad who wont even talk to me. who which everyone ive ever loved has hurt me and cant trust anyone. and never having enough money for even basic needs like soap or razors to shave...
...i just wish i had a normal life... i cant fucking live like this i just want to be a qt happy college kid. but ill never be that.
everything around me is just so fucking grey, ugly, trashy, etc.
>>26348425 >buy some land near the coast >develop a building with a housing studio unit on top with a nice deck >turn building into a creative industry where I can hire people on, and carry out my creative interest and hobbies and market them >spend out days making a living through my passions >nights spent watching the waves crash along the shore on deck
>>26348425 Honestly? >A backbone, real mental strength >Wit and charm >Social self-awareness >Willpower >A job which includes my hobbies
I would be happy if I could look in the mirror in the morning and see a strong man, who knows what he wants in life. Who is afraid of nothing and lives life to its fullest. I want to be that kind of a man.
>>26348425 I feel like i'm stuck at the "safety" part. On one hand i think having a loving gf would really help but on the other hand i feel like i dont have the necessary experience to create or maintain such a thing. I feel like i either will be like this for the rest of my life or somewhere for a short period of time find someone who will then break up with me due to above reasons. At this point neither situation will make me happy.
some of us aren't whiny little children who always complain about everything but never do anything about it, so sick of seeing these crybaby threads on this board where the posters blame their failures on everything but themselves.
well for starters I got to be fit for work had an accident a week before Christmas so life kinda sucks then I want to pay off my debts was going to have paid it off next year but well if I get this pay out I mite get it paid off sooner
save some money and once I have enough Ill put it down as a deposit
But honestly, I'm too removed from human misestimations to be able to remember them all at a whim. In general, people grossly underestimate inequality of IQ distributions; they might at best know about occupational and educational distributions (underestimating them as well), but they hardly understand that certain kinds of shops, of offices, of Internet boards, differ vastly as well. In reality, the world is aglow with glaring differences.
>>26348425 I'm relatively content with a fairly mediocre yet livable life for now.
To be able to aim for actual happiness in the broader sense of term, I'd need a sufficient amount of money so that money is no longer a concern to live, have enough to buy my own house instead of renting an apartment, so that I can pay my parents the money I costed to finally get rid of this sense of guilt for being a waste, and to be able to hypothetically support a family of my own were I to ever decide to go for such a thing. And on top of that have some sort of buffer money or other way to guarantee "bad luck" won't end up shafting me when I least expect it. A few million euro would suffice for me I think, but I can't accept it from other people or neetbux-style as I'd just shift the sense of guilt to other people; winning a lottery or earning it through freak-coincidence with investments or other chance-based things is the only way I could accept it, bar from some decent job that pays sufficient while part-time and with a guarantee I won't lose the job as long as I do my job well enough. (Bankruptcy, economy going down the drain, etc.)
Anything else I'd want to achieve but am not doing so at the moment is either due to not having enough money to cover properly going for it, a lack of motivation due to gratification being too slow until I become half-decent at crafts and hobbies, or lacking sufficient self discipline to stick with it. All but the former is what I'm slowly working on, but they will only allow for further contentedness until money will run too low to pay for meds and live under a roof.
>>26349438 I'm sorry to hear that, Anon. I know you have zero use for it, but all I can give you is my sincere hope you'll manage to find things that'll make your life less grey, that opportunity will come your way.
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